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Nathan went upstairs , really mad , he was foaming like a rabid dog
I was with Layla in our new room and we
were kissing
-Hmmm I love when you kiss me – I said
-Same….you blush babe – she said
-Haha I know but Layla , I want to ask you
something
-What is my prince? – she touched my hair
-Are we together? – I asked and laughed
-You never asked me out….i think we are
just lovers……- she winked
-Nah…..well then if I never asked – I went
on top of her – I might ask now – I smiled
-Really? – she said
-Layla…….would you like to be my………
Nathan opened the door without asking and
shouted
-WHAT THE HELL YOU BOTH ARE DOING?
-Huh? – I said – well I was about to kiss
Layla – I smiled and now I sat on bed
-NOOOOO….you LIED….YOU ARE A LIAR….Why you
lied to me? – Nathan was crying- I TRUSTED YOU
-hmmm I don’t get it – I said
-Nathan…why you screaming at Adrian?
-Shut up your fake Barbie….TALK WITH MY
HAND- he was furious
-You shut up…don’t treat me bad your gay
-Ohhhhh so I bet was you – he was really
mad –
-Can you explain what is going on? Adrian
, I think Nathan is a tranny or he got period….ops – Layla raised eyebrow
-NO…stop bullying….Giovana told me
everything…..Adrian lied….he to me that Giovana don’t like gays or bi people
but guess what HE LIED – he screamed , he got red
-No…I never….she told me that – I said
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA you make me laugh your
immature boy…..she told me the truth….you don’t want me to be with her uh? I
always knew that
-Don’t start….i always wanted you to be
with her
-Yeah that’s truth Nathan - Layla said , trying to defend me
-No…isn’t….i think he likes her
-What?- Layla said – you kidding me uh
-I don’t like Giovana- I said in a calm
tone
-YOU LIKE GIOVANA AND NOW YOU WANNA STEAL
HER FROM ME SAYING LIES , YOUR LIAR….I HATE YOU
-don’t call me liar….you don’t me
-Oh really? I don’t know Mr Adrian….Mister
Know so freaking everything….You always is the one who is the poor little guy ,
the one that everybody must to feel sorry for you because you are a poor baby
awwwwwww…….you deserve Layla , she is nothing and you are nothing too hahaha
-Nathan! – Layla shouted
-Ahhhh leave me alone ….and Oh Adrian ,
you are a loser….i wish Victor killed you before – Nathan said
-You serious? Are you so serious Nathan?
Ah I thought you were my best friend and now you wish my death…only because a
girl
-Ooooooooooo so you admit it uh? You admit
it that you want my girl…….- he came closer and pointed his finger on my face
-No….i don’t…I love Layla and if you never
bothered I would of asked her out….but you know…..i don’t wanna be your
friend….because you are stupid , you are supple , anyone can make you believe
it in anything…..she doesn’t like you….she don’t want to be with you…..who you
gonna believe ?- I asked
- I rather believe Giovana than believe in
you and your little twat girlfriend…..
-DON’T CALL HER THAT – I grabbed him by
his t-shirt
-Guys guys , don’t fight please – Layla
begged – Adrian don’t hit him
-HIT…..HIT ME NOW……DO IT….BE A MAN NOW
-no….- stopped myself – I won’t do that
because I’m not the wrong here – I said
-Hahahaha as I thought……look who is the
gay here – he was teasing me – I can’t wait till Layla leave you all alone and
find someone better and say it’s over….THAN YOU WILL BE ALONE……ALONEEEEEE –
-Get out…..NOW – I shouted
-I will….but not because you telling me to
go……I will go only because I need to pee…..by the way , I hope you be happy ,
Layla won this…..she put you against me …….PEACE OUT – Nathan closed the door
hard
I sat on bed and started to cry , I never
lied , I wouldn’t do that to my best friend…. Layla sat next to me and hugged
me tight. I got sick of hearing all those accusations… I couldn’t believe Nathan
was against me
In the end of the day
you can close your ears to the things you don`t
want to hear, but you can`t close your heart to the things you don`t want to
feel and right now I was feeling the worst person of the whole planet…..
Layla tried
to cheer me up , but wasn’t enough
-Adrian , do
you want me to go buy you some ice cream?
-Nooo…- I
said whilst laying on my bed,I couldn’t help it but my tears wouldnt stop
falling
-Ok, then I
will get you some candy uh? Those jellies that you love?- she asked
-No thanks
Layla…I just wanna stay here …- I said
-Why? it
won’t help if you stay here crying over someone who doesn’t trust you anymore –
she touched my hair
-I know….but
I’m not wrong – I said
-I know
babe….i do know but you must to leave Nathan alone for now….it’s sad yeah but
maybe you guys need some space…- Layla hugged me tight from behind and I closed
my eyes. After a couple of minutes she left me and went downstairs. I stayed on
bed , with my eyes closed wishing I would fall asleep soon so all that pain
that I had inside of me would go away….
When I closed my eyes I
was thinking about everything that happened with me and Nathan like when
he told me that he was bi or when we went to the gay parade together and I
wasn’t shy at all , we had a lot of fun or when we went to see Justin Green
concert ahhh so many many memories…why Nathan is doing this to me? You know
when you have many friends at school , on your street but when you grow up all
those people who say ‘ I’m your best friend’ , and now they don’t even
call you when is your birthday , they don’t even worry if you are alive or
not…yeah I had many friends like this , but Nathan…ahh…Nathan is unique , he is
always there for me when I need him , he is part of my life , my history.
Meanwhileee
Nathan went to his room
and Giovana was there sat on his bed waiting for him. Nathan closed the door
and got down on his knees, he started to cry a lot and Giovana got kinda scared
-Nathan?
-Giovanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I've just had the worst fight with Adrian-Nathan said whilst putting his
hands on his head- I messed up everything with my best friend…why I’m sooo
dumb?
-What you
talking about? What happened dear? – she came closer to him
-I told
Adrian that I wished he was dead…i’m horribleeee-
-Nooo Nathan…
you said what you think , don’t blame yourself baby , look at me – Nathan
looked at Giovana – you are strong and I’m proud of you….Adrian isn’t a good
friend or maybe he is I don’t know….but all I know is Layla is manipulating him
against you….can’t you see?
-Hmm I don’t
know…I’m so confused
-Don’t be…I
don’t know them much but I got everything…..Adrian is kinda two faced and Layla
is the spoiled girl who wants all the attention and makes of Adrian her slave ,
her dog……
-Ouch
-I’m sorry
but I think I’m right….he doesn’t care about you…if he did , he would come here
and ask if you are ok…..so Nathan, my advice is that you should move on…Nathan
– she touched his face
-Ahhh but
Adrian is my best friend…..he is closer to me than my own my family , we are
like brothers
-So? You can
find someone else…right?
-I don’t
think so…- he looked down
-Awww
Baby…come here , I will make you feel better – Giovana hugged Nathan
-Thanks
Giovana – he said while hugging her – I’m so glad I have someone like you here
to help me, you are kinda opening my eyes
-You welcome
honey…I’m here only to help you- she kissed his cheek and looked at the
clock
-Oh Gosh look
at the time….i must go now
-Where? –
Nathan asked
-Hmmm I need
to buy girls stuff….- she said
-Like?- he
asked
-I got my
period sooo….- she said
-EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
why tell me……eww disgusting , thank God I’m not a girl
-You asked me
….God….your so stupid sillypoo – she said – see you later big man – she kissed
his head and left
Nathan was alone in his
room and he started to cry even more because all the things that Giovana said
made sense now, about Layla controlling me ,me leaving the room to stay with
Layla, Layla was turning me against Nathan so she would have me only for
herself….Nathan started to hate Layla as much as he could , because now in his
head this was all Layla’s fault.
Layla opened the door
and I never even looked at her. I was feeling pretty depressed but I wasn’t
crying no more, I never had anymore tears to cry….
-Adrian….-
Layla said
-Yeah…- I
said
-Look at me
stupid – she said
-What? – I
looked at her and she was holding a bag which had the things that I loved…-
Wow….
Layla took
the things out of her bag and onto our bed-I got you ice cream , strawberry ice
cream , sprite , candy , chocolate and a piece of cake-
-Layla – I
laughed – you are soo cute thanks ….but I’m kinda feeling like a girl who just
broke up with her boyfriend
-Haha
stupid….come on , let’s eat all this and then watch a nice movie and spend all
day together , I just want to be with you
-Same, I love
you a lot….even though Nathan probably hates you haha – I said
-Oh yeah ,
but I don’t care babe, I just want to see you happy –Layla kissed me
-Yeah I know
Layla - I kissed her – you are…..- I kissed her cheek – sooooo…..- I kissed her
other cheek- hot – I laughed and kissed her lips
-You are hot
too Adrian – she touched my chest and started to bite my lips
-Hmmm I think
we will have fun all day uh- I kissed her ear now
-Uuhhuh I
think so to – we started to kiss a lot
I was really happy with
Layla , I can’t explain what I feel about her , its been so many years that
we've known eachother, Layla and I have a true love story ,I really don’t know
how to express my feelings for her , she is just amazing , I love to look in
her eyes , she is really beautiful and unique….i love everything about her ,
her laugh , her eyes , her hair…of course Layla isn’t perfect … sometimes she
makes me mad but I wouldn’t leave her for any girl in the world….no one would
be good enough as Layla is for me , I truly love her , she completes me in
every single way….i wish Layla and I could be together forever….like if we could
marry and have kids…..wow…..i would be the most happy person in whole world…but
yeah will takes ages to this happen and I can’t wait to call Layla my wife…..
So after a
long time Giovana came home, it was almost 11 pm, no one knew where she went
for so long. Giovana was strange girl , she had a reason to be there in our
house and I’m sure that this reason isn’t Nathan. She is making too much
trouble everywhere she goes it’s like she is a snake and she waiting the right
time to bite us. I don’t trust her…..and I’m pretty scared about what she wants
to do…..and if Victor sent her here? Maybe was him….maybe he wanted to spy
us…..maybe not , maybe she was just weird…..or i'm just paranoid, I wish I
could find out what Giovana is doing…..
Layla and I
were in the living room watching a movie and we heard someone opening the
door,it was Giovana. She never noticed that we were there , she took off her
shoes and went to room straight away upstairs…
-I think was
Giovana – I whispered to Layla. I was with my arm around her
-Damn….its
11:00 pm what she was doing outside till this time?
-I don’t have
any idea , but I bet Is not a good thing – I said
-Yeah…..by
the way , are you feeling better now?- she asked
-Yeah
I’m…thanks Layla….you made my day – I said smiling
-I know
perfectly how to make your day Adrian – she smiled
-Haha yeah
you do….but I think any boy would love this – I said
-Yep , boys
are always the same if we give them what they want then they will be our dogs
forever mwhahaha – Layla said
-No no no
don’t say that , I’m not your dog….i’m your king – I said
-Oh sure ,
but I’m your boss
-Then I’m
your prince – I smiled
-Ewwwwwww…lets
go sleep gay boy – she said
-Whyyyyyy? Is
only 11:00 pm I’m not tired – I kissed her neck –I’m not tired at all – I
whispered now
-Oh no….no no
no Mr. Adrian, isn’t time for this , you must go to sleep now because tomorrow
you will wake up at 6:00 am , you are going back to university remember?
-Oh yeah
damn……I really miss university but I wish I could stay here with you – I
touched her hair
-Adrian , you
are suppose to study and be a geek…you want to be a doctor right?
-Right – I
said
-So don’t
complain – she laughed
-Ahhhhh ok –
I got up –
-Haha I’m
joking….lets go- she gave me her hand to hold
We both went to our
new room and went to bed since we both were kinda tired , our day were really
long….
11:05 PM
The clock
says……Victor was sat in his area with another 10 prisoners. As Mendes , his new
partner and friend said , they would try runaway at 11:00 pm and so far no sign
of escape. Victor was getting worried since this would be the only chance he
would have to escape from jail.
Someone who
was in the same cell as Victor said
-Victor….give
up……..better we just go to sleep , I don’t think they will runaway….look at the
time……they probably gave up – This guy said….his name was Hugo
-Hugo
pal….they will runaway….i have feelings – Victor said
-Ha…I will go
sleep then..i won’t wait….good night niggah – Hugo said
Since Victor
and Hugo became closer in the jail he told him about the escape. Hugo had hopes
about running away with the gang but he gave up. He was there for about 4
months and never heard about any prisoner running away so he never believe it.
But Victor stayed up…he keep looking between the grids to see if he would
notice any signal but nothing…..when he was almost giving up…Victor heard the
alarm…and all the doors of jail opened automatically.
Victor got so
surprised….the alarm was turned off by someone…..this was finally his
chance…..he thought ‘ Mendes was right…we will make it…..i will finally get
Layla , Adrian and Felix…….i’m soo happy’
Victor
started to run as faster as he could , like many others prisoners that were
there ….was everybody chance ‘WE ARE FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE
FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE’ someone screamed. But some of them
never tried…..if something went wrong then they would pay a lot for this…..so
many guys , like Hugo , never tried to escape.
Victor wasn’t
scared , he was really happy , he was laughing at the situation. He saw Mendes
at the front door and Victor ran to him and waved
-MENDES….MENDES
HERE MAN……..- Victor shouted
-VICTOR OVER
HERE OVER HERE – Mendes told him to follow him
Many people
were at the courtyard trying to run away, Victor was one of them , who took the
risk to escape…..he tried to go after Mendes but quickly the police came with
big dogs , shooting everyone…..it was too late….Victor never made it , Mendes
and many other guys from the gang were free but Victor would now be still stuck
in that place for many and many years.
The next morning I woke
up slowly , I was really tired. I look at the clock and was only 5:30am , I was
suppose to wake up 5:45am , so I thought ‘ yeyeyeyeye more 15 minutes of sleep’
, i put my head on the pillow once again and I fell asleep straight away and
then I started to have crazy dreams that I was dressed of Mario Bros and I have
to save the Princess Peach. I really don’t know why I have those weird dreams ,
its soo confusing but once again I woke up…I noticed that Layla legs was
on my body and she was drowning on her pillow…….what really made me woke up was
Layla's snoring which was loud and annoying….. When I looked at the clock
was already 8:09am and I jumped of the bed
-OH MY
GOD……..i’m sooo late- I said. I tried to find my pants but I couldn’t
-Huh? Adrian?
– Layla woke up with my scream
-I’M SO
LATEEEE LAYLA IS MY FIRST DAY AND I MISSED IT- I screamed
-God….stop to
be so drama queen – Layla said and put her pillow over her head
-Ahhhh are
you kidding me? Help me find my clothes…- I said
-GET YOURSELF
ARGH- Layla shouted
-Wow no need
to scream – I said
I tried
to put my pants on but I fell , was a disaster , I tried to do everything fast
but never worked out .I ran to bathroom to brush my teeth and fix my hair ,
like no point of running now , I already late. So then i went to downstairs to
make my breakfast but there was nothing to eat , Nathan , Paula and Giovana ate
everything….i got mad at them. I opened the freezer and the only thing that has
there to eat was pizza from 2 days ago
I sat on the
chair and I got a cup of tea and that was my breakfast. Its times like this
that I really miss my mother. Sometimes we take advantage our moms , we think
that they just want to annoy us or fight but now i realized how important she
was to me. She always made the breakfast for me and brothers , she cleaned our
rooms without complaining…ahhh I should call her and give her attention…so I
decided to call my mom before going to university.
-Hello? –I heard that was my mom voice , I smiled
-Mom? Its Adrian – I said
-Oh My God….Adrian!!!! I just thought about you
son- she said
-Really? What about me? – I laughed
-Nothing much ….i just miss you son…sometimes I
think ahh Adrian is having fun with his mates and he is probably studying
a lot and don’t have time for me
-Mom! Don’t say that , I always have time for you ,
you know that sometimes I don’t call because I’m busy with study and Layla you
know and I also know that you have so many problems mom , I really don’t
wanna bother
-Adrian , you should call me always son , no matter
what….- she said
-Good good – I said – well I need to go to uni now
mom …was really nice talk to you – I said
-Adrian….i forgot to tell you….i've got news
-What is mom? – I asked
-Your old brother William…..He is getting
maarrieeeeddddd – mom said singing
-WHAT? Oh My God….seriously?
-Yes yes I’m so excited for him….Melody and William
had little Brian and now Melody is pregnant again….
-AGAIN?MOTHER…..
-Yeah?
-Why I’m the last to know? – I asked. I felt
bad , it’s like I’m not part of the family no more
-Don’t say that son….anyways you should come here
on Friday , like spend the week with your family….
-Yeah I should , so I would feel part of the family
finally….
-Son…..dont talk with your mother like this , no
reason to be mad…and ah could you invite Layla and Nathan? They are part of the
family too – my mom said
-Yeah I will tell them- I said , I was moody now
-Ok soon have fun at university , Mom loves you
-Love you too , bye mom – I hang up.
I went to uni
really sad and happy at the same time , was a mixture of feelings, like why my
mom never told me about my brother getting married? or that he would be a dad
again? I felt left out of course , only because I live in another town doesn’t
mean that they don’t have to tell me things right? To be honest , I can’t
complain , of course , many people in this world don’t have mom or dad or
anyone for them and I do so I feel a little bit selfish complaining about them
but our relationship is kinda cold now , especially with my father. My father
is a hard man ,he always try to not show his feelings to anyone but he always
helped me with many things in my life when I needed it…..but now he don’t even
call me or tell me that he is going to visit me , I don’t know , but I have the
feeling that something is wrong with him and I need to find out what it is….
I went to uni
and of course I was late and teacher never liked but in the end everything
worked out. I had a partner in the class , she was the only one who always
helped with everything and she was Michelle. This girl is amazing , she is tall
, very tanned and she is Rhonda's little sister. Michelle wasnt like Rhonda
though she was sweet , friendly and really smart. I sat next to her during the
class and when it was break we could talk properly
-Adriaaaaaaaaaaaan
, I missed you man – she hugged me
-I missed you
too Michelle- I said hugging her back – I almost died…what you would do without
me? – I joked
-ahhhh Adrian
I don’t know but for sure I wouldn’t be a good doctor without you boooooy,
don’t forget we will open a hospital together- she said
-Hahaha I
won’t forget Michelle….so tell me the gossip…what I did i miss?
-Wow…you
missed soooooooo freakin much come with me , I will tell you everything
In the same
class , there was someone who I never wanted to see again, Tom.And he was there
stood in infront of me
-Adrian…can I
speak to you? I promise I wont be long – he said
-Not
really…I’m not in the mood to talk…so …..no – I said
-Come on…is
important….
Meanwhileeeee
Layla was at
home , she was cleaning everything before she went out. Giovana finally woke
up, it was nearly 12 in the afternoon, she was really lazy.She got up and went
straight to the kitchen.At the same time Layla was cleaning the kitchen and she
hates it when people bother her while cleaning.
Giovana never
cared and opened the freezer as if Layla wasn’t there.
-Ehhhhhh….excuse
me? – Layla said
-What? Don’t
talk to me
-Ha don’t
worry….i don’t wanna talk to you but are you blind? Can’t you see that I’m
cleaning?
-So
what?
-Look Giovana
, I don’t know whats going on with you and Nathan but I don’t like you staying
here…so please be careful before I kick you out
-Yawns -
Giovana did on purpose – you just open your mouth to talk about stupid thing?
-Stupid?
STUPID? – Layla threw the broom – are you kidding me? I DON’T LIKE YOU….YOU ARE
A SNAKE HERE I KNOW IT
-Hahahahaha
you so funny Layla , you are screaming at me but I don’t give a damn
-I don’t care
Giovana….you are ridiculous…..i can’t wait for you to go away forever ahhhh-
Layla said but she tried to calm down
-Well…..when
Adrian cheat on you then I will be soo happy , you will finally pay for
everything you did to Victor….- Giovana said while smiling in a mean way
-Huh? Victor?
How you know about Victor?
-I won’t give
you any explanation … obviously you can’t take the pressure baby….well I’m off
have a good a day B…..
-What?.....Ouch……-
Layla started to get dizzy and feel pains
-Hahaha
pretending to feel bad dog? I DON’TCARE ANY WAY bye bye girl- Giovana left the
house
Layla got
really mad at Giovana but she tried to ignore her , obviously she knew
about Victor and this annoyed Layla a lot but how come she found out? Layla was
thinking that Nathan opened his mouth and told her everything that happened to
us…..Layla wanted to hit and scream and kick Giovana loads but she couldn’t
….Layla was feeling really sick , she got weak…..she couldn’t barely walk so
she sat on the floor and started to breath fast…she thought Victor might be
after her again, like he promised.
After a
couple of hour it was already getting dark and I came back home.
Layla was in
the living room , layed on the sofa.
-Babeeee? – I
asked – where are youuu? – I said loud
-LIVING ROOM
ADRIAN – she shouted and I walked into the living room
-Layla……my
princess – I said
-Hey Adrian –
she never moved
-Are you ok?
You kinda look sick…..- I sat on the sofa next to her and I put my hand on her
forehead to see if she got fever
-Mmmm I think
I ate something that was out of date , I got sick today , I threw up a lot –
she said
-serious? Why
you never called me Layla?
-Noooo was
your first day at school…..ops uni haha…I never wanted to bother you – she said
-Ahhhhh ,
next time you text me or call me I will come running to take care of you
-Aww thanks
babe- Layla was talking slow as if she was weak , I got worried
-Did you eat
anything? – I asked
-Nothing…-
she said
-Well then
come on , I will take you to our room and then make dinner- I said
-But Adrian ,
you don’t even know how to cook pop corn – she laughed
-Shhhhh I
will use Nathan’s book and learn how to cook baby , don’t worry , besides that
soon Paula and the others will be here – I smiled
-Adrian we
need to talk
-About?
-Giovana…..me
and her had a fight today and I think she knows something about Victor….and I’m
sure Nathan told her – Layla said
-Daaaaaaaamn
– I said – don’t worry baby I will take with him and I will try to kick her out
of this house
-Thanks…I
would appreciate it
-Don’t worry
, now come on , I will take you to our room
I carried
Layla into our room it was as kinda a messy , I noticed that Layla never did
much cleaning today but I don’t blame her, she probably felt really sick….
-Now stay
here I will be right back
-Ok try not
to explode the house – she said
-How would i?
I know how to use the oven duuuuh – I said
-Ok baby
thanks and I love you loads
-I love you
too – I kissed her forehead and I went to the kitchen to cook our dinner.
Meaanwhileeeeeeeeee
Nathan and
Giovana was out, they both were dressing fancy, Nathan got black tie ,blue
shirt and white blazer and Giovana was wearing jeans and a black shirt
.They decided to eat at the restaurant because Giovana never wanted to stay in
the same place as me and Layla. Nathan agreed and told her that he would pay…..
-Awwww Nathan
, I’m so happy to eat in this restaurant….the smell is delicious – Giovana said
-I know right
, I always come here with Adrian to buy food- Nathan looked down when he said
my name
-Why sad
face?
-I miss
Adrian…..i really miss him…..we don’t even say hi no more – he said
-It’s part of
life , sometimes we get friends sometimes we loose….- Giovana said
-I know….but
he is so nice to me , I don’t get it why he would lie to me…now I feel like he
is a stranger you know
-I know
Nathan – she touched his hand – but forget about him , let’s think about us
-Us? – Nathan
asked
-Yes….i want
to be with you , I want to be your girlfriend , so Nathan , would you like to
be my boyfriend?
-W-w-w-what
guuurl? Boyfriend?
-Yeeeeeeeees
hahaha why you are soo surprised?
-Because….i
don’t know – he said, his mouth was opened and he couldn’t close.
Nathan really
liked Giovana, she was the typical hot girl that he never imagined that he
would get together, she was really special for him but his heart hurted when
she asked him out because he knew that I wouldn’t approve
-Giovana ,
I’m glad that you asked me out and I don’t have words to express how I feel
about you but….
-But..? -
Giovana said
-But I don’t
think I’m ready to have a girlfriend right now….can we be just friends? –
Nathan asked and smiled
Giovana was
holding his hand but now after everything that was said by Nathan she
stopped to hold his hand and she gave him the look
-Are you
serious? – she asked
-Yeah I’m
sorry – he said
-Dudee…..you
are the third boy that I ask out and you say a no? Nathan …..you are a gay
bastard – Giovana got up – I’m not going to stay here with you….you don’t have
feelings…you sick – Giovana left Nathan alone
She got
really mad , because was part of her plans have Nathan by her side , being with
her was the only way that he would trust her 100%. But all that I want to know
is why Giovana is doing that? Why she is so mean? Why she wanted to control
Nathan in that way?
Lily was
passing the street on her bike and she saw Nathan inside the restaurant and he
was leaving the place so she decided to wait for him so she could say hi.
Nathan never saw her shouting his name , he keep looking down , distracted….
-NATHAN?
NATHAN? OVER HERE? – Lily waved to him Nathan and he finally saw
-Oh heeey
Lily how are you?
-I’m great
how about you? By the way you look very cutie- Lily blushed when she said that
-Honest? Haha
I feel like a clown – he said
-How come?
Wanna talk?- she asked
-Hmm sure I
think I need to open to someone
-So wanna
come over mine? I can make you a nice hot cup of tea or we just drink juice
-Haha sure
Lily but I just need a friend that’s all
-Aww ok
Nathan lets go – Lily said and took him to her house.
While Nathan
went to Lily’s I stayed at home taking care of Layla. I tried to cook something
that was on Nathan’s book called Parmo. On the picture looked amazing but I was
sure that wouldn’t work out so I decided to not take the risk or else for sure
I would burn everything , sadly. So I just made Layla a sandwich and orange
juice. When was ready I put everything on the winnower and to make it more
special I got a flower from the garden and I put it there as garnish.
I opened the
door and said
-Look what I
made for my princess- I said
-Oh hey
Adrian…you took ages , I almost fell asleep- Layla said and sat up
-I’m glad you
never did…so here it is – I said and gave her the lunch. I sat on the bed
-Awww
sandwich haha you can’t cook uh baby? Its ok , I bet is tasty – Layla said
-Yeah
yeyeyeye I bet you will love
-Ok..let me
try it – Layla bite the sandwich and she did a face as if she loved – God….is
delicious
-Really?- I
got happy
-Yeah give me
the juice…I’m so hungry- she said
-Ok here it
is- I gave her and she drank a little
But then
Layla stopped to drink and she said
-Ewwwwwwwww
what you put in here Adrian? – she asked
-Nothing babe
, is pure orange juice – I said
-God….i feel
sick again – Layla ran to the bathroom
I never
understood , I did everything right , her juice was pure. I was worried about
Layla now , she got sick over weird things , I might ask my teacher what she
might have.
Giovana went
home and went straight away to her room to get all her stuff , she decided to
leave the house.
I went to see
if Layla was fine and I saw Giovana in the room getting her bags and putting
all her things inside the bag. I went to her room and asked:
-What
happened? Are you leaving?
-Hmmm what
you think I’m doing Adrian? Fishing?
-Ehhh no….- I
said – no need to be rude you know
-I’m not
being rude I just decided to leave this hole L O L – she said
-Ookkkkkk? –
I said
I left her
alone and I went to the bathroom and knocked the door, I was super worried
-Layla can I
come in?
-No….- she
said
-Come on baby
, I wanna help you
-Leave me
alone- she said
-Hmmm ok
Layla , I hope you be ok…..if you need anything let me know
-Oooooooook-
she said and I heard her getting sick again
Meanwhileeeee
Nathan was at
Lily’s house sat on her sofa holding a cup of tea.
-Mmmm is
delicious Lily thanks – Nathan said
-You welcome
hun…
-Yeah…I’m
sorry to bother you , you must to have a thousand of things to do
-To be honest
after riding my bike I would take a shower and sleep haha so I’m happy that you
came here at least I get some entertainment
-Am I a
entertainment for you? – he opened his mouth as if Lily said something
offensive
-Noooo of
course not….i mean, you are funny and always make me laugh that’s it – she
smiled
-Hahaha I
know, I got chaaa – he said – anyways I need to talk about Adrian…
-Oh…ouch what
happened?
-Many things
Giovana, do you have time to talk?- Nathan was almost crying
Nathan was
really sad and he needed to talk to someone to put everything out and this
person was Lily and couldn’t be any better person to help Nathan through this.
Nathan started to
tell her about Layla and me , how our relationship affected him and now Nathan
was miserable
-You know when you
miss like your keys? And you can’t find it ….you feel lost , that’s how I feel
about Adrian , its’ like Layla stolen him from me – Nathan got a deep breath –
I hope this don’t sound gay because like I don’t mean it at all – he said
-Sure – Lily couldn’t
help , she giggled – you are so cute , like you told me that Giovana said many
things about Adrian right?
-Yep …sadly she said
, I think she opened my eyes you know Lily. I think that Adrian changed a lot
and this is all Layla’s fault
-It is Nathan? Listen
to me , Adrian and Layla has a lovely love story right? I bet you always
supported him about Layla…
-Yeah….i did – he
looked down
-So , don’t you think
that maybe Adrian wants to spend time with Layla because they love eachother?
-But I love Adrian
too….- Nathan started to cry – I love Adrian more than I love Justin Green
gurl….this means is A LOT – he said
-Hahaha you really
love Adrian then….but listen , this Giovana girl is weird , I’m sorry to say
this – Lily said
-Why? – Nathan asked
-Can’t you see
Nathan? Somehow this girl made you blind , she made you fight with Adrian over
her and she actually put you against Layla
-Nooooo you don’t
understand -He got up - Adrian is the blind one , he cant see that
Layla is a B…..and besides that, Giovana told me to move and then we live
together in peace
-Seeeeeeeeeee dudeeee
Oh My God , everything makes sense now
-Huh?How?
-Giovana is putting
you against them so she can live with you in the same house , she don’t want
you there!!!!!
-WHAT? This don’t
make sense at alllll guuuuuurl….
-Nathan….can you do
me a favor? You obviously don’t believe me so please talk to Adrian , open to
him , I’m sure things will work out..
-No, I wont…Lily ,I
feel nobody understands me – Nathan sat next to her on the sofa – No one ever
tried to understand me besides Adrian …and can I tell you something?
-Sure Nathan , I’m
here for you hun- she said
-I’m jealous of
Adrian – he looked into her eyes
-Serious? Why? – she
asked
-Adrian has
everything that I wanted , a beautiful girlfriend , a cute family , I have
nothing Lily…sometimes I feel like I’m dirty , like that no one likes me …I
feel nothing Lily – Nathan put his hand on his face to hide that he was crying
When Lily hear Nathan
cried she tried to hold the tears but was impossible , she started to cry with
him because she could feel his pain. Nathan was crying so much and loud , Lily
couldn’t help much but she hugged him and said :
-Don’t cry Nathan
please
-Nobody likes me
Lily….it’s like no girl or boy is attracted to me and about my family….ha , my
mom don’t even call me- Nathan said
-Of course people
like you , I like you , Adrian , Layla and Paula…..we all love you Nathan and
about your mom , well maybe she is too busy or something
-NOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT
IN THAT WAY and mom isn’t busy….she has shame to have a son who turned bi..
that’s the truth – he tried to dry the tears
-Oh….i’m sorry hun –
she never knew what to say
-Its ok I guess…but
thanks for listening to me , sometimes I think we all need a good old friend to
help us
-Yeah I agree – she
smiled
-I feel soo depressed
, I needed to talk with someone, because without Adrian I feel lost – he
couldn’t help the tears roll down his face
-Awww cutie , hug me
tight – Lily opened her arms and Nathan hugged her and put his head on her
chest
Lily started to touch
his hair for a couple of minutes and then he looked at Lily. They keep staring
at eachother and then Nathan said
-Thanks – he smiled
-You welcome…- Lily
said
-Yeah- he smiled
again and now something was going on
Nathan felt
completely different around Lily , as if she was his remedy , he was feeling
relief and so much better as before. Nathan touched Lily face slowly and she
smiled.
-You are amazing
–Nathan said
-Nah – she laughed- I
don’t know why , but I’m soo nervous – she said
-Why? – he raised
eyebrow and laughed
-I always get nervous
when you are around- she said
-How come? Explain
guuuuurl – Nathan said
-When you look at me
my heart beat so fast that I think I’m going to pass out haha- she said
-Hahaha that’s so
weird…- he got her hand and put it on his chest – can you feel it?
-Your heart? Yeah of
course
-Is beating so fast –
he said
Nathan put his hand
on Lily leg and the other he touched her lips. Lily was really nervous , Nathan
noticed that her heart was beating fast and that she was breathing really fast
. Nathan got closer now to Lily , she could smell his fresh breath. Lily put
her hands on Nathan’s hair and finally they started to kiss….
Meanwhileeee
Layla was still in
the bathroom but now I heard sounds of water , I think she went to have a
shower. That was a good thing , so I got less worried about Layla , but I was
searching by her symptoms what she could have , maybe would be a virus or
bacteria or just something that she ate and wasn’t good anymore. I heard the
door opening and I thought would be Nathan , was late now and I was worried
about him too so I went downstairs to see who could be
-Oh it’s you Paula…-
I said
-Yoo Adrian boyyyy
waaaaazzzuuppppp – she said
-Nothing just worried
about Layla
-Is Layla sick?
-Kinda..- I said
-Oh well , I hope our
blondie get better , by the way , I found this outside , take a look? – Paula
said and she gave me a white envelope
-What it is?- I asked
-It’s a letter from
the University Adrian – she said
-Ok , let me open it
–I said
I opened the letter
and there said :
Dear Student Layla
We are saddened by the closing of your registration at our institution
and hope your back on the next semester ,we want to alert you to leave the
campus including the house that you live so another student can have the chance
to live with the others students
We count on your collaboration
And we give you a period of two days to vacate the house
Thank you for everything
Good luck in your career
University Albert
Einstein
Wow , I couldn’t
believe it , the uni wanted Layla out of house , God , how I would tell her
this….
-Paula….what we do?
-Tell her….like I
know a friend that Layla can share apartment with but the girl is too geek ,
she sleep at 8:00pm and wake up 5:00am.
-Woah….no no I won’t
Layla leave Paula
-Well…your choice ,
we can always hide her in the wardrobe haha- she said
-Pssst not
funny….maybe I should move with her? Like I can rent a house for me and Layla –
I said
-Dude no , don’t
leave me alone with Nathan and his girl
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee don’t leave me – Paula did
puppy face
-Ok ok ok…..listen ,
I will go tell Layla , no point of hiding this from her
-Yeah go there
angel….- she used sarcasm of course
-Shhhhh no bully
I went upstairs and
Layla already finished the shower , she was in bed now. I went to our room and
I said
-Layla….do you feel
better?- I asked
-Yep….thanks Adrian –
she smiled . Layla looked pale like a vampire
-You look so pale- I
said
-hmmm great , but
soon is summer so I can be tanned and hot uh?- she laughed
-Yeah true babe- I
laid next to her and kissed her shoulder
-Yeah , so I will
sleep now if you don’t mind , I feel soooo tired – she said
-Oh ok….- I said
I was thinking if I
should tell her or not. Maybe wasn’t the right time to tell her about moving so
I decided to tell her tomorrow.
-Can you turn off TV
babe?- she asked
-Sure I will- I got
up to turn off our TV but the letter fell of my pocket and Layla saw the white
envelope on the bed
-What is this babe? –
she asked – Money? – she joked
-Oh…- I went near her
to get the paper before she open it but was too late
Layla got that letter
and started to read everything and I could see by her face expression how she
felt inside : devastated
Layla looked at me
and said
-Would you tell me
this?
-Yeah…but since you
got sick I would tell you tomorrow
-GOD….
-Are you mad at me?
I’m so sorry Layla…like I only did that to not make you mad- I said
-Noooo…I’m not mad at
you , I just got mad at uni , why do that though?
-Well according to
them , another student will come live here
-Damnnnnnnn….where
I’m going to live Adrian? I don’t wanna live alone or live without you Adrian
-Ahhh Layla- I sat on
bed and hugged her tight – I won’t let this happen , I will go live with you
-Noo , this is your
house , you won’t leave- she said
-Then we hide you
here mwhahaha – I said – you come at night
-Nope , I need to
find a place to live…that’s it , tomorrow I will try to find a house or
apartment for myself
-Baby….
-Shhh , I already
took my decision…now let’s sleep , its late and you can’t be late to university
again
-Ok – I said
Next morning I woke
up in time. Was about 6:15am , I could eat my breakfast and read the newspaper
in peace. I went downstairs to get clean towels and I saw Nathan sat on the
sofa.
-Morning – I said
-Heeey Adrian , good
morning- he came to me and hugged me
tight
-Hmmm isn’t my
birthday you know – I said
-Haha shut up , I’m
just saying good morning , don’t argue with me please – he said
-Sure I went to the
kitchen to get the towel, Layla ironed a few clothes for us
While I went there ,
Giovana came , holding her bag. She decided to leave that house because Nathan
never accepted to be with her and since she waited for him all night to talk
she was just tired of everything so she decided to leave…but when she went
downstairs , Nathan was there in the living room…
-Nathan? I waited you
allllllll night , to talk to me , where have you been?
-It’s not of your
business – he said
-Wow….what happened
to you Nathan?
-Nothing , I just hmm
let’s say that I woke up , I opened my eyes – he said in a serious tone
-Well ok , I’m
leaving you , I don’t wanna be here anymore , people don’t treat me good….and
you ha , you rejected me last night but listen
I will give you a second chance , wanna be with me?
I came to the living
room , I never knew that Giovana was there , so I felt the awkwardness when I
came in
-Ops…- I heard the
last sentences so I regretted of coming to the living room – sorry I won’t bother and good morning – I laughed
-No Adrian , stay….-
Nathan said
-Nathan , this is our
private moment , let him go – Giovana said
-Nah , you know why?
Because I don’t want you, to be honest I never did. – Nathan looked at her up
and down – you are soo beautiful outside but ugly inside , you made me fight
with my best friends , you said lies about them…I can’t believe that I turned
back to them because of you , you are a fake girl and I don’t want to see you
ever again
-Nathan , don’t be
rude with Giovana – I said
-Why not? I almost
lost the only true friends that I have because this stupid girl – Nathan looked
at me – Adrian , you are like my brother and I promise you that I won’t ever
fight with you again , I swear ….i really do love you my friend
-Aww I love you too Nathan-
Nathan and I hugged eachother
We both were crying
there , Nathan was , is and always will be one of the most important people of
my life. It’s like my mom always say Friends come and go but the true friends always stay there with you , doesn’t matter
if you are rich or poor , doesn’t matter you religion , doesn’t matter your
colour , what really matters is what type of friend you are. Nathan is not the
type of friend who leaves you when you got problems , he is always there for
you if you need , maybe only to hug you or to hold your hand. I love him with
all my heart and I feel blessed for Nathan still be my friend….
-Pathetic – Giovana was
clapping her hands to us – this scene makes me sick and now I believe it that
both of yous are gays
-Don’t matter if we
are or not , the only thing that I want now Giovana is you out of here
-Ok – she said – but I
will come back
-Hahaha how? Listen you
are really mean and me , Adrian , Layla and Paula don’t wanna see you ever
again , the door of this house is closed for you now have a good life – Nathan went
to the door and opened – Go and have a nice day
-Argh – Giovana got
all her bags and left the house
The peace was back at
our home .I was pretty happy that Nathan opened his eyes , but I soo curious ,
how this happened?
-Tell me , how did
you changed your mind?- I asked Nathan
-Hmm let’s say a
really beautiful bird told me – he winked – well I will go sleep now…I’m exhausted
-Nathan wait….i got a
present for you
-Did you??? – he got
shocked – SHOW ME NOW GUUUUUUUUUURL
-Wait , I’m not a
girl ahhhh now I wont give
-SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AND
GIVE TO DADDY THE PRESENT – he smiled
-Ok ok but shhhhhh we
cant wake up Layla , she isn’t ok
-Aww poor her ,
anyways just get the present and give me
-Ok wait here – I said
I went to my room and
I got the box with Nathan present. I got for him something that he really
wanted and I was going to give him before our fight . I came back and I gave
him the box
-Here it is…open it –
I said
-Hmmmmm I’m scared hahahahahhaa what is?
-Open it and see it –
I said
Nathan opened and
then he saw a CD
-OHHHHHHHHHH
MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY DEEEEEEEAR AMAZZZZZING HOTTTIE JUSTIN GREEEEEEEEEN ITS HIS NEW
CD OH MY GOD ADRIAN I LOVED IT
-shhhhhhhhhhh Layla
will wake up and get mad at us
-AWWWWWWWWWWWW LOOK
AT JUSTIN NOW, HE LOOKS SO MANLY I WANNA KISS HIM SO BADLY – he said
-Dude shhhh
-Adrian I love you
sooo much now and I’m so glad I kicked Giovana or else you wouldn’t give me
this CD hahahahaa
-True uh? Now I need
to go or I will be late for uni
-Ok hun , have fun , I
will sleep and be lazy alllllll day bye byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee – Nathan went to
his room
Giovana had her bags
and she never knew what to do , her big doubt was ‘ where should I go?’ So Giovana got her bag and got a taxi to take
her to meet someone. Giovana had another friend in that town that she never
told anyone. After 10 minutes she was infront of her friend’s house. She paid
to the driver.
She got her bags and
went to her friend’s door and pressed the bell.
Someone opened the
door and said:
-Whats wrong? What
you doing here?- Chloe asked
-Everything went
wrong….he kicked me out of their house – Giovana said
-How come? I told you
how to do it things , you are a failure , the only thing that you had to do was
make Nathan fall in love with you , he would tell you everything about Adrian
and Layla and Victor would be happy at us …but now WOW , I don’t want even see
him
-I’m sorry Chloe ,
you have to send message to Victor and tell him that I never got any
information from them
-AAhhh , I can’t wait
to destroy Layla…it’s her who I want to suffer the most , it’s her fault that
Victors is in jail , we must to do another plan….sit down , we gonna start to
plan right now- Chloe said
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2 comments:
OMG, I completely love that chapter! It's so touching, it nearly made me cry, you're a such a good writer :')
*sob sob* I loved that so much.. *sob sob* I nearly cried like 4 times.. cx
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