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I got desperate
when I saw Layla not awake on the floor, it was a bad sensation, I got her in
my arms and screamed for help , many people came to see what was going on. A
fire man came and got Layla from me and took her to the ward , I ran after him
and so did Nathan …
Layla was still
not awake and they got a doctor to examine her. He checked her heartbeat, he
also saw her pulse and got a purple liquid, he put it close to her nose so she
could smell it. Slowly she started to wake up and the doctor came to talk to me
and he said:
-Are you her
friend? – He looked serious and worried
-Yes well I’m
her boyfriend.
-Oh ok , what’s
your name? – He touched my shoulder
-I’m Adrian and
this is my friend Nathan
-Ok guys,
Adrian and Nathan listen to me, I’m worried with your friend because apparently
people who faint like this get like a blackout because their sugar blood is low
or because they got very scared but also some people can get too much stress
and have those symptoms, so tell me what happened to her before she fainted?
-Well someone
called her and said something that freak her out and then she fainted – I said
it
-Hmmm I
understand, probably was a Peak stress, she ate today?
-No, just ate a
chocolate and candy
-Oh ok , that’s
another reason guys , listen I want to ask you guys a favor , this girl is
obviously suffering with something , we can see this in her eyes , so please
investigate what is and try help , if be something too serious , please advise
her to search a psychologist , sometimes we just hold all the Anguish and
sorrow in our hearts and never open to anyone … it’s a bad
thing guys , so take care of her alright?
-Sure we will
and she is ok now? – Layla was sat on the bed
-Yeah sure, she
is hungry, we will give her something to eat and then you guys can go home – he
smiled
Layla was still
pale and looked tired, I felt sorry for her, we were going out and she was my
girlfriend but I never knew so much about her, I was still just like a friend.
If I could I would spend many days and nights only listening about her life,
her fears, dreams…
We got the bus and Layla laid on me because she was feeling too weak so I just hold her on
my arms and started to caress her, to make her feel more protected and safe
with me.
Nathan never
said a word since Layla fainted, he was sat alone now and when I looked behind
to find him I saw him sleeping. While we were travelling on the road I was
thinking how could I help Layla, what secret could be? Like I’m curious person
but if I asked her the secret might would sound rude so I rather wait and see
what she will tell me.
Was already
dark and we were infront of her door , Layla looked so weak like she lost so
much blood , I never wanted to leave her alone at home , since her parents was
out. But thankfully she invited me to
come in and of course I did . Her house was really big, with
an odd decoration, she told me to come with her to her room and I never thought
twice I just followed her.
-Wow Layla,
what an amazing bedroom, you so lucky, king size bed, LSD Tv woah
-Adrian, haha ,
you actually made me laugh your silly , how come you think my bedroom is
awesome? It’s a girly bedroom – she laughed
-I know duh ,
but look how many books and posters on the Beets you got on your wall , it’s
awesome honestly
-Aw thanks,
just ignore my Dolls collection, I don’t play anymore.. – She winked
-Hm I bet you
play Layla - I smiled- When you don’t have friends to play with you I can be
the boyfriend uh? – We both laughed, sometimes I can be really stupid
After the
jokes, Layla looked sad again and she sat on her bed, looking devastated, she
told me to sit next to her and I did. I was worried about her , I know isn’t
easy tell someone a secret , .I've been
through it before , so I got more closer to her and held her hand,
looked into her eyes and said :
-Look no matter
what is I will be here for you , I don’t care if the secret is about something
huge or small , I want you to trust me and feel free to tell me or not , but I
want to be here to support you – I kissed her hand
-Ok thanks
Adrian, I will tell you everything and I hope you don’t judge me because my own
conscience keeps judging me.
-Go ahead,
don’t be scared
She started to
tell me her secret and I must confess I got surprised, I never thought she would
so something like that, but I couldn’t judge her either.Layla created an
account on an avatar website, there people chat, make friends, play games and
Layla never wanted to anyone knew who she was so she decided to get pictures of
someone else and say that was her. Victor always knew about this secret, he was
with her when she did it , but the problem was on that website that people
thought Layla was someone else he hacked her and posted her true pictures , she
even showed me.
Layla was hurt
but she couldn’t do anything to defend herself, she was on Victor’s hand .He
was doing something really bad with Layla, he was doing blackmail, he told her
if she don’t break up with me and be with him again he would tell the real girl
that Layla faked her and then the problem would be bigger than anything. I paid
attention to every word that Layla said she regrets about what she did and she
started to cry because she never thought about the consequences.
-Layla don’t
cry , everybody do mistakes , you aren’t first to do this or the last ,some
people are afraid about the judgment , like they probably think I’m too ugly ,
I’m fat , I look like alien , I’m black , I’m pale , I’m yellow, – I
looked to her – but looks isn’t everything about a person , what matters is how
you are inside , to be honest You shouldn’t feel shame of who you are , you are
so beautiful , no need to hide behind someone else picture
-I know , I’m
stupid , I know wasn’t right fake someone on internet , I really regret it ,
but when I did that my life was a hell , I never had peace at home and Victor
was being a big jerk with me I just wanted to escape…-she was crying and I
hugged her
-Layla be proud
of who you are ok? You are unique; no one else is like you in this entire
world. The planet population is about 7 billion people and among
all these people there is none like, you are unique
-Yeah thanks
for the words Adrian , I really needed this , of course I’m proud of who I’m
but I’m scared now , people on internet can be really mean sometimes , say words
that will just break you in pieces. Victor wants me back no matter what , he is
obsessed with me , I even thought about breaking up with you just for him leave
you alone , wouldn’t be fair on you
-No , is fair
on me , you are my girlfriend , I want to be by your side and plus babe Let
people on internet say what they want , words can’t bring you down ,
you must be strong and I will always be here next to you , because I love you
so much , you can count on me , Victor wont
We ended
kissing and now I’m pretty sure Layla was feeling better. I was still shocked
about her secret but that doesn’t matter, I would help her threw this. But one
thing that she told me was annoying me, why Victor was doing that if he knew
she was taken? Maybe he still thinks he has a chance with her, I must do
something about that!
The next day
Nathan called me, early again, asking me if I could go out with him that night,
I really never knew what to say since has ages that I don’t spend a day with my
family and I miss them but at the same time I wanted to stay with Nathan, was
always fun to be next to him so I accepted the offer and went to meet him that
night.
Of course Layla
was with us too, we were stuck like glue now but more friends came too like
Maya, Jenny, Mark and Britney. Nathan took us to a disco.
-Dude, this
place is called Royal disco? We don’t have age to go to Clubs, we aren’t
allowed , we can’t come in argh – I said
-Nooooooo
Adrian, you so blonde today seriously, its 18:00 , that means is its party for
teenagers whoooppppppp
-Wow , I’m sure
im gonna love it –Maya said
-Ohhhhhh I bet
there have many hot chicks, Thanks God I’m single – Mark was our close friend
but he was always busy since he wanted to be a scientist so he studied like a
true nerd
We came in ,
without any problem , the Disco was full , many people dancing and talking ,
the music was so loud that was like my heart was beating together with music ,
the colorful lights was pretty amazing , very cool place , I was glad I decided
to come with everybody.
-Whoooopppp
LETS DANCE PEOPLEEEE WHOOOPPPP – Nathan was super hyper
-Calm down
Nathan or you will have a stroke haha – Britney said – Oh my God look that
cutie over there come Nathan lets pimp
-WHOOOPP I LOVE
YOU BRITNEY
-I love you too
My Cutie Nathan
I think Britney
misunderstood Nathan , I don’t think he ment that , he
probably said joking. But for my surprise when I looked to the dance floor I
see Britney and Nathan kissing … I got sooooooo shocked ,I screamed
to everybody of our group look to them , Britney was always Nathan crush ,
since the beginning but he never told me , he made me think he liked a boy ,
but was Britney all the time.
I grabbed Layla
hand and we went to dance floor too with everybody , we were dancing , jumping
, laughing was an amazing night ,we took many pictures , once again was a great
day I just wanted to be alone with Layla but never had a chance.
My phone rang
and it’s weird because no one calls me beside my mother, Nathan and Layla. I
went close to the toilet to pick up .I couldn’t hear the person talking but
someone was saying “ the game is over”. I never got it why someone would say
this to me and I got scared so i hang up. When I came back to find Layla she
wasn’t there , I asked Nathan where she was and he said she just left the club.
Layla went
outside so I tried to find her , but when I looked outside she was hugging and
also kissing Victor.
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