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-Ehhh don’t make me mad girl – Rachel got up – You don’t even know me , you get lost , Adrian don’t like you anymore  , can’t you see? You lied to him , you made him cry and now you want him back?

-I will show you who he actually likes….. Adrian look to me, look into my eyes and tell me will you be with me?

When Layla said this to me was like a movie in my head , i remember about everything , our conversations , our texts , our first kiss , Victor hitting me, the band singing, Nathan telling me how she felt ,her message on answering machine , everything. I was very confused, my heart was beating fast and i felt like had a hole under me . I really love Layla and everything that i wanted was be with her and love her forever but there was Rachel , who i never knew for long but i already had a special feeling for her , what should i do?  Be with my suppose soulmate or leave her behind and start something new? People say if you love that certain person let them go if they come back then you guys were meant to be ; maybe this is happening right now i just don’t know what do….

Layla was there waiting for me to give her an answer but i got quiet , i wanted to runaway , was too much pressure but i had to choose the right one for me

-Ahh come on Adrian, tell me who you want? Please tell me I’m dying here
Layla said

-Well its complicated , I don’t think I will choose the right one for me because I like both but Layla , you hurted me like no one else ever did , I still got the scars of your action and it’s still deep , still bleed and I just can’t be with you again , I think this won’t ever happen….

-But Adrian , I left everything behind for you , I came here today only to say and to prove to you that I love you and that I need you , you are the one for me and always will be

-Layla , just don’t say anything else , its over…- I looked down

-It’s over? You love me Adrian , don’t deny it, I can see in your eyes –Layla said

-Wait – Rachel said – It’s obvious something is going on here and it seems we are in a love triangle which I think isn’t right but listen you two need to figure out things ,you guys need a proper conversation about your feelings …

-Yeah I agree with You Rachel – Layla said

-Hmmm… - I was feeling pressured

-So Adrian , you should talk with Layla and fix things , choose the girl you really wants and to be honest I will always like you , you were the first boy who looked to me as a girl , the other boys just bullied me because I’m the nerd of school , but you ahhh you treated me so good…. –Layla gave Rachel the look – so think straight for you don’t end losing  the special girl who actually makes you heart warm , who completes your soul ..

-Yeah I guess…. – I said

All the lights all of suddenly turned off , everybody started to scream , the concert was going to start , we just could hear the guitar playing and people going insane , everybody  , well most girls , were screaming soo freakin much , I just looked to the stage , the lights turned on the stage and Justin Green came, I don’t like him but I must say this guy actually is a success. When I looked to the other side to find Layla she wasn’t there , she moved seat and by that time Nathan wasn’t there yet , I wonder where he is…

The concert was kinda amazing , many people singing his songs , even some parents were there also singing  , I like that vibe , was pretty relaxing to watch him dancing and singing while I was sat there at the stadium . Rachel was kinda quiet now , I bet she got sad over all this , but I never tried to talk to her I couldn’t  bother her , she was enjoying the concert. Well the concert was finally ending after 1 hour and half and Nathan wasn’t there yet . I started to get worried so I called him but he turned off this phone argh.

Rachel look to me and smiled, of course I smiled back and I held her and she said:

-Aw you are so cute, it’s the best night of my life Adrian – she smiled

-Really? I got scared you would hate me since Layla came here, I’m sorry – I was almost screaming since the sound was incredible loud

-Nooo don’t think that , I will always be happy when I be near you , don’t worry Adrian - she hugged me

-Great – I hugged her back tight

Justin Green stopped to sing and now was talking with his audience …

-SOUTTTHLLAAAAAND MAKE SOME NOOOOOOOOOOOISE – The whole Stadium screamed

-I WANNA SAY A BIG THANK YOU FOR EVERYBODY WHO CAME TO SEE MY CONCERT TONIGHT, YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING , THIS IS THE BEST CONCERT I EVER MADE AND I WONT EVER FORGET ABOUT YOU GUYS HERE – everybody screamed even louder

-SO NOW IS THE BEST MOMENT OF THE CONCERT , I WILL CHOOSE A FAN TO COME TO SING THE LAST SONG WITH ME ….

Yeah that moment I thought ‘ argh you are so ridiculous thinking you are important , I bet he will choose a hot girl who will dance with him and give him a hug and she won’t forget this night ever but what about the others girls? Who would die to be the chosen girl? If I was him I would hug all my fans…’. I’m kinda weird , I always think the most weirdest things…

-Ahhh I would do anything for Justin pick me….he is soo cute – Rachel said it

-Serious? I bet he will choose a hot girl and now I be jealous – I said it

-Adrian!! Shhh or I will get jealous – she winked

So Justin was there trying to find someone and then he says

-SINCE THIS IS THE BEST CONCERT EVER I WILL CHOOSE TWO FANS TO COME TO THE STAGE – he put it his hand on his eyes and pointed to 2 people who was on the lane.
The two people went on the stage and Justin Green gave them microphones…

I was so far away from the stage , our seats wasn’t the best seats but I would recognize that voice even if I was in the other side of the world , Oh My God was Nathan….

-What’s your name bro ? – Justin asked

-Its Nathan – Nathan sounded so excited, I got happy for him

-And what’s your name girl?

-Its Michelle- she was crying

Everybody got jealous of them, even Rachel. Nathan and Michelle were singing and hugging Justin, I was pretty sure Nathan wouldn’t let me sleep that night he would tell me every single detail, they were dancing and jumping ahhh I got really happy about my friend. The concert was finally over, I was enjoying the concert since Nathan was singing , I recorded everything , I would show everyone Nathan’s dream actually came true.

-I WANNA SAY JUSTIN – Nathan said - THANKS FOR LETTING ME SING WITH YOU AND I WANNA ASK YOU WHY DON’T YOU BREAK WITH CELINA AND BE WITH ME?

Everybody laughed , even Justin , I think they thought was a joke but we all know that deep inside Nathan was serious.

After the concert I looked to Rachel and she touched my shoulder and said:

-Adrian , go talk with Layla , I think  she is waiting for you , just don’t forget one thing , follow your heart always…

-I won’t forget Rachel – I kissed her cheek – you don’t want me to take you home? Like I still need to find Nathan but I call him and get a taxi and go home , what you think?

-No , I’m fine  my mom is coming to pick me up , just go talk with Layla , tell me everything tomorrow hun , bye Adrian – we hugged

Rachel left and I waited a little bit till the stadium get less full . So I just sat there and was thinking about that night , I was so confused , I never knew what to do , i have low self-esteem , I don’t think I’m hot or cute , I just think I’m just another small person in the huge world who won’t ever make the difference. My phone rang and was Nathan:

-Adriaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan , I M-E-T-J-U-S-T-I-N-G-R-E-E-N OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I’m weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeakk I think I will faint Adrian

-Calm down Nathan , you screaming so freakin much…

-DUDEEEE JUSTIN GAVE ME A HUG, HE TOOK PICS WITH ME , HE THINKS I’M FUNNY OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

-Hahahaha I’m so happy for you Nathan

-I KNOW RIGHT – he was actually screaming – Listen you won’t believe this but meet me in 5 minutes next the stage , bring Layla , Rachel , Sara and Chloe , Justin will have a party and he invited me so I told him if I could bring my friends and he said sure WHOOOOOOOOOOPPPP , come here right now

-Ahhh dude , that’s amazing but Rachel already went home and I don’t know where the girls are , actually I need to talk with Layla , many things happened…

-Oh I already know Chloe told me everything, she texted the whole thing , she made the amazing gossip – he laughed – dude get Layla here , actually have a limousine waiting for us

-WHAT? Are you serious? Limo for Justin Green friends? – I got shocked how close they got

-HAHAHAHAHAHHA im messing duuuh , has limo for me and Michelle hahahaha , but take a note , I will give you the address

Ahhh I hate when Nathan joke with me , I got the  address and now I needed to find Layla and the girls. Before I could think Layla was there with Sara and Chloe looking to me.

-Hey girls Nathan just called me asking me about you guys- I said it

-Yeaaah he called me and said we should go to Justin Green party our name in the V.I.P list so let’s go Adrian? –Chloe said

-Ahh ok let’s go but I want to talk with Layla first – I said it

-Hehehehehehehehehhehehhee ok Adrian me and Chloe will go to the party we will meet you guys there?- Sara said

-Yeaahh better you guys be alone , I think Zain the singer of that new band called ONE WAY will be there and I’m absolute in love with him so let’s goooo Sara , byeeee guys

Well the girls left us alone now and I suggested that we should go to a quiet place and Layla agreed. We went to the beach. I took off my shoes to feel the cold sand below me and she did the same. We walked a little, the weather was great , I felt the wind hitting my back . Nobody was talking, I wondered what she was thinking so I sat on the sand and she sat too and said:

-Adrian , thanks for inviting me to come – Layla said

-Its ok I guess we need to talk for once right then later if you want we can go meet Nathan…

-Sure – she smiled – Well who will talk first? Haha oh my God, I’m feeling so happy right now just because I’m here with you – she touched my arm

-Yeah same here , I can’t explain why I’m so happy , maybe because of Nathan? – we both laughed

-Nathan was so cute singing with Justin and that other girl . You know Chloe actually has a crush on him? Haha but I think she didn’t notice he might don’t like her back

-Yeah , sucks when you like someone but they don’t like you back- I was looking to the ocean

-Yep , hurts so much deep down right ? Can you believe Victor already got a new girlfriend?]

-Wow such a player …good you that you left him Layla , you deserve something better..

-Yeah I deserve someone better than Him. You know Adrian , when I was like 8 years old I started to write in a diary , about my dreams and how my future would be, I think almost every girl had a diary anyways, I wrote there that I wanted to have a prince charming who would pick me up on his white horse and take me to a beautiful place and I would be his princess…I know this sound stupid but I also imagined he would be lovely , caring , would treat me like a rare diamond , he would make me feel protected and special…- I was imagining everything that Layla was saying..- So I think I found my prince charming , he isn’t any famous singer or actor , he is you Adrian- she touched my face

-I have to say more – she didn’t end yet - No, it ain't no lie I have to tell you how I feel But each time that I try It gets a little more unreal You say my name Oh God I can't stop shaking

-Ahhh Layla , look I understand that you realized that you loves me but we have to be realistic , we wouldn’t work out , Victor would always control you and I’m tired to suffer .Everybody deserves a second chance yeah but I’m not ready to give you this chance , I’m sorry … - I got up – Better we go meet Nathan or else he will kill me for not being there to watch him hugging Justin Green , let’s go? – I gave my hand to her and she got up

-Sure Adrian but hey, I won’t force you to be with me but I will wait for you..

We went to Justin Green party, our name was actually in the V.I.P list, the party was full , had more girls than boys , pretty obvious why , some rappers were singing and I just had to find Nathan among that crowd. The music was so loud it seems my heart was beating according to the song , Layla was behind me and I noticed some guys was flirting with her and saying things to get her , she held my hand super tight  she was pretending that she was with me so those guys would stop to flirt. People were dancing, really close, touching eachother , was pretty wild .All of the sudden someone shout my name was Nathan , he was with Sara and Chloe in the cabin. So me and Layla went there, had soo many famous people, from TV I was like :

-Oh my God Layla, look that kid, he is from TV wow, I can’t believe we are here

-Me neither Adrian, by the way I’m feeling kinda dizzy I don’t know if I will stay much here

-Same what time is?- I asked

-It’s 1:30am- she said

-Lord Jesus, my grandma will kill me , I told her we would come back home at 11pm , damn .. I need to tell Nathan to come home

-Hmm I guess he won’t go look at him, hugging Justin haha , I think Justin likes him uh – she winked

-GUUUUUUUYS – Nathan saw us and told us to get closer – Meet my new friend Justin Green

-Wazzzzup Guys – Justin said

-Hey , hmm nothing much , thanks for inviting us to your party

-Nah its cool , Nathan told me you guys are best friends and apparently he is my fan number one right bro , I’m flattered …

-You should be - I said

I really hate Justin Green and now I started to get jealous because he took my friend of me , Layla wasn’t ok so I told Sara and Chloe we should go and they agreed .Nathan stayed of course , he was enjoying the moment and if I was him I would do the same. Layla was even more sick now..

-God Layla what you are feeling? Chloe said

-I don’t know I got sick, I don’t know why though - Layla said

-Hmm hehehehe I hope you aren’t pregnant Layla – Sara said. Chloe gave Sara , as if she said too much..

-Shhhhh Sara God you and your big mouth– Layla said

-Erm pregnant? Are you pregnant Layla? – I said

-No? Im just hmm sick ok? – Layla was moody

-Ok , I’m going home then

They got the taxi and left. I got worried now, Sara made me get doubts , I wonder if she just joked or she actually mean it? Well I was walking home when Nathan called me and told me to wait for him . He came running to me and saying how fun that night was. He was jumping, singing Justin Green songs and told me Justin invited him to the next concert I was like :

-You sooo lucky Nathan but you know , you were hilarious at the stage , I bet tomorrow you will be in the newspapers – we laughed

-You think so? I was honest WHOOPPP WHOOPP – Nathan was dancing now

-Yeah was great , damn , I’m so dead , I bet grandma be sleeping so she won’t notice what time we came home uh? – I said

-Yeah look she turned off the lights, I bet she went to sleep at 8:00pm , let’s go- Nathan said
I opened the door, turned on the lights and then I saw something really weird…

-Nooooooooooooo what you are doing? – I said

-Ops wait, Adrian and Nathan , oh I’m sorry this isn’t what looks like – My grandma said

-Huh? Grandma, you were in the dark at 2am kissing the solder? – I was so mad at him – You are being nasty to my grandma, who you think you are? You think you are my age mister? With all respect but you aren’t a freakin teenager, you can’t kiss my grandmother, she is widow…

-ADRIAN NO MORE WORDS GO TO YOUR ROOM RIGHT NOW

-But Grandma…..argh

-NOW – she said

-Nooooo he will listen some words now – I said it

-I will count ,if you don’t go to your room  right now then I’m calling your dad to pick you up……1…….2……..3  go  to your room and you too Nathan , both are grounded

-WHAT??????? I DID NOTHING- Nathan said

-Just go , I will be there in a minute , Bob is going home anyways

Grandma was really mad , me and Nathan went to our room and she was saying goodbye to The soldier , I know I screamed with them nd I shouldn’t , but at the same time ahh come on  my grandmother don’t have age to date anyone , she  must respect my grandfather

-Adrian why you did this? You should get happy for her

-No , man , she is old , she don’t have age to kiss guys special him , he is such a ….

-Shhhh respect old people , look you are 15 years old and she is like almost 80 years old , what’s the difference between you and your grandma? She is just a bit older then you doesn’t mean she can’t have fun, doesn’t mean she can’t live her life, so you should say sorry.. She can’t be alone; Human being wasn’t made for live life alone

-Ok I guess you are right – I knew Nathan was right

Nathan went to sleep he was exhausted and my grandma probably was too , I was hoping she wouldn’t  come to talk to me but she did. I was laid on bed and then I just sat next to her, she touched my hair and said

-You think I can’t have a boyfriend?

-Hmm I think you shouldn’t forget my grandfather

-Who told you that I forgot him? I will always love your grandfather but sadly he died of cancer but I’m suppose to wait for death alone? No Adrian , I’m sorry but I want to live my life till I die , which will be soon

-No don’t say that – I put it my head on her lap – you won’t die soon Grandma , you will always be here , you will see my kids – I smiled

-I hope so Adrian, so tell me about your night , you look happy ..

-Ah grandma so many things happened…but it’s too late , I will tell you tomorrow

-Hmm Nathan already told me – she laughed softly

-Ahhh – I said it

-Adrian , just let me tell you one thing , I know you are confused about who you going to pick but … its’ too obvious who you gonna pick , so just follow your heart

-Wow Rachel told me to follow my heart too but how ? And how is obvious?

-Its written on your forehead , deep inside you know who is the one for you

-Hmm I think I know

-Yeah go for it son and now let grandma sleep ok , tomorrow will be a long day – we went to sleep

Next day, I woke up with birds singing , was soo relaxing so I just stayed in bed waiting Grandma come and open the windows so I was forced to wake up , my bed was so comfortable. ...I looked to Nathan bed to see if he was dead as me but he wasn’t even there…
Grandma never came to wake me up so I decided to try to find her. I went to the kitchen and never found her , went to her room and nothing so I found a note on the coffee table


Dear Adrian and Nathan
I went to buy some fruits for you and Nathan
I am with Bob , don’t worry , we won’t be Nasty or anything I promise
The breakfast is ready
And please don’t be lazy and clean everything for me
Grandma x

I guess I have to accept her new relationship with the solder , even thought I was against them being together.  I think I was being stupid so I just gave up, for now on I will support them .

So to make up for them i could do something special, of course , today was my grandma birthday so i thought and if i make a surprise party for her? I m pretty sure Nathan would help me and we would get her friends to come too, yeah that would be amazing we just needed to be fast . I called Nathan and he was at the beach with Layla and the girls so I went there and told them my plan.

-Wow that would be amazing, we are going to so many parties lately , I’m lovin all this- Nathan said

-Yeah I know right , so Layla  will  you and the girls help me ?

-Of course Adrian , we will help you - Layla said

-Alright so while me and Nathan go to the market you and the girls can cook and all?

-Hmm actually , don’t buy the cake I’m gonna do it  - Layla said - Sara could call to Adrian’s grandma friends and invite them and she agreed
 .
Everybody went off to do there part to help out I was so glad everybody was helping me make my grandmas birthday the best. Layla came up to me she was look really hot today i could help myself from looking

-Adrian we will make the cake together, i think we should like do it special for her and have her favourite stuff on it what do you think? -She said

-I think would be amazing and i know i you can cook many delicious things - i smiled to her and i looked to her body , she was already driving me crazy

-Hmm then what you think about cooking a chocolate cake? everybody loves and besides that i think You Grandma will love , because was made by me - she winked

-Oh sure - i laughed - i bet she will like

Me and Layla was started making the cake but to be honest she did everything by herself.

-Adrian if i see you try eat the cake mixture again i will kill you- Layla laughed

-Ahhh but its yummy i can’t help anyways you are doing alone I’m not doing anything-I said

- I know, i know you can’t cook you would totally ruin the cake-she said

- Mmmmm true then why ask me to help you?-I said

-Cause i wanted to spend some time with you- Layla smiled at me

-I guess your planned worked uh - i smiled and blushed

-Aww you look so cute when you blush Adrian - she kissed my cheek and yes i was feeling in love as the first time that i met her

-Hmm thanks for make me blush - i smiled - Oh God i forgot to call to the soldier and tell him to bring Grandma later damn i will call him now.


Whilst I went to phone the soldier Layla decided to carry on with making the cake, she already put it in the oven and it smelt delicious, and now she started making the things to go on the top like flowers and all my grandma's favorite things i walked back into the kitchen and looked at Layla making a rose it was so perfect and neat I’m sure this cake would look amazing

i smiled to myself thinking wow i really love her

-Jesus Christ it smells amazing in here- i said

-I know let’s hope i dont burn the cake-she laughed

-Nah I bet you didn’t , I poked her nose

I really wanted to take her in my arms and love her forever , kiss her for hours…

The party was ready , the cake never burned , the drinks was cold , all my grandma’ friends was there already , we were just waiting the soldier take her home , when I talked to him on phone he sounded very excited and glad that I was doing for once something good for them.
Was already dark outside and I bet grandma was worried about us but I bet Bob made her calm down with his kisses , I was getting used about the idea of having a new step-grandfather , wouldn’t be that bad.

As we planned, Bob gave me a ring to let me know when they were close, we turned off the lights and everybody hided . I stayed outside waiting for my grandma to come .After 5 minutes they were infront of our house and grandma looked worried …

-Adrian , I’m so so so sorry son , Bob took me to another city to buy vegetables and he ended making a surprise for me since is my birthday but look at the time , did you and Nathan ate? Everything was alright?

-Don’t worry grandma – I hugged her – Happy birthday Grandma

-Awww thanks Adrian, lets come in? I’m starving

I opened the door and someone turned on the lights and everybody screamed “HAPPY BIRTHDAY “. She was soo happy, she was smiling and people came to hug her , I was glad everything worked out

The party was going great, everything was a amazing my grandma was really happy  with all her friends talking about the good old days, Nathan was flirting with his crush Pablo but i wondered where Rachel was i texted her hours ago to come, maybe she didn’t want to see me no more. at that moment Layla came to me and smiled

-Thanks for everything- i hugged her

-It’s fine, your grandma is so cute I’m glad to see her and the oldies happy. anyways I’m kinda to hot in here come out side with me for a couple of minute- Layla held my hand and we walked outside.

Layla stood againist the wall and looked into my eyes it was like heaven, my hands where getting sweaty, she was holding my hand tight

- We should go out tomorrow adrian to the cinema and restaurant tomorrow, just me and you?-

- Yeah that sounds great- i knew i had a cheesy smile on my face, but i couldnt help it 

Then layla put her arms around my neck and smiled, i thought wow, i couldnt resist  she came closer and I was fighting with myself to not kiss her because I knew this would totally change my life but no I couldn’t , I was too weak , I ended kissing her , with tongue , was the best kiss ever , me biting her lips , she was touching my hair…. our kiss became more intense, Layla's hands where moving down my body. then suddenly Layla stopped kissing me so i opened my eyes

-Why did you stop- i said

i turned around and there was Rachel


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2 comments:

Heyy :D I'm Adrienne also a writer ^_^
Well i love your story !!! :D

LMAOOO
ZAIN?
FROM ONE WAY?
This is the best!
-Normarie

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