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The play started , everything got dark and people started to scream…..
Then a music started to play……I bet was from the original movie , there were many special effects ….Nathan was great , I got proud of my friend

-Bella……I love you but I can’t stay here with you….your smell….i can’t take it anymore, you are like my heroin…. – Nathan said
-But Edward , I’m not afraid of youuu…. – Bella said
-Well….i hate myself for loving you too much…. – Nathan said
-Kiss me Edward….kiss me – The girl said

Of course they changed the lines , were a truly adaptation of the movie but with the same meaning…After the end of the play , Nathan and the others held hands and bowed to thank everyone….

People stood up to clap hands to them….the play was a success , they danced , they sang , was really cool

But then…..everything got dark again and everybody thought that was part of the play……
Someone got the microphone in the dark and said…..

- Ohh wooaah ………You know you love me……….,I know you care
Just shout whenever…………… And I'll be there


Nathan never got a thing….but he said
-WHO THE HELL IS SINGING JUST LIKE MY JUSTIN GREEEN? – Nathan shouted
The person never stopped to sing and this made Nathan nervous….
-Oh my Justin Greeeeeen…….Is Justin singing? Someone tell me DAMN IT
The light turned on and people started to scream hopelessly , someone who no one , even me , expected were there holding the microphone and singing…..was Justin Greeeen
- I'd like to be everything you want Hey girl, let me talk to you If I was your boyfriend, never let you go Keep you on my arm girl, you'd never be alone
I can be a gentleman, anything you want If I was your boyfriend, I'd never let you go, I'd never let you go
-WAAZZZZUUUUPPPPP EINSTEIN UNIVERISTY   ….PUT YOU HANDS IN THE AIR AND SING WITH US
They sang a lot together , also everybody who was there had a private concert of this great singer….
-I came here to see my big friend and fan number one Nathan and I just want to tell you guys , his dream is about becoming a actor , never give up of your dreams …. He is an example
Nathan got the microphone too and started to since with Justin , without believing he was there…
Nathan started to sing another song……
-Justin….i just want you to say Love me, love me say that you love me Fool me, fool me
Oh, how you do me Kiss me, kiss me Say that you miss me Tell me what I wanna hear …..Tell me you love me

Everybody was getting insane in that small concert ,was really fun I looked to Layla and she looked Happy and so did i……
I was glad that everything came back to normal , but I wonder , till when we will have peace?


The show was over now. Girls was still screaming over Justin Green , I never saw so many girls screaming so loud like they were , I swear that my both ears were about to explode…
They ran to the stage to hug Justin but security came and took him away…of course that they took Nathan too. I was happy about my friend , because he really loves Justin Green , he is an idol to Nathan so it’s like I never would have jealous of Justin and Nathan , to be honest I’m just glad that this all happened with my best friend….our friendship is really nice , I know Nathan more than 10 years now and he is the best friend I never had , you know the person who would do anything to help you? And if they can’t help you they will be there to hold your hand , to dry your tears , or at least give you a hug…Nathan was amazing to me and we are like brothers, he knows that he is part of my family , he is part of my history…

People were leaving the theater now and Layla and I stayed there , sat on our seats and she put her head on my shoulder and she held my hand

-What Layla? You ok? – I asked
-Yeah….very…I’m glad to have you – she looked at me and smiled
-Me too Layla , you are the best thing that happened to me – I poked her nose
-Yep…sooo – she got up – lets go home?
-Hmm but what about Nathan?
-Nathan? – she laughed – he won’t come back home tonight babe….he will enjoy his night with Justin Green…lucky uh
-I guess- I got up and laughed – can I ask you something?
-Anything my prince – Layla said
-Hug me?
-Awww sure – we hugged tight

While we were hugging I felt someone poking me , I looked to see who was and I got surprised. I couldn’t believe it that she came….i got really happy

-Giovana! – I said
-Heey Adrian – Giovana hugged me and Layla just looked at her up and down , of course , Layla never liked
-I missed you guys sooooo much , you don’t have any idea – she said
-Oh that’s awesome….well let me introduce you …this is Layla…and Layla this is Giovana , she is Nathan new friend – I winked because of course that she wouldn’t be only his friend anytime soon
-Oh Heey Layla….how are you?
-I’m good you – Layla put her arm around mine and kissed my cheek
-Same – Giovana looked down as if things got awkward
-Well….i don’t know if you know but I don’t think Nathan will sleep at home tonight….- I said
-Oh why not? –Giovana asked
-Because of Justin……Nathan is his biggest friend soo
-Oh I see….Nathan told me that I could sleep at your house
-Serious? – Layla asked – because he never asked us if you could – Layla gave her the look
-Come on Layla , she just came in the town , she sleep there – I smiled
-Sure…..- Layla never liked
-Ok thanks guys , really thanks a lot – she smiled and Layla , rolled eyes

Giovana was holding her bag , I felt sorry for her , even though I noticed that Layla  never liked the idea about Giovana staying there but I couldn’t leave her without a house to stay so we took her home.
Paula , stayed at the theater because she felt like she was lonely so Paula needed new friends , we told her to come with us but she never…

Meanwhileeee


Nathan was took to the backstage with Justin Green…was time to say goodbye

-Nathan , congrats for the part was great
-JUSTIN…..DID YOU WATCHED MEEEEEE?????? – Nathan couldn’t close his mouth
-Yeah a little bit….i think you were better than really Vampire
-OHHHHH MYYYYYYYY DEEEEEAAAAR GOD….thank you thank you thank you thank you – he was shaking
-Why you shake man? – Justin asked
-Because…..you hereeeee YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYA – he started to jump – THIS IS A DREAAM?
-Hehehe listen I have to go now….please stay in touch uh and Oh , I almost forgot…..I have a present for you – Justin smiled
-You do? What is? – Nathan opened his mouth
-Well , it’s a t-shirt and I signed my name and this is for you don’t forget about me
-AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW JUSTIN…..YOU SUCH A CUTIEPIEEE….YOU MADE ME BLUUUUUUUUUUUUSH – Nathan put his hand on his lips , he was sooooooooooooo happy
-Hehehe you funny man but since you are artist too , sign your name on my t-shirt?
-WHAAAAAAAAAT? WHAAAAAAAT?GOSH,  of courseeeeee  - he tried to calm down - everything for you – Nathan was still nervous but soo glad for everything that happened , that night was his night – Give me a pen someone? SOMEONE? A PEN? – A little girl came and gave him the pen – Thank you guuuuuuurl
-Be fast , I still need to go because I have a concert in Denmark
-Sure sure , i’m gonna write ‘ TO MY BBY JUSTIN WITH LOVE NATHAN GREEN<3 ‘
-Thank Broo….Peace out – Justin was going to shake hands but Nathan grabbed him
-Hahahahaha MUAAH- Nathan kissed Justin cheek – now you won’t forget me
-byeee
-Bye Justin – tears were rolling down his face

Nathan was waving saying bye to Justin , with that face m wishing he could stay with him forever but business is business and now Nathan would enjoy the party after the play. When Nathan was going to get changed this girl came and said

-Do you remember me?
-Hmm…you just gave me a pen….right? – he smiled
-Nooo….i I I was there when you got the part to be in this play- Bella said
-Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you Bella
-Yayayayaya Jesus Christ You remember my name – Bella said , desperate
-Oh so what you want?
-Hmmm…..you?
-WHAT GUUUUURL?

Meanwhileeeeeeee

Giovana , Layla and I came home and now we went upstairs to show her the rooms. To be honest we couldn’t let her sleep there because never had a bed for her so she would have to sleep on sofa, but that would be too cruel so I suggested something:
-So Giovana , to be honest we kinda don’t have a bed for you sleep – I smiled awkwardly
-Oh….- she said – its ok I sleep on floor
-No no….i was thinking, you sleep on my bed and I sleep on sofa
-Adrian- Layla gave me the look – she can sleep with On Nathan’s bed uh?
-Hmm sure if she want
-That would be great guys…..- Giovana never liked Layla now , I could feel the tension – so I will get my bag downstairs
-Ok – I smiled. Giovana left

Layla closed the door and said..

-Ehhhhh why you being soo nice to her?
-What? I was normal – I said
-Normal? You were flirting with her….- Layla crossed arms
-Babe….i never flirted – I said , confused
-How come? You said she could sleep on your bed….what the hell Adrian…- Layla was angry
-Ahhh this is not flirting babe – I laughed
-Don’t call me babe – she said moody
-Hahahaha now you just being stupid…..why girls think if a boy say hi to a girl that means they are flirting? This is ridiculous – I said
-You wanna know what is Ridiculous? You telling her to sleep on your bed…..- Layla gave me the look and opened the door
-Where you going? – I asked
-Not of your business….- Layla closed the door and left

I sat on bed and started to think why she acted like that? To be honest, I think all the girls are the same , they are soo dramatic over boys , you can’t even look around that you cheating and they say ‘ you don’t love me anymore’ or ‘ what I done? You found someone else?’ ahhh seriously, sometimes this can make boys really annoyed. I love Layla , but sometimes she is too hard and she drive me crazy but she is still the love of my life , at least I hope….


Meanwhileeeeeeeeee

Nathan was still in the backstage talking with this girl called Bella who really wanted to speak with him
-You you….said you want me….but listen guurl , I like someone and stuff ….and…..
-No…no …hahaha you think I like you? But noooo I don’t haha well I do but I just like you as a super star you know , you are soo amazing , you are soo awesome dudeeeeeeee…..can you give me your autograph?
-WOWWWWWW – Nathan said
-What? – she got scared
-Nobody ever asked me an autograph , you are the first and this only make this day even more special – Nathan smiled
-OHH MY GOD…..did I heard right? You said I made your day more special? GOSH……….i MUST to call all my friends
-Haha yeah do it….call it….by the way…YOU ARE AWESOME – he said
-OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO – Bella got excited – I can’t breath……- she started to cry – Nathan called me awesome , I can’t believe ,…..i will tell all my friends , my mother , my father , my teacher…..oh God You are amazing dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee – Bella said

Bella is a girl who has a dream , her dream is about to be actress , just like Nathan. Since she was a little girl , her dream was to be on TV , she dreamed that someday she would work with the Hollywood stars therefore everybody knows how hard is to be famous these days ,the chances aren’t many….but still so many people try it  , and try , and try …… and Bella  was one of those people who tried too , she always thought and imagined that she could do it , maybe no one believed it but she did and I think she is completely right!
I think like Bella , I think that we have to dream it and always feed our dream and don’t let anyone to stop us …no one , even our best friends , our family….if they say ‘stop dreaming , you won’t ever be famous , you won’t ever be what you wanna be…….you are a failure …..you aren’t good enough….you can’t do it……nobody likes you…….you will die alone’ , please , don’t listen to them , you have to be strong and fight for what you want….even the most important person of this world says that you can’t , don’t give up , try it ….someday the same people who tried to put you down will have to clap their hands for you

Well Nathan and Bella were still talking

-You are really nice…..- he smiled and gave her a paper – Its here , my first autograph hahaha thanks guuuurl , I would invite you to come to the party with me but I think you are too young to come to the disco
-Me? Nahh , I’m 18 years old – she smiled big – I just look a big baby
-Hahaha ok then leggo guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurl , this city will be too small for us – Nathan put his arm around her and Bella couldn’t stop shaking , she was his first fan and why don’t say , his first stalker….

Well Meanwhileee at our house…..
I was still alone in my room and I heard some noises so I decided to check out to see what was going on….Layla was in another room , which we only use to put bags and stuff that we don’t use or need…

-Layla? What you doing? – I asked
-Cleaning… - she said
-Why? – I asked
-Because I will sleep here , so Giovana can sleep with Paula?
-Ohhh so you don’t wanna share the room with her?
-Nah….i let her sleep on my bed and I thought about putting this sofa here and I sleep here alone
-Hmmm I see….you don’t want to sleep with anyone? – I asked while she was cleaning
-Nope – she said
-Not even me? – I asked
-Only if you want….then yeah – she never looked at me , I knew that she wanted me to sleep there with her but she never said
-So I will move my bed here we can share bed and then everything be ok – I smiled
-Ok….- she wasn’t looked at me but I noticed that she smiled
-So help me get my bed and put here….come on – I said and she left what she was doing to follow me

Layla was kinda hard , everybody knew , but who cares right? I was still glad to have her there , if she went to Spain , I actually don’t know what I would do in my life without her ….

Meanwhileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

The night was only starting for Nathan and his friends. They all went to a disco to celebrate the success of the play and also about Justin Green coming to the theater, this made Nathan a famous guy now of course , because Justin Green said many good things about Nathan ……now he wasn’t only somebody , she was SOMEONE….he was proud , he was excited , he was really happy because everything that he wanted was happening now.
The disco was called Satisfaction, a very nice place , not big but really cool that people could have fun all night. Many people were there with Nathan , more than 60 people were there dancing , drinking , having fun , everything was perfect…..some people came to talk with Nathan as if they were his best friends….they were the most influent people from university ….

-Nathan , you were absolutely amazing , I don’t have words to describe you acting – Mona Lisa said
-I know right , Nathan was so gorgeous , he was soo perfect, he actually remind me of this Hollywood actor that has an exotic accent …I think his name is Jakey Deep? – Caroline said
-Hahaha what? Nah……I’m not like Jakey Deep but thanks haha – Nathan loved the comments
-I want to invite you to go to a party with me…..there we can meet many directors and who knows can be your lucky day and someone decides to give you a chance uh?
-Seriously? Wow I would love it haha – he said
-That’s good….don’t forget my name….its Caroline ok? – she said
-I won’t forget …- he was smiling big
-Well have fun , we will try to find someone else to talk bye bye Nathan - Caroline kissed his cheek and left with Mona Lisa

And Nathan started to dance and sing…..

- I can't get no satisfaction I can't get no satisfaction
Cause I try and I try and I try and I try
I CANT GET NO
I CANT GET NO SAAATIISFACTIOOON
He was dancing and shaking his ass and dancing like a robot and so did Bella

They were both really rich girls, they also studied to be actress but was only for a hobby . They are the type of people who don’t need to work because they are soo rich that they can buy anything ........therefore , the big problem is , some people who think that they can buy anything also can think that they can buy anyone……I just hope that they never try to buy Nathan….

-Mona Lisa…..i think we can finally sing the song ‘ where have you been’ hehehehe – Caroline said
-Huh? Why? – Mona Lisa asked , she was kinda slow girl
-Can’t you see? This Nathan guy can bring to us, Justin Green , simple…….  if we have his friendship , we can have Justin
-Why use him?
-I won’t use,…..will be a favor duuuuh – Caroline said
-Hmmmm ok – Mona Lisa smiled , she never got much about what Caroline said


Meanwhileeeee

Was dinner time at the prison and one of the prisoners who became friends with Victor was told that Johnny , another prisoner wanted to speak with him….in that jail they never had too much time to eat , was only 20 minutes for them was the great time to plan their fugue

-Look…we don’t have much time , tomorrow is the only day that we can escape from this hole….so listen…the plan that you must to tell the others is….by 11:00 pm tomorrow, be ready , we gonna escape – Johnny said , he was one who was helping others to escape
-but boss…..i don’t get it , this prison has soo many cameras …will be impossible to runaway – Mendes said
-Nah won’t be….. everything is ready don’t worry , well  tell to the new guy….what’s his name anyways?
-Victor – Mendes said
-Ok tell Victor he can try too….but he must to be in our gang – Johnny said
-Sure boss…I’m gonna tell him – Mendes got up and went to Victor direction

Victor was alone there , things were different in the jail , he stayed alone , no one wanted to be his friend . When he was free he thought that he was the king , he thought that he was powerful but not there….

-Yo…..tomorrow……. 11:00 pm get ready….we are going to escape –Mendes was the informant
-Wow…ok thanks for telling me – Victor said
-But…..has one condition – Mendes said while eating a bread
-what what i?
-Hmmm you must be in the gang – Mendes looked at him
-Gang?
-Yes……..Johnny is the leader….if he escape someone else be leader here but he still be the leader….- Mendes said
-Well…I’m in….i do anything to get off his hole….i’m getting insane here
-Ok pal….11 pm
-Ok…..- Victor said

Victor saw on this chance a huge present , if everything work out he could escape and do the only thing that he wanted to do now , make the ones who helped to put him in jail to pay for everything ….he wanted to make them suffer…..


Meaanhileeeee

Layla and I finished cleaning. The room that before looked a mess now was smelling good and really clean.

-Wow , this room looks amazing now….- I said smiling. I sat on bed
-I know right…this could be our room – Layla winked and  sat on my lap
-Maybe – I said
-Shhhh – she started to kiss my ear
-Why shh? I like to sleep with Nathan…..- I said
-Huh? Are you cheating on me now Adrian? – she started to laugh
-Nooooooooooooooooooo duuuh…..i just said I like to sleep in the same room DUUUH not like I would sleep with him in that way….Eww – I said
-I’m just messing stupid – she smiled and kissed my neck now
-Layla…- I shivered
-Yeah – she wouldn’t stop to kiss me , now she was opening  my t-shirt
-What you doing? – I giggled
-What do you think? – she bite her lips
-God…..i like this but Giovana is outside …soo…. – I said
-So what? Leave her there and stay with me – Layla pushed me and now we were both laid on bed
-Welll ….- I smiled and started to kiss her

Giovana started to unpack now, she was alone putting  her things in Layla and Paula bedroom. Now Paula finally came back home after the Play , she was soo bloody tired that she went straight away to her bed because she needed her beauty sleep , she never looked around….

-Ops…..- Giovana said
-WOW….who the heck are youuuu???? – Paula looked at her up and down
-I’m Giovana…….i’m Nathan friend and also Adrian….- she said
-Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh …..he told me that you would come….you look really pretty – Paula said
-Oh thanks…well so Adrian told me to sleep here..so here I’m
-Oh great job ….for once – Paula couldn’t focus, Giovana was too pretty
-Excuse me? – Giovana asked
-Nothing girl…..listen….why aren’t you with Nathan?
-Oh he couldn’t meet me….i tried to talk to him after the play but he was obsessed about Justin Green , so I thought that I shouldn’t bother him – she said
-Awwww ….hehe you must to learn something….Nathan and Justin are like lovers….of course that Justin isn’t gay like Nathan hahahaha – Paula was laughing a lot because she loved to mock Nathan
-Gay? But Nathan…….is he ……?
-Oh hmmmm to be honest , he is the most gay guy that I ever met but he hates that we tell him that…so you can say that he is Bi and is enough hahaha
-Ohhhh…..i didn’t know that……- she raised eyebrow
-Ops….haha I wil sleep girl….you should do the same – Paula went undercovers
-Yeah…..lets go sleep – Giovana went to her bed , which was Layla bed and couldn’t stop to think about what Paula just told her…..Nathan was bisexual and this detail change everything…..

Next morning I woke up dead, I never slept much the night before but this was the last weekend that I had to enjoy before coming back to university , I lost so many lessons that I’m scared to fail and if I fail I won’t forgive myself….because when you study medicine is a big responsibility that you have , you will take care of other people’s life , I’m scared of that but I can’t imagine myself doing another thing in my life besides helping .
I looked around to see Layla, she was sleeping like an angel , she was really beautiful. I got up, changed clothes and went to brush my teeth as every day. The house was quiet, no one was awake? That was a bit weird since Paula is always the first one to wake up and go straight away to living room to turn on the TV. After doing everything that I had to do in the bathroom I went downstairs to make breakfast to everybody, since I’m a cutiepie…..but then when I went to the living room I heard someone snoring….and this person was snoring so freakin loud…I went to spy to find out who was and then I saw Nathan only on boxers sleeping on sofa

-Oh my God – I said

He was sleeping soo good that I felt sorry to wake him up so I went to the kitchen to prepare the breakfast. I heard some noises now , was Nathan voice , I thought he  woke up so I went to living room but he was laid on sofa saying

-Noooo…….Justinnn…..baby baby baby ohhhhhh…..
-Nathan?
-Justin….kiss me babyyyyyy………..why not………suuureeee – he said. I thought he was awake , but he was still sleeping , probably dreaming,
I decided to wake him up ….
-Nathan….dude…wake up – I said
-Nooooooo mom……LET ME SLEEEP MOM…..
-Dude…it’s me Adrian…not your mother…..- I rolled eyes
-Shhhhhhhhhhh momm I need my beauty sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep Mom- Nathan was confused
-What? Dude I don’t sound like you mother….WAKE UP – I shook Nathan
-Adrian? Huh? Where I’m?
-Home…I don’t know how you came home last night or this morning but you here awww – I said
-Dude…….i don’t know…..how I came here……I I I don’t remember – he said
-Wow…you stink….come with me…I will put you in shower
-Shower? Hehehehehehe nice
-Dude……you drunk as a camel , come with me- I said

I took Nathan o the bathroom to have a nice shower and to cure his hangover. While Nathan stayed in shower I went to see if Layla was awake but I met Giovana

-Good morning Giovana- I said
-Morning….where is Nathan? – she asked
-Well…I think he got too much drunk last night so I put him in shower to help with his hang over – I smiled
-Oh….- she looked disappointed
-Are you ok? – I asked
-No…I’m not…can we talk?
-Sure sure…..come here to my room –I said

Giovana sat on Nathan’s bed and I sat next to her

-So whats going on?
-Well….i came here to see Nathan right? He insisted and told me to come here and spend time with you guys , even though I don’t study at the university I thought would be a good opportunity to see how the university is and try to study here
-Yeah of course – I said – but I don’t get…. What’s the problem?
-The problem is…..i fell in love with Nathan….he was too nice and sweet with me and I had a boyfriend but we broke up so I thought I should come here and try be with Nathan….he told me he liked me too
-Ohhh I see…but look don’t be mad at him only because he went to celebrate about the play without you...... doesn’t mean anything….i think he didn’t know that you were here
-No…isn’t that….if I was him I would do the same – she said
-Hmm then what it is the problem? – I asked
-Paula….last night Paula…told me he is gay…is that truth?
-Oh…no he isn’t…..he is bi
-Bi? But bi is gay…..God…- she got up – I wished  that  was a joke
-But he likes girls….he is obsessed with you , he talks about you all the time – I smiled
-Really? Hmmm no….by the way , it’s your posters on the wall?
-Mmm Justin Green Posters? No…..Its Nathan’s poster…..i don’t like Justin
-God….he is soooooo gay……look at the shelf….he got Justin Green Toys….thats horrible
-Hey don’t talk like that about Nathan , you are talking as if he was a alien…he is normal , like us
-Uh….i don’t think so… - she rolled eyes
-Well…you should talk to him then
- I will…I won’t stay here no more
-Why not?
-HE IS GAY….i wont date a gay guy……argh – she was mad
-HE IS NOT GAY – I screamed
-Whatever – Giovana left the room

I got really mad at her , why she was being like this , she was homophobic? Well first of all I think when you don’t like someone because of their color , their financial status  or religion , this is completely stupid , because we all are human being and deserve respect , I get so  mad when people mock my friends because of futile things and Giovana was doing that…I wouldn’t allow anyone to make fun or to judge Nathan

I went after her and said

-Look…you won’t judge him….you won’t…..- I said
-I’m not judging..i just think its ew……I hate gays….i think they are all disgusting and I want them to go to hell – she said
-WOW……you rude……but would you like if I come here and say ewwww look at your hair….is soo ugly ….ewww you soo pale……– I said
-No….i wouldn’t like…but it’s different Adrian….it’s not like I’m racist, i just don’t like gay people , to be honest , I wish Nathan was like you –Giovana went to her room
-Argh – I sighed-

Layla was awake now and she heard the conversation behind our door , so she opened the door now and said

-Adrian…..come here
-Ok – I went to our room
-Is this little dog judging our Nathan?
-Yeah….she said like mean things – I said – like gays are ew and stuff but he isn’t gay
-He is bi and he is proud…Nathan don’t have shame to tell this to anyone Adrian
-I know…but ……uncool right?
-Very! I don’t like her and I want her out of this house- Layla said – she is weird
-Layla….she was mean and stuff but I won’t think we should kick her out like that…I will tell Nathan what she said and he will decide what he is going to do – I said
-Ok…sounds fair – Layla kissed my cheek – now let’s go eat something I’m starving….
-I know why – I winked
-Same – she giggled

Giovana was behind our door, she ran to her room fast before she get caught. She heard everything that was said by me and Layla . She went close to the window to look outside and said :

-I need to do something to protect me in this house….Adrian is a big mouth…..i never knew that……hmm I guess this Layla will get what she deserves……ha….she will regret it of saying those things about me……-


After a couple of hours , Nathan woke up since he never slept much last night and after his shower I took him to his bed. Giovana wasn’t there so I decided to tell him everything that was said….after all , he deserves to know as soon as possible. Layla and I were in the living room sat on the sofa watching the Olympics ,which was pretty exciting but Layla was almost sleeping on me

-Hey Nathan , you awake…finally – I laughed
-hey Guys….i got headache – he said
-But is a good headache right? Last night was amazing- i said
-Aww you guys liked?
-I loved Nathan- Layla said
-That’s good – he said
-Yeah I loved too…..that moment that you were going to bite the guy neck was sooo funny….it looked so real haha – I said
-I know right – he sat on the chair – I would love to bite for real, would be fun – he smiled
-Trueeee – I said
-Nathan….do you know who slept here and waited for you all night? – Layla asked
-No….- he said in a moody tone
-Giovanaaaaaaaaa – Layla said
-HUH? Giovana came here? How?
-Dude , she went to the theater , she saw you there , she tried to talk to you but you were too busy talking with your Justin Green – I said
-OH MY GOODNESS – he said
-Yeah – Layla and I laughed
-Hmm I think I go to our room , I don’t want to stay here with Nathan when he freak out – Layla smiled and left
-Freak out? I don’t get it and I must to talk to Giovanaaa hahaha….aww I wish she was  here….where she is?
-Well she left…she don’t want to stay here no more….so she went to find a room in a hotel- I said
-Why? We didn’t meet yet – he said with a puppy face
-Its jjust….hmm….well I will tell you what happened…..Paula joked that you were gay and she came to me to ask if was true – I said
-And? What did you said?
-I said you were bi- i said
-Yeah yeah thanks….- he smiled – I will kick Paula haha – he said looking at me
-But…dude
-Yeah?
-She said she don’t want to get together with a gay person…..
-But but but I’m not gay….i’m bi- he opened his arms
-Yeah but for her it’s the same thing
-Oh…..ouch – he said and looked down
-Yeah I’m sorry – i went close to him and said – she was very rude , she said that gays are disgusting and many other things
-Wow…..she is low…I’m not gay but who cares, she shouldnt mind about this detail and besides that  we should love everybody....why she is like this? - nathan got sad
-I think the same….like I love gay people I just wouldn’t be one, but I love them , they are human beings
-Yeah….I’m soo shocked….i guess I will go to my bed….my head is exploding
-Ok ok go rest – I pat his back but then when Nathan was going to his room Giovana came home

She looked serious and when Nathan saw her he stopped walking and said

-Giovana….- he smiled
-Hey Nathan….- she looked at me
-Well…I will go talk to Layla……excuse me – I went upstairs
-So…..i missed you – he said
-Same….yesterday I tried to talk but you were too excited about Justin Green – she sighed – and all your fans – she said
-Yeah was the best night of my life – he said
-I can imagine….but let me ask you…why you never gave me a hug stupid?
-Haha sorry – they hugged tight -Now Is better – she smiled
-So Adrian told me everything about you …
-What he said?
-He said that you won’t be with me because I’m bi….i ‘m sad because I really like you , you are soo hot and amazing
-Nathan...
-But like this is soo uncool , why you don’t like bi guys? Or gays? Why?
-Nathan…..i love you….Adrian probably said this because he don’t want me to be with you
-Huh? He lied?
-Of course , why would I still be here ? I came here to see you and to be with you
-But Giovana , he said you don’t like bi people
-God……I like Adrian a lot but I don’t know why he was soo mean, I never said those things….i bet who told him to tell you this was Layla
Layla? Why she would do that? She isn’t crazy to manipulate my friend – he got mad
-UH…..i think she controls him – Giovana said
-Yeah….i think so too but I never wanted to believe that she controlled my best friend – Nathan sat on bed
-Yeah , I’m sorry , I heard Layla saying bad things about you Nathan….you shouldn’t live here no more
-Do you think? And what she said?????????????- he got curious
-Yes…..you should move…..and she was like ‘ ahhh I can’t believe Nathan met Justin Green , he is a big stalker….he is gay…..and yesterday she said to Adrian ignore you , because you weren’t nice and then I heard the convo about them planning how to attack me – she hugged him
-WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT ………..Adrian is being dumb really!!!!I will talk to him , he rather hurt me than hurt Layla….was always like this……I hate her…….- he said
-Don’t tell them…….this will be our secret baby boy, I don’t want you guys fighting because of me – she said
-Nah….he must to explain to me why he is listening to that idiot girl….i will be right back
-No Nathan …… - she said. But was too late , he went furious so he went after me. Giovana smiled in a mean way.

Nathan went upstairs , really mad , he was foaming like a rabid dog
I was with Layla in our new room and we were kissing

-Hmmm I love when you kiss me – I said
-Same….you blush babe – she said
-Haha I know but Layla , I want to ask you something
-What is my prince? – she touched my hair
-Are we together? – I asked and laughed
-You never asked me out….i think we are just lovers……- she winked
-Nah…..well then if I never asked – I went on top of her – I might ask now – I smiled
-Really? – she said
-Layla…….would you like to be my………

Nathan opened the door without asking and shouted

-WHAT THE HELL YOU BOTH ARE DOING?
-Huh? – I said – well I was about to kiss Layla – I smiled and now I sat on bed
-NOOOOO….you LIED….YOU ARE A LIAR….Why you lied to me? – Nathan was crying- I TRUSTED YOU
-hmmm I don’t get it – I said
-Nathan…why you screaming at Adrian?Layla asked
-Shut up your fake Barbie….TALK WITH MY HAND- he was furious
-You shut up…don’t treat me bad your gay- she said back
-Ohhhhh so I bet was you – he was really mad 
-Can you explain what is going on? Adrian , I think Nathan is a tranny or he got period….ops – she raised eyebrow
-NO…stop bullying….Giovana told me everything…..Adrian lied….he told me that Giovana don’t like gays or bi people but guess what HE LIED – he screamed , he got red
-No…I never….she told me that – I said
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA you make me laugh your immature boy…..she told me the truth….you don’t want me to be with her uh? I always knew that
-Don’t start….i always wanted you to be with her
-Yeah that’s truth Nathan  - Layla said , trying to defend me
-No…isn’t….i think he likes her
-What?- Layla said – you kidding me uh
-I don’t like Giovana- I said in a calm tone
-YOU LIKE GIOVANA AND NOW YOU WANNA STEAL HER FROM ME SAYING LIES , YOUR LIAR….I HATE YOU- he was screaming and i bet giovana heard everything
-don’t call me liar….you don’t know me- i said
-Oh really? I don’t know Mr Adrian….Mister Know so freaking everything….You always is the one who is the poor little guy , the one that everybody must to feel sorry for you because you are a poor baby awwwwwww…….you deserve Layla , she is nothing and you are nothing too hahaha
-Nathan! – Layla shouted
-Ahhhh leave me alone ….and Oh Adrian , you are a loser….i wish Victor killed you before – Nathan said
-You serious? Are you so serious Nathan? Ah I thought you were my best friend and now you wish my death…only because a girl
-Ooooooooooo so you admit it uh? You admit it that you want my girl…….- he came closer and pointed his finger on my face
-No….i don’t…I love Layla and if you never bothered,  I would of asked her out….but you know…..i don’t wanna be your friend….because you are stupid , you are supple , anyone can make you believe it in anything…..she doesn’t like you….she don’t wanna be with you…..who you gonna believe me or giovana?- I asked
- I rather believe Giovana than believe in you and your little twat girlfriend…..
-DON’T CALL HER THAT – I grabbed him by his t-shirt
-Guys guys , don’t fight please – Layla begged – Adrian don’t hit him
-HIT…..HIT ME NOW……DO IT….BE A MAN NOW
-no….- stopped myself – I wont do that because im not the wrong here – I said
-Hahahaha as I thought……look who is the gay here – he was teasing me – I cant wait till Layla leave you all alone and find someone better and say its over….THAN YOU WILL BE ALONE……ALONEEEEEE –
-Get out…..NOW – I shouted
-I will….but not because you telling me to go……I will go only because I need to pee…..by the way , I hope you be happy , Layla won this…..she put you against me …….PEACE OUT – Nathan closed the door hard
I sat on bed and started to cry , I never lied , I wouldn’t do that to my best friend…. Layla sat next to me and hugged me tight. I got sick of hearing all those accusations… I couldn’t believe Nathan was against me

In the end of the day you can close your ears to the things you don`t want to hear, but you can`t close your heart to the things you don`t want to feel and right now I was feeling the worst person of the whole planet…..


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