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I saw Victor impatient
in front of my house, I got scared because was really late, what he wanted to
do with me? I wonder if he wants to hit me again or just try to be friends with
me, maybe? I hid behind the tree, I needed time to decide what I would do it,
should I runaway or should I go there and talk to him? Hmm was a huge dilemma but I remember my father always said
one thing to us ‘be strong no matter what the situation is’ and plus I thought
if he try to hurt me I scream my parents they will hear me for sure , so I got
a deep breath and started to walk in Victor direction. When he saw me he
immediately got up and started to stare me and said :
-Well well well Adrian,
I suppose you very happy right pal?
-Hm happy? Yeah I’m very
happy Victor – I looked to him – what you doing here, like is very late, what
you want Victor?
-Yeah I can see on your
face the happiness, I came here to talk to you – he sounded weird
-Ok , go ahead – I
stared him
-Pal , Layla broke up
with me and I’m pretty sure she already
told youuuuu , but like I don’t understand , she said she had a needs a break
up of me , she said now she will be busy
with her exams and plus she started with that talk ‘it’s not you it’s me ‘ …..
I tried to talk to her, make her change her mind , but she broke up with me and
by phone .. – I was still staring him and paying attention – I cried all day …
- I think he was drunk
-Well I’m sorry Victor
but maybe you should leave Layla alone , girls don’t like guys who annoy them
and make them like they can not breath , they need a time
-No , no girl can do
this to me your loser , you know who I’m? I’m Victor Jackson , that meansno one
can mess with me , no one can’t make me down , no one.. – he keep repeating no
one now
-Dude, I think you drunk
, listen to me , go home and take a nice bath and try to relax , tomorrow you
see what you can do ok? And let me go home, it’s late – I walked to my door but
he stopped me putting his hand on my chest
-No , you will listen to
me till I finish, I got so sad today that I called Layla many times and she
ignored me so I decided to call her mother and ask where she was. For my
surprise her mother told me to get lost and said to me she was glad I wasn’t
dating Layla anymore and also told me Layla found something better.. – He
started to get close to me with his clenched fists
-Oh – I was pretending I
never knew anything
-Oh? You know what I
mean it , you are the only person who would steal Layla for me and you did ,
Youuuuuu The Gay loser Adrian stole Layla from meeeee … - he sounded angry
-Victor, listen… - he
never let me finish my phrases.
-I won’t listen Adrian ,
you got my girl , now get ready for the consequences– he grabbed my shirt-, I won’t
leave you alone , I will be your worst nightmare , you will regret of every
single day that you thought about Layla – his face was close to mine
Then when he just said
this my father opened the door and asked
what was happening and I just told my father that Victor was a friend .Victor
got scared of my father , he is fat and strong
he would scary anyone to be honest , therefore Victor just went home. My
father told me to come in and I did.
We both sat on the sofa
and he said it :
-Son, I know what
happened, I saw everything from the window, that guy was trying to fight with
you but why son tell me everything, I want to know
My father sounded very
friendly , was the first time we had a talk heart to heart , was very good ,
that moment he wasn’t only my dad , he was my friend…I told him everything
about Layla , about when Victor punched me and my father was paying attention
in everything that I was saying.
-Adrian , you are very
brave to confront someone like Victor only because you love this girl , I
understand you son , but you can’t let him walk over you , you must be strong
always , no matter what the situation is , you know it , I told you this a million
times – I was listening to him carefully then he said it - listen I will always
be here to support you son , you look small , you aren’t that strong but you
know what son, inside you are a giant
and I know this boy wont freak you out , never – I was almost crying when he
said this to me, he said more – Adrian my son , come here , give me a hug , I
love you son , I’m your huge fan you can
win the battle – we hugged
After a long time I
heard my dad saying he loves me , the tears came from eyes, was too emotional ,
I said I love you back and we stayed there hugging eachother was so nice. The
talk that I had with my dad just made me feel more stronger, more important
.Before everytime that I looked in the mirror I always saw someone weak and
soft but now I was feeling like a lion.
I went to sleep I was so
tired, Victor wouldn’t make me sad on the best day of my entire life, I fell
asleep thinking about Layla.
The week passed too
fast, was already Friday, I spent everyday of the week with Layla , at the break,
after the school, almost all the time together with her , we even studied
together , haha well let’s say we tried to study. But was amazing spend every
hour of my day with my princess , I was very happy but I stopped to stay with
Nathan , not because I wanted but because I was too busy with Layla, he always
wanted my attention but I couldn’t give him any , since I so he ended getting mad at me. Today was Friday
and I saw Nathan at the break alone so I told Layla we should be with him and
she just agreed.
-Nathan, how are you
bro? – Me and Layla smiled to him
-oh you remember that I exist
now uh? – He never looked to us
-Dude, come on, how can I
forget you ? I would ever forget my best friend , I’m just busy you know , I thought
you would understand..
-Of course I understand,
I understand that when your best friend gets a girl he forgets you and don’t even
call you to say hi – he was really mad
-Nathan forgive me
please? I’m sorry dude – I touched his arms
-Nathan don’t be jealous,
I won’t steal Adrian from you – Layla said it
-I know you won’t , I just
miss him – he looked down
-Awww you so jealous Nathan,
come on group hug – I said it and we did it, I really felt weird but that made
Nathan smile
-Ok ok it’s all good now
– we smiled to eachother – Listen guys tomorrow I will meet my new crush and I want
you guys to come with me – he sounded excited
-Crush? I said it – Hm I
thought your crush was Justin Bieber uhuh – Layla laughed
-Of course is Justin
Bieber , he is my idol , I would do anything for him , I can’t wait when he
breaks up with Selena so I can finally get him for myself whooooppppp – Nathan started
to dance
-Hahaha You soo funny
Nathan , but where you wanna go tomorrow? If Layla go I go too – I winked to
her
-Well it’s a Theme park and
you guys can’t say no to me
We actually couldn’t say
no, once again he did the same face as the Puss in Boots from Shrek does , seriously he must stop doing that or I will
go insane
Was Saturday morning and me Layla and Nathan got
the bus to the park , would take us a hour by bus to get to the park , I was
pretty curious to know who was Nathan’s new crush , he wouldn’t tell us at all .
We were in the bus and I sat next to Layla , she told me to go to the window
side or else she would feel sick so I did , I put my arms around her and she
just put her head on my shoulder , ah I was more than happy , I was amazed then
I asked Nathan who was his crush..
-Nathan your crush is a boy or girl? – I laughed
-Not telling , you gonna see it so just wait
Adrian– he sat next to this oldie lady and I think she was kinda feeling sick ,
Nathan was doing the fart sign
-Ok Nathan- I laughed , the smell was so disgusting
, I think the lady had intestinal problems
-Adrian, I think Nathan will pass it out, look
at him, blocking his nose, hilarious- Layla was smiling and all but she was
kinda sad , I could see in her eyes
-Yeah I think so too , Layla , are you ok? You
look sad babe – I kissed her head
-Hm I’m ok Adrian , it’s nothing really – she put
her head on my shoulder again
-No , you can’t lie to me , open to me babe ,
please? – I held her hand
-Damn you really know me , oh well , Victor called
me last night ….
-He did? God and what he said?
-He said he still loves me and that he wants me
back , because I told him the reason that I was breaking up was me not him, but
he said he will help me with exams and
also said he knows about us , he don’t mind if I break up with you and be with
him again – I got so freakin mad
-Well anything else? i said it
-He said he won’t give up of me and that I should be
with him again because if I don’t he
would do something really bad for me and you
-Jesus , I can’t believe this and how you feel
about it? You ignored him right? You won’t be with him again right babe? – I was
sad
-Adrian ,
I don’t know ....
-I don’t know? What I don’t know means? I’m with
you , you regret of saying yes to me?- I asked
-No , not at all , but I was together with
Victor over a year so it’s just hard for me and I want you to understand , of
course I won’t leave you babe , I just got confused
Well I felt awful, she got doubts and that
really hurted me.
We were already at the park now and I decided to
ignore Victor call and just try to have fun with the best people in the world.
I was very very excited to see Nathan crush, everything was such a mystery so
we sat at the restaurant to wait this mysterious person who by the way was
late.
Finally after 20 minutes the person came but was
2 people , a boy and a girl , like damn I was dying to know who was Nathan
crush and then comes a boy and a girl , be impossible to find out now .The boy
was called Pablo , he was tall and blonde and the girl was Britney , she was
kinda fat and black and totally looked like Beyonce .
-Hello guys I’m so happy that everybody is here-
Nathan said it jumping
-Hello- Pablo said it , he was a guy of short
words , he never looked much to me or Layla , he just talked with Nathan and
Britney
Layla hugged me and we started to kiss , Nathan
saw and told us to get a room, such a weirdo , me and Layla started to laugh
out loud and I hugged Layla from behind , she loves when I do that . After that
Pablo made a sign to Britney and Nathan and they actually left me and Layla alone.
-oh babe , I think they noticed that we wanted
to be alone uh? Now is only you and me the this huge park just for us – I started
to kiss her while she was smiling
-Adrian the park is full , isn’t only for us
duuh , but come with me I want to go to the Ferris wheel with you babe – she smiled and
hold my hand
So went there and now was the chance that I could
be cheesy with my beautiful, amazing , gorgeous girlfriend. We sat in the cabin
and like always I put my arms around her and said :
-Layla , I got a surprise for you – I kissed her
ear
-Hm I hate surprises, what is?
- I made a song for you , before we get together
, when I was alone at home and thinking
about you
-Awwww sing to me Adrian , I love to hear your
innocent voice – I smiled and started to sing :
- im right here if you get lonely don’t you worry girl i will always be by your side
a thousand miles away it seems pretty far but they've got planes and trains and cars i'll go where you are
no one knows how much i love you
no one knows how much i miss you
no one knows how much i want you
no one knows....
you are the only thing i need i wanna be with you right now
you are the only thing i need the most in my life so please stay with me......tonight
it’s been so long i have feelings for you but come on girl look to me now
i get down on my knees begging for a chance i don’t wanna let you goooo
no one knows how much you love me no one knows how much you miss me no one knows how much you want me
no one knows....
you are the only thing i need i wanna be with you now
you are the only thing i need the most in my life so please stay with me......tonight"
-Oh my God , no one ever
did this to me , was perfect Adrian I love you
-You you said you love me? Is the first time you say this
-Oh my Gosh , you are
right , I never said I love you before – I hugged her tight
-Well now I will sing
another song to you, can i? – I thought I was being too cheesy but I couldn’t waste
any minute
-Sure babe, sing to me –
this time I sang whispering close to her ear and hugging her , I close my eyes
and sang :
- Oh your
eyes, your eyes make the stars look like they're not shining
You hair, your hair falls perfectly without you trying……..You are so beautiful and I will tell you everyday ……
You hair, your hair falls perfectly without you trying……..You are so beautiful and I will tell you everyday ……
When I see
your face There's not a thing that I would change 'Cause you're amazing just
the way you are And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause Layla you're amazing Just the way you are’’
She
kissed me and this time the kiss actually was long , I had the same feeling
that I had when we first kissed…it’s like I stopped to breath and my heart wasn’t
beating but was jumping inside of me I touched
her face and kissed her cheek we both start
to smile to eachother , I noticed by the look in her eyes she was extremely happy
and so am i.
Well
now was getting dark and we had to go home , I tried to find Nathan without any
success , so I called him and he told me he was right behind me , he was
hugging Britney I was like :
- Oh my
God, it’s her Layla , she is his crush babe- she shaked her head in a positive way
-oh
Guys I’m sorry for being more with Pablo and Britney but like we just needed to
have a serious talk
-Serious
talk Nathan? Your crush …you know ….it’s Britney?– I was still curious
-No
Adrian, it’s not her… - I got shocked, if wasn’t her then just could be……
Layla
phone rang and she picked up, was Victor, once again bugging her , she got a certain distance of me
and all I could hear was ‘ No Victor I don’t want to …..No ……No, I wont meet
you tonight …….because I don’t want to argh leave me alone………………..what
?..........Victor ?nooooo ………please don’t do this to me……..Victor?......hello?
Layla
looked to me and she left her phone falls and I got scared and said it :
-What happened
Layla? What Victor said it? You got Pale – I was worried
-He
told my secret Adrian……- Layla fainted
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