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-Mmmm I just watched you in
the shot game gorgeous – she bite my ear and whispering she said – Lets bang?
Wow, I got shocked. No one
ever told me this before and now a stranger comes to me and says she wants me,
it’s incredible. I probably would have fun with that girl all night and to be
honest I really needed someone to make me forget about Layla, someone to make
me feel different but wasn’t the right moment yet. I probably would regret it
after but I couldn’t say yes to that girl..
-Well..no I am sorry , I’m
not the type of guy who just want to have fun with girls..I’m different
-Hahaha oh my God, I think
I totally freaked you out, haha – she couldn’t stop laughing – sorry I wouldn’t
bang you , you too baby for me
-Hmm ok? – I was still
looking to her
-Ahh I was joking man,
relax. I saw you are kinda new here uh? I never saw you with Jonas before so I
suppose he is trying to make you get more friends? Aww Jonas is such a cutie
-Hmm yeah sure- I got
disappointed about her prank
-I guess it’s your first
time in a party like this? – she smiled
-Yep – I blushed , because I probably looked scared and was
almost peeing in my pants
-Aww amazing, my name is
Alex, I’m Jonas cousin, what’s your name?
-My name is Adrian, nice to
meet you Alex– we shaked hands
Me and her sat on the sofa
and talked for a while. She was very pretty ,she was like the typical
California girl , tanned skin , blonde hair , perfect body and wearing super short clothes , wasn’t my
type of girl but let’s say dad would be very proud of me if I got a girl like
her.
I saw Jonas talking with many
girls ,was almost 5 girls over him , God I was so jealous , but then
suddenly someone came running to him and
made a sign and I stopped to pay attention on Alex, who was talking about her
ex-boyfriends and I was there wondering what was happening outside.
Jonas left the room and I
was too curious, I think something bad happened but what could be? Why they
would tell Jonas?.I never wanted to be rude
to Alex so I just said to her:
-Listen I’m sorry to cut
you but I have to find my friend- I said it
-Ooook Adrian, you super cute , I am going to give
you my number and I want you to call me
-Seriously? Wow but you are
like 19 years old – I laughed
-So? I bet you are better
than many older guys don’t worry – she winked and kissed my cheek
-Ok I am going to call you
– I smiled and left the room
When I went outside had so many people and someone was fighting .
They were screaming , saying mean stuff like “ you are so cheap “ … “you are
exactly like your mother” , I never got it what was happening but then I see
Victor and Nathan fighting…wow I never knew the reason but I was sure something
bad between them happened.
-Shut up your MOFO , I
don’t care about what you think , don’t try to defend Layla … - Victor got near
Nathan and stared him
-No I won’t shut up Victor
, I am sick of you , bullying people , making Layla as your slaver , treating
her like nothing and also making Adrian feeling bad and now you hit Layla?Who
you think you are?…
-I can hit her , she is my
girlfriend and was obviously she was cheating
on me I need to teach her good manners pal
-No Victor , the ridiculous
person here is only you , leave her
alone , don’t touch her ever again- Nathan said
-Ohhhh the gay now is defending
the animal , that’s interesting , you come here , acting hard infront of
everybody but don’t tell people who you really are , you are gay right hahahaha
you are gay , went to gay parade with Adrian , probably made him be gay too
-Yes , you want me to tell
everybody that I’m bissexual, what’s the problem if I am? Whatever, was a secret
but I don’t care now , you wanted to everybody knows then I say I M BISSEXUAL
AND PROUD OK …- he screamed
-VICTOOOOOR , WHAT YOU
DOING GOD , I HATE YOU , LEAVE ME ALONE – Layla ran away
Everybody was looking to
Victor, since he was acting in that stupid way. Layla left but the fight was still
going on and also getting worse , I couldn’t leave Nathan alone , I needed to
help him and defend Layla , damn he hit Layla , I couldn’t let Victor free and
I said:
-Victor , look at you – I
got near Nathan – once again causing trouble to people uh? Why you don’t leave
us now , you are not wanted here - i stared Victor
-Shut up Adrian , or I hit
you too – he said it
-Hmm Victor if you hit them
you hit me – Jonas said
Everybody started to be by
our side and Victor got scared just walked away like a dog, for once Victor was
the loser and I was glad Nathan defended me infront of everybody. After that I
said thanks to Nathan and we hugged eachother. Nathan told me he saw Victor
hitting Layla and he went mad at him and the fight started.I told him to call
her to see is she was fine , he did but she ignored. Was a sick night I just
wanted to go home and sleep for days….
I woke up thinking about
Layla , how come Victor could hit her? I just got worried and annoyed at the
same time , of course I was still in love with her , I wanted to move on, I
wanted to forget her but was just too hard and now all this happened to her…. I
think it’s impossible to forget your first love. My heart still beat fast when
I am close to her or when I see her , all I want to do when I’m near her is hug
and kiss her and do everything for her ,
too bad I wasn’t there to protect her of Victor..
Holiday is here and I
started to pack my things to go to Southland with my best friend ever Nathan. I
called him asking what time he would come home since my father would take us to
my grandmother. Nathan like always was really fast with everything, he packed
his stuff before holiday.
I was very happy about the
trip, I said goodbye to my brothers, to my mother , and said goodbye to my
little dog of course, his name is Kenny , sometimes I feel like he is a brother
to me too , he is part of the family but anyways Nathan came home all excited ,
he got 3 bags and I only got one , I wonder why he got so many things .
My father was rushing us ,
so we got all our bags , put in the car , I got my sun glasses and I was ready
to relax while dad take us to Southland. After 6 hours on the road we were
finally at my grandmother city, there had an amazing beach, really nice place
with amazing weather, beautiful people , which
really reminds me of Brazil . Since was summer in Southland I was already
melting but I didn’t care, that place just looked like paradise ..
-Wow boys , I am jealous ,
I wish I never had to work now , I wanted to stay here with you guys and my
lovely mother-my father said
-Ahh dad stay with us?
Would be awesome –I said it
-Serious? Nah , you guys
need your space , when I was your age I did the same and was when I met your
mother son , who knows you and Nathan can find your soulmates here , beautiful
chicks uh – dad winked
-HAHAHAHAHA No I don’t
think this would happen to me , my soulmate doesn’t know me yet- Nathan said it
and was obvious he was talking about Justin Green- my soulmate is just too busy
now
-Oh so you at least know
who she is uh son? Great Job – dad laughed and so I did
Well after the exhausting
trip me and Nathan was dead , we met my grandmam , she was too oldie , 78 years
old but still strong like a rock ,and she was already on the street waiting for
us .We came in and there had a table with so many delicious things like chocolate
cake , soda , strawberry pie, candy , tacos and so much more , Ahh my grandmother
was the best. My grandmother got so happy about to see me and said “ oh dear Lord , Adrian how come you grew up
so fast , you are a man now’.I just shaked head and agreed with her and when she
saw Nathan she said
-Ohh I remember youuu , you
are Adrian’s friend who always took shower together with him
-WHAT? Ahhhh Grandmam – I
blushed and Nathan just laughed
-Mom , don’t make the boys embarrassed
, they all hate their past , isn’t obvious?
-Yeah son , you were like
this too , I will tell the boys everything that you did when you were their age
, you were nasty son
-Ehhhh well I am going
before Betty gets worried about me and ask where I took the boys – my mom was
called betty and dad only said that because he got scared of the stories about
him , was funny
Dad gave us a hug and left.
Grandmam showed our room , was everything perfect , 2 beds , 1 tv ,a big window
with a view to the beach. My grandmother lived in that house alone since my
grandfather died, but she had many friends and almost every night they come
there to play poker and its funny since they always do bets.
That night was too warm and
I told Nathan we should go to the beach , I really missed walking on the sand ,
he agreed with me so I told grandmam we would go out and I was going to give her my number so if
she gets worried she could call me , but I started to listen some weird sounds
coming from the bathroom ,I knocked the door and said:
-Grandmam? Are you ok- I
listen the sound louder now
-Ouch ……….yes son , I am ok
, I think the beans was passed out , don’t eat it – fart sounds
-Ohhh ok I am going out ok?
I left my number close to the coffee table.- the smell was getting stronger I
had to block my nose
-Ok son have fun , grandmam
loves you – (farts)
I shouted to Nathan come
but he was taking ages in the room so I had to go there to rush him.
-Dude what’s up? you are
taking ages – I said
-Oh dear Looord I‘m trying
to find my perfume , wait what is this smell?
-Hmm grandmam isn’t ok dude
, the beans was passed out
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
DUDE IT SEEMS A DOG DIED
-Shut up , she isn’t ok ,
let her poop man
-I let her poop , I just
hope she isn’t pooping something dead , Oh my God , I think this is toxic , do
you got masks?
-Duude come on , shhhhh – I
said it
-WOW ADRIAN I CANT BREATH ,
THE SMELL IS KILLING ME , SHE IS POOPING SOMETHING DEAD ….SERIOUSLY
Nathan couldn’t stop
laughing so I gave him the mean look and he noticed that I never liked his
comments , even though was very funny.We wearing only shorts was
too warm that night. My grandmother’s house was infront of thee beach so we
only had to walk 2 minutes to be on the sand. Ahh was soo good , we sat on the
sand to watch the sunset and we clapped hands to that , I always thought nature
is so magical and fascinating and in my opinion God made all this , it’s
perfect but I know some people don’t believe in God and I respect but I don’t
have any doubts he actually exist and is watching us right now. Nathan and I
noticed near us was happening an event so I told him we should go there and we
went.
Had many people of our age
there , was a beach party with Hawaiian theme. A girl came near us and gave us
Hawaiian necklaces and people there were very friendly, I felt like I belong to
that place. I was really forgetting Layla now. Great food and music , people
were dancing and the girls were wearing coconut bra , wow was so awesome.
-Dude , look the girls
wearing coconuts , can you listen to them touching? Its like a song to my ears this
is paradise whoopppp
-I know right , look the
girls but look the boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooys Oh my god
this isn’t paradise , this is hell man , the sin land – we laughed
-Oh wait , I will dance
with that brunette , go find someone to talk Nathan
-Oh ok I will find, good
luck with her
I started to dance with the
brunette girl and Nathan was trying to find someone too , before we go to that
party he told he wanted to kiss a lot so I suppose this going to happen that
night. The brunette girl was dancing with me really close but then she saw
another dude , better than me and just ignored me so I just walked away, when suddenly I see someone alone next to the
rocks , I hate seeing people alone , maybe that person was depressed ? because
no excuse when you are in a beach party you don’t want to be alone, you wanna
have fun so I decided to go talk with
this person and try to help.Was a girl , she looked
nerd , wearing glasses , braces and looked down , I sat next to her and said
-Hi? –I smiled to her
-Hi?- she was looking to the
-Why you alone here? The
party is great there- I said
-Leave me alone ok? I do
what I want – she sounded mad
-Hm ok I will leave you
alone but before tell me why you look down?
-Oh my god you are annoying
, I don’t have friends that why I am alone , my brother insisted to me come
here to idiot party but i don’t have any friend how could I have fun? And phew
I wouldn’t be friends with anyone here, they just think about party and party…
The girl started to open to
me and I was thinking wow she really needed someone to open, I wanted to come
back to the party but she was talking and talking and I never wanted to leave
her alone , she told she is nerd and people bully her because of this , she is
17 years old and never had a boyfriend , never kissed or got a crush . No one
from her school flirted with her and that’s bother her because , she thinks she
won’t find out what love means. She told me she tried to kill herself because
she feel invisible to everyone and I knew how she felt , that happened to me
too…
-So that’s my story , I am
sorry I talked loads and never even asked your name?-- she said
-Its Adrian , yours?
- Well my name is Rachel.-
she smiled
-Ok I won’t forget your
name Rachel just let me say one thing and I want you to pay attention , you
aren’t ugly or anything bad , look no one is perfect and if people bully you ,
let them do it , ignore them , they are all jerks, you are beautiful inside and outside and that
is what really matters, just be yourself , be proud of who you are , never feel
less than anyone , no one is better than you and when you feel down and weak
think you can do everything , I know super heroes don’t exist but I’m pretty
sure every single person has a super hero inside of them , we can do anything
we want we just need a little bit of faith , so for now on don’t let anyone
bring you down
After my speech I smiled to her and I gave her a hug , I think no one ever did
this to her.I held her hand and told her to come with me to the party. She was
smiling now and came with me.
The night was amazing, we
had fun me Nathan and Rachel, I bet I helped Rachel and I was really happy
about that.Me and Nathan went home ,
we were melting even more now , Nathan went to shower first , since had only
one bathroom there . I noticed the answering machine had a message , I thought
I bet is my mother asking how things were and grandmam never picked up the
phone since she sleeps too early so I checked to see and someone said:
Hello Adrian , I got your number from your mam , I
really need to speak to you , I miss you and to be honest I rehearsed
a million times about how I would tell you this but I love you…… I love you ……I
love you Adrian , i was so stupid , I can’t forgive myself for everything that
I done to you and I know you have all the reasons to never even look to me again and I caused you and Nathan so many
problems but I can’t lie to myself I liked you all this time and i must tell you the truth about Victor….. call me when
you get this , whatever the time , call me I will be waiting, I love you….
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1 comments:
nice ending haha :)
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