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Then Layla put her
arms around my neck and smiled, i thought wow, i couldn’t resist she came closer and I was fighting with
myself to not kiss her because I knew this would totally change my life but no
I couldn’t , I was too weak , I ended kissing her , with tongue , was the best
kiss ever , me biting her lips , she was touching my hair…. our kiss became
more intense, Layla's hands where moving down my body. then suddenly Layla
stopped kissing me so i opened my eyes
-Why did you stop- i
said
i turned around and
there was Rachel…
Rachel saw everything
, Layla and I kissing and hugging eachother .She came to my grandma party but
sadly saw me and Layla together. When I saw her my heart skipped a beat , was
like the time was frozen . Rachel looked to me and ran away. I felt really bad
for that , because obviously I was happy with Layla but a part of me was sad
because I just hurt an amazing girl…
-Oh God what I done?
– I said it
-Hmm you just made
the best choice ever , I’m the choosen one , aww I’m so glad you did that babe – Layla said
-No no no I never
made my choice yet , our kiss was just an accident , I need to go find Rachel I
can’t let her down- I said
-A what? What did you
just said Adrian? I’m an accident ?You will go after Rachel ,are you kidding me?
– Layla said
-No I’m not , I need to say sorry to her , I just hurt her
once again, I’m hating myself now – I looked down and looked desperate
-Jesus , you hating
yourself? Unbelievable, why you are soo
selfish your stupid? Argh you such a jerk…- Layla said
-Don’t call me jerk ,
I’m not Victor..- I said
-Hahaha you aren’t
Victor and you won’t ever be , I know you wannnabe him , it’s obvious
….you know what? – she pointed her finger to me - I hate myself for coming to a stupid city , bringing my friends only to say that I loved
you, ahhhh I was sooo idiot stupid Layla, you obviously MOVED ON – she
screamed- I bet you don’t think about me , I’m nothing to you no more , I feel
used…to be honest I can’t be bothered with you no more , I’m out- she started
to cry
-Layla whatever now
you know , you joked with me and now you want me? You think I’m that easy? I’m
not your toy…- silence- I will find Rachel , wait me here and then we talk
-Are you dreaming? I
will go home right now , You are worst then Victor , I don’t want to stay
another minute looking to your ridiculous face- She said it
Layla and me were too
mad with eachother , we were fighting and talking loud ,Nathan came to see what
was happening but I left them alone and ran to find Rachel , I knew maybe somehow
I was making my choice , me and Layla wouldn’t ever work out as before …
-What happened here
Layla?- Nathan said
-Nathan , YOUR FRIEND
IS A COMPLETELY JERK- Layla said
-Calm down Layla , no
need to scream…
-Don’t tell me to
calm down , I’m tired , I’m sick , I have a million problems to resolve and I
don’t want to stay here anymore , tell his grandma she is very cute but her
grandson is an idiot – Layla said
-oh Jesus , can you
please calm down and how come you are sick? That’s why you were throwing up
right? Are you…………
While Nathan was
talking with Layla , I ran faster as I could to try reach Rachel , I ran over
10 minutes without a break , I went near Rachel’s home , maybe she would be
there , maybe she would walk slowly and I would find her but no , I couldn’t
find her , so I decided to call her. I got my phone and called but she never
pick up , I tried over 10 times but she ignored , I was soo sad I was walking adrift and I ended going to the
beach , I took off my shoes and walked on the cold sand. I looked to the sky
and I saw moon bright , I was thinking
about a million things at the same time ….like why my love life was a such disaster
? Why I had two girls wanting me and now no one does? Should I give up of love?
I never had luck at
all and now was just starting to be cold so I went home hoping, if I was lucky ,Layla would still be there then we could talk and I would say sorry for
everything and then this story would have a happy ending. I came back home but the
party was over, nobody was there, some people helped my grandma to clean everything
and left…yeah wasn’t a good day for me.
I went to bed and
never talked with anyone , I wanted to be alone. I closed my bedroom door and
straight away laid on bed. I couldn’t forget the scene , Layla kissing me, the
most sweet kiss ever and, there was
Rachel who was staring at us… was awful. I just think maybe I don’t deserve to
love anyone , I don’t deserve love , I probably will die alone . Who will ever want
someone like me? I know the answer : No one will want me , I had both and I
lost them …such a failure…My heart was actually hurting , I got a strong pain
on my chest , was terrible , I was even sobbing..i couldn’t hold the tears
anymore..
-Adrian? Everything
is fine?- Grandma said
-Mm yeah – I said
-Adrian – she turned
on the lights- Aww son , what happened to you ? Why you crying like that?
-It’s nothing- she
sat on my bed and started to touch my hair, I felt kinda relieved- tell me
what’s going on- she said
-No , I have shame to
tell you – I said
-Ah don’t be
silly why have shame of me? I thought we
were close? Please Tell me- Grandma said
-Hm tomorrow ok?
Don’t feel like talking right now- I said
-Ok Adrian , I
respect and Oh I got some news for you – Grandma said
-What is?- I said
-Your mother called ,
she will come tomorrow morning to pick you guys and take home- Grandma said
-Noooo …why?? nooo I
don’t wanna leave now why grandma – I said
-Adrian , ahh I’m
gonna miss you loads but yeah she is right , she told me soon school starts in
a about a week right?And you have to spend time with the family .I think is
better to start packing??- Grandma said
-Ok ok ok ok I got it
Nathan and me will pack in the morning is ok?- I said
-Sure son , I think I
will make you and Nathan , a hot chocolate , then you guys can sleep warm uh? –
she smiled and left .
After 5 minutes
Nathan came , he shouted me but I ignored , I was pretending that I was asleep
but I wasn’t . I was crying so much more , regretting of everything and blaming
myself for not choosing the right one. I always knew who was the right girl for
me….was Layla , always was her and always was be , I was a stupid how could I let
my soulmate go away? She is my first love , I still love her , my heart and
soul was connected with Layla. I tried to sleep but never worked , was 4:00am
and I was still thinking about that night , I think I wouldn’t sleep.
Was Sunday morning
and I had a feeling that I never slept at all .Grandma came to our room to wake
me and Nathan . He was talking while sleeping saying things like ”Nooooooooo…….no
Victoooor……….Adrian go…”so I suppose he is dreaming about us .After 3 hours grandma
came to our room and opened the windows , telling us to get ready as fast as we
could since my mom was already in the city .
-Nooooo – Nathan woke
up
-What happened bro?
you are sweating so much? You were dreaming – I said
-Yes , was a
nightmare Adrian
-Ok ok tell me , you
said Victor’s name so many times – I said
-Yeah was about him ,
listen to me , we were at Justin Green concert singing with him on the stage
all happy but then some girls started to scream and Justin thought was because
we were singing bad and then security came to take us off the stage…
-Oh no surprises man-
I laughed
-Ehhh listen to me
boooy , anyways , then I got sad and said Justin Green I love you , I really do
but he ignored me and started to shout security to get us so I came close to him
, almost kissing but then transformed in Victor and he came in our direction
and behind him had a huge Bear , the bear was like RAWWWR to us , like he was
controlling the bear then Victor said’ it’s your fault its your fault Adrian ,
now is my revenge day’ , you and me were soo scared but we became
super-heros…and we started to fly and all the girls were running and I was like
I CANT BELIEVE YOU ARE JUSTINM GREEN VICTOR I HATE YOUUU – I was dying in
laughter when he was telling me-then we found this hole and got in there.The
place was weird looked like Old Greece and people were wearing those dresses
and Layla was sat on the Throne eating grapes , looking like a Godness but then had so many
guys around her and one of them was very strong and guess who was? JONAS….then
Jonas started to shout us to go away but you started to fight with him…
-Dude , this is the
most weird dream you eveeeeeeeer told me – I was still laughing
-I’m sorry if I have
a fertile imagination- Nathan said
-Yes you do , Layla wouldn’t
ever be with Jonas haha – I said
-I know right , he is
toooooo hot for her- Nathan said
-Ehhh don’t call him
Hot dude - I said
-Why not? I always
stared him working out- Nathan said
-Ok , I won’t
comment. -I said it
Grandma came and
asked if we were ready , we had to pack many things and also some presents to
my family and Nathan’s family , I really would miss that place…Bob was there to
say goodbye to us too.
-Oh Grandma I will
miss you so much- I said
-Me too , you guys
made my days so much better , thanks for everything and good luck with your
soulmate uh – she winked
-Haha sure Grandma
thanks – she gave me and Nathan a hug , I was almost crying but I never did
-Ok , Bob will live
with me boys , we will get married…isn't a good idea boys?- she was laughing
-YEYEYEYEYEYYE , can I
be the priest?? – Nathan said
-No thanks Nathan –
Bob said- We cant wait you to be a priest would take ages , we want to marry as
soon as possible
-Wow , fast uh? You
guys just started to date - i said it
-But son , we are
oldies , we don’t have much time here , so we will enjoy every second – they were
smiling and I got happy , they were cute together
-Ok ok when you guys
marry we will be here and me and Nathan can be best Man yeyeyeye - i said it
-We see boys , I would
love it by the way I got some snacks for you 2 but kinda kinda made me fart a lot last night
so I hope this don’t happen with you guys
-Grandma!!!!!!!!!!! –
I said
-Byeeee Boys – she
was smiling
My mom was at the
door waiting for us already, Grandma and mom weren’t so close since my grandma
never approved my Father marriage with my Mother . I don’t even know why but
all I know is they never liked eachother. We got in the car and went back home
, I was already missing everything and everyone ,now was only memories..
God I was missing my
mother so much, she was so happy about to see us , I was glad I was coming back
home, somehow I would get my life back ,
my stupid nerd life , I would simply pretend that I never met Layla and Rachel
and start everything again and forget that we ever had a thing…but is that even
possible?
-Nathan and Adrian ,
I missed you guys soooooooooooo much – Mom was smiling while driving
-We missed you too
mom – I said
-Yeaaaaah we did but
you know , we saw Justin Green , I need to tell you everything , was so magical-
Nathan said
-Sure Nathan but
before you tell me about the gorgeous Justin Green , please tell me what
happened with Layla?- Mom sounded worried- she went to Southland , she told me
everything…
-Well mom , I just
think that I lost her forever, I always mess everything up- I said
-No Adrian you don’t
, I know what is your problem , you are like this since a little boy
-Ahhhh mom what is my
problem? – I never cared if Nathan would listen , we were that close , no
secrets
-You are too anxious
about everything- she said
-Nooo I’m not- I said
-You are Adrian ,
your mom is totally right , you can’t wait for anything – they laughed
-Hmm maybe a little
then?- I said
-Son , let me say one
thing about girls . I always thought why boys can’t understand girls? Why boys
have to be so hard? I always thought guys had a brain of a earthworm , like oh
my god , was soo hard to find the guy who would make you feel like a queen you
know , who would be gently with girls , a true gentlemen - she was speaking soo
much now– so son I know what you have to do to win a girl
-Ok go ahead mom- I
said
-Look , you know what
a girl really wants? It’s so simple , its’ something better then give them
flowers, something better then give them chocolate or anything else , girls
want guys who can give them Attention
-Ahhh mom that’s not
new at all , I always knew that – I said
-Ohhh you know
everything uh big dog? – she laughed- Look Adrian, love isn’t everything in
life, you have so many other things to worry about it right now and I have news
for you both- she said
-Whaaaaaaaaaat is? By
the way, can we switch radio station? I absolutely hate Justin Green Girlfriend,
I don’t wanna listen her music
-Dude , shhh , mom
will say something important
-ok ok ok I got big
news for you guys , I have a friend , her name is Patricia and she told me she
need people to work for her so I thought about you guys and told her that I got
the perfect boys for the job.
-A jooooob? – Nathan
said
-Yes is at a cinema ,so
free movies guys , will be so fuun , I would be so proud of you both- Mom said
-We see mom , we see…-
I said
After the long trip
we were finally at home , I was so tired that I just wanted to take a nice
shower and go to sleep , I never slept the night before so I deserved to spend
at least 20 hours only sleeping . My father and brothers were in the living
room watching movies I wanted to stay with them but I coulnt I was really tired
so I went straight away to my bed.
Next morning , my
mother never woke me up and I was glad , I slept over 12 hours and loved . So
at the time 11:00pm I got up and went to the kitchen get something to eat and
meet my family but everybody sleeping. I went to the living room and turned on
the Tv and sat on the sofa to watch cartoons. I was there being lazy thinking
about Layla and Rachel. Maybe Rachel was hating me even more now , I never
texted her saying that I was coming back
home and Layla probably would never ever look to me again….i slept again
Meanwhile I was
moaning to myself about my life Rachel was at her room thinking about me ,
waiting my calls , so she called my grandma
-Hello?- Rachel said
-Heeey
Rachel , I would recognize your voice anywhere how are you dear? - Grandma said
-I’m
fine and you miss Taylor?- Rachel said
-I’m
good thanks , I missed you at the party yesterday , why you never came?
-Oh
I was busy I’m sorry, I was wondering if I could talk with Adrian?- Rachel said
-Oh
Dear, Adrian isn’t here
-Ooooooh
I see , he is with Layla?- she sounded worried
-No
no dear , he came back home this morning , his mom came to pick him up , I thought
he told you
-No
, he didn’t…- she was dissapointed
-I
will give you his number then you can talk to him ok?
-No
, no need , I don’t wanna talk with him , I’m sorry I got to go , bye – she hang
up
Today was Sunday and
the day went too slow , I never had anything to do it I was so bored so to not think about them I tried to do
something else , I got my videogame and started to play but was boring I stopped.
I thought about calling Layla but I gave up , I was ashamed now , I couldn’t
even look to her anymore without remembering that night so now after this
boring day I went to my computer, long time that I don’t visit that avatar
website so why not log in now…..
There I got many
friends and now was almost a month that I never went there ,when I logged in I
got many messages of people who actually missed talking to me. We kinda got a
gang and was very cool to hang out with them there. One of my friends there told
me she was very devastated because she broke up with her boyfriend and now she
was feeling lost , she was describing her feelings and was exactly the way I
was feeling in that moment…we spent almost all night talking about love and I
swear that she made me laugh so much. The good thing about making virtual
friends is they won’t ever see you , they won’t ever judge you for who you are
, because they don’t know you in real, they just read what you type , so
somehow I feel like I can tell them anything , any secret , they won’t judge me…
My mom told me to go
to sleep early since I got the interview about the job at 8:00am so I went to
bathroom , I started to talk with myself infront of the mirror to rehearsing
what I would tell them , I could even imagine how would be a truly disaster
they would ask ‘why you want this job’ I would say because I need to move on ,
I need to forget the girl that I love…great reason uh? Layla is right I’m such a
jerk … I wish I never met them now…
Next morning Nathan
was at living room waiting for me , I got ready fast , I got gel on my hair ,
got some fancy clothes and went to meet Nathan , he was looking serious , even
got a tie. We went to the cinema by walking ,which wouldn’t be so long walk , about
10 minutes walking. I was kinda nervous but Nathan wasn’t , he is the opposite
of me , he is always positive , everything always work out with him , I’m
jealous , I wish I was like him.
-Wow dude , we will
work here I’m sooo happy- Nathan said
-Ahh we don’t know
yet bro, we need to make the interview- I said
-Nah , I don’t think
so , your mom already got the job for us duuuh – Nathan said
-Sure sure, think
that – I said
-You know , Pablo
called me last night- Nathan said
-Serious?? What he
said? – I said
-He said that he …..-
Someone opened the door of the cinema for us
The cinema was pretty
huge , had nearly 10 rooms , ever Saturday almost 2.000 people go there , so we
would work a lot . The job was good for us because for once we would be able to
get our own money.
-Its Nathan and
Adrian? – Patricia said ( my mom’s friend)
-Yes yes it’s us – I
said
-Hmm good , you guys
are handsome , thats great guys ,well let me explain what you guys are going to
do ; for the start the job will be easy but tiring , because you guys will work
at the popcorn shop , sell people popcorn , candy , chocolate , it’s really
easy right?
-Yeah sure it is – I said
it
-Yes and now I will
introduce you two , to my daughter who works here and this new boy , come here Amanda
and Edward – she shouted
The girl ,called
Amanda looked like those snob girls who are too odd , she was 17 years old ,
brunette , green eyes and very beautiful and was working there because her
mother got her smoking , so she wanted to teach Amanda a lesson and made her
clean the bathrooms , of the cinema , after school . Edward looked a nice guy ,
he was short and shy but had a nice smile , I felt that I could trust him , he
came to us and shaked our hands
-Hey guys , well I’m
Edward and I will teach you guys the work here , its very cool and simple we
can actually watch some movies yaya – Edward said it
-Hmm let me ask you
Ed…- Nathan already gave Edward a nickname- tell me , it’s fun to work here?
-Yeah is very cool ,
I love it , because sometimes so many famous people come here and very cute
girls – he laughed
-Ohhhhh cute girls
and boys right?- Nathan said
-Hahaha yeah cute
girls and boys , you are funny dude- Edward said
-Thank you – Nathan
said
Meanwhile we were
there talking with Edward , Amanda was staring us and giving us the look and I
decided to talk to her , would be more easy if we were friends
-Hello Amanda , I’m
Adrian
-Get Lost – she said
it
-Why? – I said it
-Don’t talk to me
your loser – Amanda was angry
-Hmm ok I won’t but
tell me why – I wanted to know the answer
-Because I don’t know
you? Ahh because of you and your gay friend I have to clean bathrooms now, this
job sucks but you know what , I won’t clean the bathroom no more
-No? hmm good?- I
said
-Yeah very good, you
gonna do it- she said it and gave me bucket and said - clean
-Me? Noooo - i said it
-Argh look I don’t
like you, I won’t make your life easy so just do it while I will meet my
boyfriend ooook , bye cutieee
-No I won’t clean ,
you aren’t the boss here -i walked away
Patricia asked Nathan
where I was and he told her .She found me and got really mad since Amanda made
me clean. She told me to don’t worry and stop to clean and I did. I bet she
will kick Amanda very hard
She also said that
Nathan and I could start to work in the same day and we did. We got our
uniforms and was ready to work. I was pretty nervous but the time was passing
by and I was getting even better, wasn’t so hard you know..
Nathan, Edward and I was
working in the counter and Amanda was cleaning the floor as punishment, she was
staring us with an evil look. First clients started to come and I was excited,
they were making the order and me Nathan did very well. Edward praised our work
and I got proud.
Amanda never had too
much friends, she was too hard to handle but I knew if I was nice to her we
would end being friends. So i tried to be nice and I went to talk to her and
she said sure lets talk but be right back , I thought wow now we be friends ,see
if you are nice to people they are nice to you so Amanda said:
-Come Adrian sit here
next to me lets talk , I wanna know you better
-Sure Amanda – I think
she liked me already
I never looked before
sitting but she put it glue on the chair so I got stuck
-Ahhhhh what is this?
– I tried to get up but I was stuck
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
THIS IS GLUE BABYYYY – Amanda said it
-But why? - I was
shoched
-You told my mom
about what I did , this is just a little payback , I suggest you get new pants
, God , I’m such a legend….- Amanda said it
-Grrr alright this is war uh? Alright just wait me , I will
give the payback
-I don’t think
cutieeee – I poked my nose
I couldn’t believe
she did that to me , I got sad but I never cared much , I changed pants and
came back to work.
The week passed
quickly and now was already Friday. The next week school would start and I must
confess this holiday was the best holiday of my life , was too many adventures
, I even saw Justin Green like woah was really
amazing. While me and Nathan was getting the orders Nathan came closer to me
and said:
-Don’t look to the
lobby Adrian- Nathan said
-Why not-I said while
getting Milkshake
-Because Layla is
here- he said
-Oh God…- I said
-And she is isn’t
alone Adrian
When Nathan said this
, I couldn’t pretend that I never cared , I had to look , I was too curious and
sadly I saw Layla with someone else . When I saw them together , my heart hurt
so much , they were coming in my direction , but they never noticed that was me
who was there, my heart was beating fast , I was sweating …They were holding
hands , she was smiling , she actually looked happy , I suppose he is Layla new
boyfriend , I was feeling sick , I thought I was going to faint , she already
got a new guy?
Layla went to the
cinema , holding hands and hugging the last person who I thought she would be
with …No , she wasn’t with Victor , she was with my friend , the guy who told
me to be a pimp instead of a stupid romantic guy and the person who knew I was
crazy about her….the most wanted guy of the school….Jonas.
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2 comments:
You are really good at writing stories i hope you become and author when u grow up i would totally buy your books.
Hi, I think you are a good writer. Does this story happen to you in real life?
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