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....Layla went outside so I
tried to find her , but when I looked outside she was hugging and also
kissing Victor.
When I
saw Layla and Victor kissing I couldn’t believe it , I got really confused ,I
was thinking if she was kissing him because she wanted or because he forced her
. I really can’t explain how I felt but was a mix of hate and shame, I felt
lost , I literally felt my heart in pieces .I started to shake so I walked in
the their direction and said
-What is happening here? – I never knew what to
say…
-Ha look who is here , Mister Adrian , I’m so
glad you here pal – Victor was with his arm around Layla and he was smiling
-Why you two were kissing? Layla ,he forced you
to kiss him right? If he did this i don’t know what I’m going to do – I was
shaking even more
-No Adrian, Victor never forced me to do
anything…..
-No? - I said surprised
-No , I wanted to kiss him…..
I swear when she told me this was the worst feeling
ever , I felt like fainting , why she would do this to me? After everything ,
after telling me her secrets ,no, I can’t believe it. Then I thought she said
that because Victor blackmailed her…..
-Victor can you give us 10 minutes to talk? –
she said
-Ahh seriously? I wanted to see his face, but
its ok love , I give to you guys 10 minutes and nothing more – he kissed her
forehead and I started to freak out
She told me to follow her and I did. I never had
any reaction , I was petrified once again but this time the situation wasn’t
good as before. Layla was weird , it seems she changed , was cold towards me so
I just stopped to walk and told her to tell me what happened and she said:
-Adrian , all this time hmm well I wasn’t
actually dating you
-What? I don’t get it Layla – my heart was
beating so freakin fast
-Well I don’t know how to tell you this but everything
was a joke , Victor dared me to kiss you but like you asked me out that night and
was so wonderful that I couldn’t say no to you so I decided to be with you……..
but was all fake Adrian , I don’t like you or love you …
-Hmmm…..- I couldn’t speak , I felt dead
-I’m sorry I bet you think I’m a cheater or
something like that but I’m not because we weren’t actually together and I must
confess I got scared to hurt you that’s why I never said anything before and
all this time I was seeing Victor..
-But but Victor cheated on you …and did so many
things against you… I cant understand…………. why do this to me? – I was crying –
Are you joking with me? This is a prank? Like it seems a movie or something , i actually love you
-No I’m not joking and I know he cheated but we
are humans Adrian , Victor said sorry to me so I forgave him , I actually love
him with all my heart and I wouldn’t leave him , ever… I’m sorry …..I know I’m so
mean , I don’t deserve your love at all but whatever you know …
-Whatever? Whatever break my heart uh? You said
you joked about us, but I bet you like me …
- I couldn’t ever talk I was crying
too much and I couldn’t even breath
-Nah I don’t like you Adrian , you are nice and
all but I wouldn’t be with you sorry , you are a loser , you don’t have a life
, look at you , just another stupid boy who thought was in love..
I couldn’t hear another word from her , her
voice was annoying me , I couldn’t hold the tears so I just ran away , I was
too hurt and that moment I thought my life ended here.I went home , I couldn’t even come back to the
club , my day was over ,well to be honest my life was over now . When I opened
the door my whole family was in living room watching tv , I tried to hide my face
so they wouldn’t see that I was crying but my mother noticed. I ran to my room
and locked the door fast hoping no one would bother me.
Someone knocked my door and was my mother. She
wanted me to unlock the door , I was trying to ignore her but I couldn’t , I needed
someone to talk to me..
My mother and I were really connected , she
always gave me the best advices and when I saw her I hugged her tight and
started to cry
-Aw Adrian you crying, what happened son?
-Well it’s a long story mom ……I wanna tell you –
she sat next on my bed and so did i.
-Tell me son , i want to know everything - she smiled
I told my mom everything and I started to cry
again , my mother got sad about all this because she knew what Layla did was
too mean , was like she never had feelings at all. My mother got up and got the
phone , I asked her what she was going to do and she said that she was going to
call Layla’s mother ,therefore I couldn’t let she do that , just would make
worse.
My mother made me promise that I wouldn’t talk
with Layla or Victor anymore and told me she would send me to my grandmother’s
house so I could forget everything , maybe would be a good choice , I needed to
forget Layla forever.
Was the last week of school and I couldn’t wait
for that week finish because then. I could start a new life far away from
everything and everyone. Nathan got sad because we wouldn’t see eachother for
almost 2 months but then I had the amazing idea to invite him to come with me.
-Nathan , come with me to Southland , I bet you
gonna love it – I was smiling to him to try to convince him
-Hmm I don’t know , maybe if my parents let me
go then sure I go bro – he smiled back
-Ok and I found out Justin Green is going to
make a concert there sooo…..
-whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?
J-U-S-T-I-N-G-R-E-E-N there? Oh my Gosh I’m going to pack right now , finally I will
have a chance to make him break up with his girlfriend Celine and then i will be there waiting for
this epic moment comes with arms wide open mwhahahaha
-I knew you would say this – I laughed of course
– you are so freakin crazy
-YES YES I WILL GO TO SOUTHLAND WITH YOU MY
FRIEND TO SEE MY IDOL , WOAH I CANT WAIT
-Yeah awesome like I would be happier if you got
excited like that before I say the Justin bit but it’s cool
- Shh stupid , By the way , I saw Layla with
Victor but they were fighting
-Really? Fighting…she was sad? She was crying? Did
you talked to her? Oh God , argh I can’t forget her Nathan , it’s been 2 weeks
that she told me the truth , 2 weeks that she humiliated me but still think about her , I miss her perfume , I miss
her kisses , I just miss her loads man
- I know Adrian but now when we travel you can finally
forget her . We can go out more , make new friends , you need that as soon as
possible
- I know right , I been stuck in my room like a
zombie , I even lost weight – I looked down – like I got depressed , I felt
dead inside , I still don’t understand why Layla and Victor could be so mean to
me ..
-Dude – Nathan touched my shoulder – Love hurts
, won’t be the last time that you will get hurt because someone broke you heart
, just be strong ok?Girls come and go so just wait and you will finally find a
new lover , who will treat you even better , a girl who will give you the love
you never received..
-Thanks dude, I love you honestly . You are the best friend that I
ever had
-You welcome , you are a true friend and nobody
can deny it Adrian
Well once again would have a party at our
school, the last before holiday summer start and of course I wouldn’t miss that
party for anything. I decided to buy the tickets for me and Nathan before they
were sold out. I was afraid I would meet Layla and Victor there because would
be really awkward to see them together so I was planning to not stay to long
there. While I was buying the ticket I saw this guy talking with very hot
girls , his name is Jonas, I admire him , he is one of the most popular
guys of our school , he is leaving school this year and almost all the girls
likes him . I honestly would like to be like him but this wouldn’t ever happen.
The week went too slow , was still Wednesday and
I was worried too much about my exams , I was scared I was going to fail all
them so I just got my bike to relax. While I was riding my bike I saw Jonas
riding his bike too , then I thought why not talk to him? So I did
-Hey? Jonas? – I waved
-Oh hey dude sup – he never waved back and I thought
maybe he is too cool to wave back to me
-Riding my bike as you see – was pretty obvious
uh
-oh cool – he was kinda cold
-So Jonas , are you going to the party? I heard
will be sick
-of course bro, it’s my last year at that stupid
school , can’t wait to leave school you know
-Yeah I see, I bet you will get many girls at
the party
-Nah bro maybe just a few, you know, its last
party , I must show the girls I’m still the king – he laughed
Jonas was really handsome , to be honest I think
many girls would do anything to be with him , he is strong , has 6 pack , is
tanned , blue eyes , tall , cute smile. He is everything that I’m not , I confess
I have jealous of his body but who knows , someday I can be like him…we talked
a little more and I told him about what I did for Layla and about all her lies
, he paid attention in everything that I said and he got quiet , like he was
thinking and imagining the story.
Me and Jonas spent almost all day talking about
life and girls . Was very nice talk to him because i don’t have friends who
could actually give me the perfect advice and I don’t blame them , we are too
young to understand what love means.
Jonas told me to come at his house before the
party started so then he could teach me how to get girls and I decided to take
the risk. I never told Nathan what happened that day because for sure he would
get jealous.
The days passed fast now and was already Friday,
I did great on my exam and got A ,I was so proud of myself that I decided that
night would be unforgettable. I went home and I was too excited , I couldn’t wait
to go to the party. Nathan called me saying his mother , once again , would
take us to the party , but I told him I was going to meet him there , I had
something important to do. I went to Jonas house and he was getting ready
-Dude, you look great no homo – I laughed
-Thanks Adrian, I really want this night to be
the best night ever
-Will be dude , so tell me how to get girls , I’m
curious….
-Ok look , first get this gel, put on your hair…wait
let me do this for you
-Ew gel , I will look bad , I don’t wanna look
like Elvis
-haha dude you funny , hmmm voila , you ready ,
now listen to me, for now on you will call girls hot stuff , angel , sexy beast
you won’t call them beautiful or sweet , you just say you so beautiful if you
really thinks she likes you.Take them to dance then dude you will take her in
your arms and kiss , don’t think , don’t freak out , just kiss , after 10 minutes
, find a new one , simple
-Erm , I don’t know , you mean I should be a
pimp?
-Oh yeah dude , p.i.m.p and don’t forget to ask
their number – he winked
I was afraid Jonas wasn’t the best mate for me
since he was teaching me how to be a player and I wasn’t like this before , but
whatever , Layla made me be like this hurting me , breaking my heart so now for
sure I will be a new Adrian.
The party started and was completely full , I saw
Nathan and the guys together talking but that night I couldn’t be seeing with
them.So I followed Jonas , he was introducing me to his friends , very hot
girls , ahh that would be my night.
-Dude , look that brunette over there , dancing
with her friend , go there and say this… - he whispered about what I should say
-Hey cutie , i lost my mobile number can i have
yours?
-Ehh no? , you are weirdo
Damn that flirt never worked , I don’t know why argh
.Well I tried once again…
-"Do I know you princess? Cause you look a
lot like my next girlfriend." I winked but the girl just ignored me. The
flirt thing never worked again , I was loosing my hopes…
Jonas advices were good but I think just worked
out with him. So i saw him making out with a girl so I had to wait for him
finish and tell him that I was going now since my night was failure. Jonas
finished and when I told him about my failure night he told me to wait since
his friends would play shot game. I wasn’t sure about that since I never drank
anything before , I probably would get drunk too easy but I couldn’t sound like
a loser , Layla told me I was a loser , I must change it , so I decided to join
the game.
Jonas took me outside many people where crowded
around one table waiting for the game to start. There was many bags of alcholic
drinks such as vodka beer cider even drinks ive never seen before. I thought
damn i hope i don’t get to drunk and embrass myself. Jonas moved people out of
the way and told me to sit down and do him proud . I sat down and glanced
across the table and there i saw Layla.
For a moment I never knew
what was going on until I heard someone scream ‘start’ I looked down at the
shot glasses infront of me and got kinda nervous.I started to drink them , I felt
kinda sick the taste burnt my throat.I looked over to Layla she was on her 6th
shot and I was only on my 4th
I knew I was going to loose.
The someone shouted ‘done” I
thought woah how do people do this, then Jonas looked at me and walked to away I
thought damn aint I cool now
Well I felt kinda sick so I
went back inside to get some water but It never helped I ran back outside to be
sick and there I saw Layla kissing someone else … but it wasn’t Victor.In that
exact moment a girl comes to talk to me and says:
-Mmmm I just watched you in
the shot game gorgeous – she bite my ear and whispering she said – Lets bang?
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when is the next chapter comming outt!! (:
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