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-WHAT? Don’t tell me what to do , I hate you Adrian , seriously ,you are a bad friend
-Am I a bad friend? Really? How come? – I asked
-You never call me , you don’t ask me out , you don’t care about me and my problems is JUST LAYLA LAYLA OH NATHAN LAYLA GO AFTER VICTOR I THINK SHE MIGHT DON’T LOVE IT , OH I CRY OVER HER BECAUSE WITHOUT HER I CANT LIVE STOP TO BE IDIOT – Nathan was screaming – BE A MAN , GROW UP , THIS GIRL WONT EVER LOVE YOU , SHE IS PLAYING YOU
-AHHHHHHHH – Layla wanted to hit Nathan so hard but I stopped her
-No Layla , don’t hit
-BRING ON LAYLA , SHOW ME THE EASY GIRL POWER UHUHUHUH – Nathan was shaking his head
-You wish you were me , the real thing is , you love Adrian and wish he was with you
-Oh My God , both stop it , this will be worst if you guys keep talking
-Ha ,she is just going low now – Nathan said
-You Low – Layla stared him
-She punched me Adrian , you won’t do anything? Layla doesn’t love you , she won’t ever love , she will just use you….
-Ahhhh and I punched you because you said I killed Jason – Layla said
-Who you gonna pick Adrian, me or her?- Nathan said

That was so unfair , how could I choose between my best friends , the people that I really loved…I couldn’t , was a really bad situation. I don’t know if you ever had a similar experience like me but its soo awful to have to choose between someone , people shouldn’t say this ever so I decided to walk away and leave them both. I went to my room and Layla followed me
-Adrian , we need to talk
-No , we don’t , its over Layla , I don’t wanna be with you anymore
-What? Why?
-Because you made your choice , you went after Victor , you spent your day with Tom…you don’t need me , once again , you used me , great success?
-Adrian , don’t make me mad….you know that I love you or else I wouldn’t be here
-Yeah right – I was holding the tears – just go
-So you choosing Nathan? – she asked
-I’m choosing myself – Layla looked down and crying she said
-Adrian….ok I will do it as you want…
-Yeah good night! – I closed the door of my room
The bell rang and Paula ran to the to door to open it , she was excited , was her brother….she opened the door and said
-HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY BROOOO – Paula jumped on him and hugged her brother tight
Nathan was walked to the door to see who was and he couldn’t believe it
-Oh My God…….It’s Jonas…..



Nathan couldn’t believe about what he just saw , Jonas was right there infront of Paula and started to hug her tight, he was eating cookies and drinking his milk ....he simply frozen..Nathan always thought that Jonas was a traitor that no one could believe it , he always kinda knew that Victor and Jonas had something going on , both were mean and with no feelings, so Nathan got desperate when he saw Jonas there:

-Oh My God......this must be a dream...- Nathan keep saying
-FLOOOOOWER come here see my brooooooo - Paula shouted
Nathan never knew what to do , if he would go there and talk with Jonas or if he would runaway and never come back again

Jonas came into the house and Nathan was still stood there

-Oh my God,  its gay Nathan- Jonas said
-Errrr hi Jonas- Nathan said
-Oh Lord ,  yous know each other- Paula said shocked
-Yeah we go wayyy back- Jonas laughed
-Uhm...- Nathan wasnt very happy
-Who else lives here then? Any more suprises?- Jonas said
-Oh just Layla and Adrian- Paula smiled
-Really?! No wayyy- he laughed
-Ahhh don’t tell me that you know them? - Paula asked surprised
-Of course i do , we lived in the same city for a couple of years ...- Jonas said
-Oh yeah that’s cool bro - Paula said
-No....just wait a minute, i don’t remember about you saying that you had a sister Jonas - Nathan said
-I know ,but she is my sister from my daddy you know....we have different moms - Jonas said smiling to Paula
-Yeah , like we never grew up together but we always met eachother - Paula said , proud of being Jonas's sister
-Well , can i come in haha? It’s getting cold
-Oh yeah come on in Jonas , I will make you a nice sandwich -Paula never cooks but when Jonas came she suddenly changed

Meanwhile

i was in my room , thinking why Layla and i had that fight, was kinda stupid of me fight with her over , jealous...maybe she don’t even like Tom or Victor....she said that she loved me but i was mad and ignored. In a way she was doing the right thing by helping Victor but i got so mad i wanted to go to Layla and hug her tight and say this was a huge mistake and i got it wrong but how could i know that i was right Layla walked down the stairs to go out and she saw Jonas.
-Jonas?- she said
-Hey Layla- he smiled
-Oh who sent you here Victor?- Layla said in an ironic way
Layla was in really bad mood and went close to the door to go out
-What you going on about you think i talk to him still?-  He said confused
-I don’t know Jonas i don’t see the future or read minds-
-Hey blondie leave my brother alone- Paula shouted
-Brother?- Layla said -Jonas doesn’t have a sister-
-Long story, what’s wrong with you women you still living in the past?- Jonas said

Layla rolled her eyes and walked out…Jonas was kinda confused and said

-Layla is always moody ... she never changed - Jonas laughed
-To be honest , she did , she became meaner
Nathan said
-Shut up , Layla is an amazing girl , she is super sweet and cares about everyone around her - Paula said
-That’s what you think pumpkin - Nathan rolled eyes - ok i will go see if Mr. Adrian is ok , i think they had another fight....Gosh , kids those days uh... - Nathan went upstairs.

Jonas and Paula stayed in living room , talking about everything and Nathan came to see me .I was sat on bed , thinking...thinking about everything that happened...regretting of fighting with her, i was so sad that i thought that life wasn’t worth that there’s no point of me living in this planet , have you ever thought like that? It’s like i lost all my hopes. You know when you fight over something that you really wants but when you get the thing that you want you let slip between your fingers that’s what happened with me today....I just allowed Layla to walk away from me , once again.

Layla told Lily to go meet her at the pub so she did

-Hey what’s up?- Lily said and sat next to her
-Oh nothing just my whole life is a failure, you know Lily i can’t to right for wrong why i try help someone, another person is upset- Layla said
-I understand what you mean, me and my boyfriend broke too he cheated on me- she looked down
-Oh, well Lily tonight we won’t be depressed we will celebrate a new beginning- Layla smiled
Meanwhile Nathan sat on my bed
-Dude don’t you think it’s about time to give her up?- he said
-You don’t understand i can’t , we’ve been through so much to let it all go to waste now-
-But you can’t sulk forever come on lets go downstairs Jonas is here-
-Jonas?- i asked –what’s he doing here?-
-Its Paula's brother- Nathan laughed - They were going on about going to a pub to celebrate his return-
-Oh so is another Jonas right? - i said scared
-No...same old Jonas who Edward hated , same Jonas who pretended that he was our friend to get you in trouble
-Hmmm - i never knew what to say
-Same Jonas who went to jail with you - Nathan couldn’t stop talking
-Oh God , shhhhh , i know all this smart pants.....God , i can’t believe we got in jail - i said
-I know right and now look at you.....A FUTURE DOCTOR.....- Nathan shouted
-Yeah , but I’m scared of him , we should get scared? - i asked

Meanwhileeee

-Layla....this pub is kinda boring , we should go - Lily said
-Nooooo Lily ,better we stay , hot boys will come and we will have fun so dont complain ok - Layla said
-I know but i miss Sean ,i was thinking about calling him and try to get back together - Lily said almost crying
-Nooor , you won’t , you know why? now is time for us do our revenge , boys make us cry and suffer , ENOUGH - Layla was a little bit drunk - Now is time for us have fun mate and we will

-Easily said than done- Lily said and looked down
-Ahh come on boys are pathetic they say they love you when they don’t they think they are awesome when they get a girlfriend and bang so they can tell all there pals and be popular and shit- Layla said and drank another shot
-Come on not all boys are like that- someone touched Layla shoulder and she turned around
Meanwhile Nathan and I decided to go downstairs and talk to Jonas and Paula we couldn’t be rude
-Adrian your a man!- Jonas said
-Yeah dude I’m not exactly a girl- i kinda laughed
-No your not a boy anymore your voice has change and your almost the same height as me, still geeky though obviously- he laughed
-Yep of course that’s’ me-
-This is so weird how yous all know each other- Paula said
-I don’t know , i was sent to live here to be honest and they too so i don’t know i think was destiny - Paula said
-HAHAHAHA hun....destiny? i will show you what is destiny ...One way will come to the university next month to do a special concert OH MY GAWWD - Nathan said fanning himself
-Ah serious? i don’t care - Paula laughed like a pig and i just thought ' awkward'
-So Adrian , tell me the news , what going on here?
-To resume....Victor lost his memory recently and Layla was my girlfriend but we broke up and Nathan is just being Nathan - i said
-Obvious - he said while eating cookies
-Oh thats cool , i think we should talk , i wanna tell you something important .........to be honest i m really surprised that you are here , i was expecting to you see anytime soon but since this day has come i wanna speak in private with you but not today , i'm tired and i need to rest - Jonas said
-Ok sure , we speak later

Meanwhile

-Oh God , look who is here - Layla said
-Yep , do i bother? - Tom said
-Yeah you do , always bothering me , get a life your perv - Layla said joking
-Serious? woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i got sad now - he did puppy face
-Awwwww so cute , i'm just joking silly , sit here with us - Layla said
-Oh ok thanks girls , i'm waiting my pals come - he smiled
-Its such a coincidence that you guys always meet eachother isn’t? - Lily said
-Nah he just stalks me- Layla said
-Of course i do, who wouldn’t?- he winked
-Uhm like 5billion other men?-Layla said
Tom laughed –I’m sure there’s more than 5billion men-
-Whatever who cares cause i don’t-
-She's in a mood because Adrian broke up with her- Lily said
-Ohhh your baby finally ditched his mammy who’s going to change his pants now and wash him in the bath tub- Tom laughed loads he was really happy about this new
-I dont know, maybe you should Tom I’ve always had you down as a gay boy- Layla laughed
-Cause I am durh- Tom joked
-Your not? you have a girlfriend- Lily said
-You have a girlfriend? since when?- Layla kinda gave him the look but Tom gave Lily the look

Meanwhile at home

-This is kinda awkward lets go to the pub?- Paula said
-I wont go , i wanna sleep - i said
-Ahhh Adrian , come on , be fun , we pay for some girls dance on you - Paula said all excited
-What? what kinda of pub is that? - i said
-Hahaha she is joking man , let’s go? we can talk there and drink something , be nice - Jonas said
-Oh ok then , maybe i need to get some air fresh , let’s go then - I said while getting my jacket
-Guys , i won’t go because i will meet a friend - Nathan said
-Uhuhuhuhuh a friend? i bet is Chris - Paula said
-Nosey nosey , bye guys - he winked and ran upstairs

Meanwhile

-Layla...did i told you that you look really beautiful tonight?
tom said
-No , thanks haha but like you got a girlfriend? i thought you would be single you know , i got disappointed now
-Serious? because for you i would be single in a minute - Tom laughed more
-Really ? - Layla smiled in a mean way - then prove i
-Fine i will- Tom got out his phone then his mates came and sat next to us
-Hey guys- Tom smiled –I’m breaking up with Samantha-
-About time dude- one of his friends said and laughed
-Wait i was only joking- Layla said worried
-Nah I’m going to break anyways, but when I’m single you have to kiss me- he smiled
-I’m not that drunk yet Tom-
-oohhhhhhhhooooo- his friends said
-Argh whatever-
Meanwhile i was walking to pub with Jonas and Paula
it was weird how Jonas was suddenly here again, specially being Paula's brother
Oh well i kinda felt better i think was fresh air
We finally arrived at the pub
-Hey guys you go sit down there and i will get drinks- Jonas said
-Oh thanks man- I sat down
Jonas walked over to bar then he seen Layla
-Well well well, what have we got here- Jonas walked over
Layla rolled her eyes , she never wanted to be bothered that day , the only thing that she wanted was forget about me , forget about her problems and just have fun. Jonas sat next to Layla and said
-You won’t introduce us? – He looked at Lily and Tom
-Oh yeah sorry , this is Lily , my new best friend – Lily smiled and said
-Heeey – she smiled more
-Hi – Jonas said
-And this is Tom , my new best friend too – Layla winked
-Nice to meet you man – they shaked hands
-He reminds me of someone……haha but better I be quiet – Jonas said
-Who is? – Layla asked
-Your ex ex haha , they are alike , oh well I will sit with Adrian or else he will be jealous – Jonas got up
-Adrian is here? – Layla was surprised
-Yeah he is – Jonas smiled
-Ahhhhh I can’t believe , he is such a weirdo stalker , tell him that I don’t wanna talk to him
-He won’t , he never came here because of you….well guys have fun

When Jonas said this Layla kinda felt bad but she never wanted to think about me anymore. She was mad , hurt , broken inside…..thinking be my girlfriend was a waste
-Lily  can you come to the bathroom with me? I need to check out my make-up – Layla said
-Sure , let’s go
-Tom , we won’t be long  don’t go anywhere uh – Layla kissed his cheek

Meanwhileeee

I was talking with Paula about sports , our conversation for the first time wasn’t awkward at all and now we were actually having some fun
-You know the my little brother wanna be rubgy player? – I said
-Aww seriously? We could go there and visit him I will make sure to make him the best player ever trust me Adrian , I just hope he isn’t so boring like you
-What? – I looked at her thinking what the ….
-Just joking hahaha , I learned to love you
-Thanks , same here – I pat her back
-Guys , I need to pee seriously….be right back – Paula ran to the bathroom
Jonas came to our table thinking he just caused a problem. He sat and never said a word
-Jonas , why you are so quiet
-Nothing….well nothing….i wanna go home
-But we just came here – Paula said
-I know but , better we go before something bad happens….

Meanwhile

Layla and Lily were in the bathroom , they always go to the bathroom together , doesn’t matter their culture , their religion or country , they always go to the bathroom to talk about simple things : make gossip about other girls , talk about make-up and clothes and boy…they love to talk about boys in that sacred place

-Layla….that Jonas guy is really hot uh? – Lily said
-Yeah but he isn’t a good guy , he is mean
-How come? He was so sweet with you – Lily said while putting lipgloss
-I know but he helped my ex ex to hurt Adrian , I told you this was a long story , actually could be a book haha – Layla said while fixing her hair
-Ohhh I see…I noticed when he said Adrian name you looked worried and I think Tom noticed too
-Did i? Nah I didn’t – Layla said – I just don’t wanna meet that stupid in everyplace I go
-Layla….you guys just broke up , you care about him its obvious why you don’t try to be with Adrian again?
-I know , Adrian was amazing for me but Lily , learn something , the guy who don’t give you value , who don’t treat you like a princess don’t deserve you and besides that , has more fishes in the sea and I will fish all them my friend
-Well , its sad to know that you guys aren’t together no more , I thought Adrian really loved you by the way he looked at you and stuff
-Nah , he is just a jealous geek who wanna control my life I wont allow this I was sick of him anyways….well lets go , Tom is waiting for us and I don’t want to let him waiting – Layla said
-Yeah , to be honest , since you wanna move on Adrian I think its better if I leave you guys talking alone uh? I don’t wanna be there alone if you know what I mean – Lily said
-Oh yeah Lily , I’m so sorry , give us 20 mins and then come back? – Layla smiled – tonight I might fish that big shark leggooooo


Layla and Lily left the bathroom but they never knew someone who was there heard everything that they said. Paula heard every single word and started to think what she would do……’ Should I tell Adrian or not?’

-Heeey big boy – Layla sat next to him
-You 2 took exactly 19 minutes and 30 seconds
-Wow perfect timing I would say – Layla touched his leg
-I know uh – Tom put his arms around her and whisper on her ear – I would love to leave this place and take you to a better place…what do you think? – he kissed her ear
-Maybe this could happen , another day , another night , another time – she poked his nose – You have a girlfriend remember?
-So? She isn’t here – he opened his arms – do you see Samantha here? – she looked around
-No…but it’s just wrong and I just broke up with Adrian , would be uncool
-Ok ok I got it….listen Layla – he held her hand – you are a special girl and you know that I’m getting each day more obsessed with your beauty , you are like the waves of ocean that want to drag me to the more deep , you are fascinating
-Wow hahaha no one ever told me this before
-Haha I’m a poet – he smiled big
-Yeah I noticed –they were staring at eachother now and getting closer

Lily saw Jonas and I talking and she thought about sitting with us since she really liked Jonas.
-Hey….are you Adrian? – Lily said
-Oh hey Lily , that’s me…how are you- we hugged
-I’m great – she smiled and looked at Jonas – hey ….Jonas right? – she blushed
-Yeah – he said with his manly voice – Sit with us – he smiled
-Oh thanks….- she smiled at us but got shy
-So what you are doing here alone? – I asked curious
-I came here with Layla but I saw you guys and decided to come and have a nice conversation with you 2
-Layla is here? – my heart started to hurt
-Yeah….- Lily said this regretting in the same second
-Oh I see – I looked at Jonas – that’s why you wanted us to leave? You met Layla…. – I said in a mad tone
-Yep – he was short when he answered me
-Ok – I got a deep breath – lets go
-Yeah better we go….let’s wait for Paula , she is taking ages God- Jonas said wishing they could go home
-Adrian , don’t be like this , you look sad – Lily touched my arm
-I can’t help ,, just tell me one thing ok Lily? – I said
-Sure , ask
-Tom is here with Layla? – I asked wishing she would say no
-Yeah they are sat over there – Lily pointed at their table

When I looked at them , I got extremely sad , they were really of eachother and laughing and Tom was touching Layla hair as if they looked as a couple , we just had a fight and she ran to another guy. Now I need to open my heart and say everything that bothers me….How come a girl who says that she loves you , that you are the guy of her life can do this to you? Leave you alone and be with the first guy that comes in her way….i ask myself now…was worth all the suffering? The times that I bled inside and outside for her , when I ignored everyone who said she wasn’t good enough for me….was worth? I feel cheated , I feel like a idiot….i feel weak……Many of my friends , boys , get a girl , kiss them, tell them that they love her and want to spend their life’s with her but the next day he say the same thing to another one….Exist boys who will cheat , will lie , wont loyal and I don’t know why , most of girls always fall in love with the wrong guy……but that guy who is sweet , special and sensitive , the guy who wants to treat his girlfriend as the only girl in the world , they don’t have much chances….they are odd these days and right now I’m feeling odd , I’m feeling awkward.
I got up and walked away , alone…Lily came after me
-Adrian , Adrian , don’t go – Lily said
-Can you leave me alone please? – I asked
-No - I said – Fight for her Adrian….she loves you
-Lily…look at me….i’m not strong , I’m not tall , I don’t look beefy , even though I’m older now I feel dirty , I feel like no one would like me because I’m no one
-Adrian , don’t say this – I looked down and she touched my face – you are someone , you are an incredible guy , don’t think low about yourself
-Nevermind , I just need to be alone , bye Lily –I walked away  alone hoping I would find a place to hide and put all my angry outside

Now was the moment for me be alone , to enjoy the pain. Everything I do isn’t good , I’m guilty one of this jury. I started to walk in the street without a course , a route so I was near the to university , why don’t go there?
Maybe I would have a space for myself and all of the sudden my phone rang:

-Where are you gay boy? – Nathan asked
-Street
-Doing?
-Waiting a car to take me to the Neverland
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHA , DUDEEEEE , MJ died 2 years ago and now you say that….too late uh
-What you mean stupid?
-Hahaha nevermind , you too innocent to understand my joke , what do you think about coming with me to the audition tomorrow?
-Audition?
-Yeah , I hope you never forgot….tomorrow I will try get the part duuuh , I will try get Edward
-Who is Edward?
-The HOTTIE vampire , just come home? I will cook for you
-Ok Nathan , I’m coming home – I said and hang up
I looked to the sky now and I saw the moon there , bright like never before…I always used to look at the moon when I never knew about where Layla was and thought like ‘ right now the only one who can see where she is , where she hides is the moon …’ and many times I wish I could see her too and now Layla and Adrian its over….I’m afraid I’m getting depressed already…

Meanwhileeee

-Tom , stop , I don’t want trouble with Adrian – Layla said
-Hmmm – Tom looked behind and said – He isn’t here anymore – he smiled
-Oh serious? – Layla looked and never saw me or Jonas or Lily – then nevermind – she smiled awkward
-Sure- he kissed her cheek – I wish here was your lips
-Haha I know you wish to kiss me
-Yeah I do , so badly Layla – he touched her face – your are amazing , I wont let you go as Adrian did
-Well….can you take me home? I’m getting tired
-Oh ok sure everything you want my queen – he joked

Tom left Layla at home and she noticed all the lights were turn on and she knew she would meet someone there and probably would end fighting…
I was in bed watching a movie and Nathan was downstairs cleaning the house
-Awww look at the house wife working at this time of night – Layla said
Nathan ignored her. She dropped her keys on the coffee table and said
-hello? Why ignore me?
-Ahhh Layla , why don’t you just leave us alone?
-Wow what I done? – Layla said
-Hahahahaha you did nothing…you just cheat on Adrian with Tom…BRAVO BRAVO – Nathan started to clap his hand infront of her
-What the……
-Layla , you getting cheap , first you play Adrian with Victor , then with Jonas hahaha and now with Tom , guuurl you make me sick
-Nathan….i won’t waste my time with you no more
-Plaaayaaa Plaaaaya Playaaaa yes You are a playaaaa – Nathan sang while cleaning the house
-Ahhh I would punch you right now but I don’t wanna break your boys since you are soooo sensitive awwww
-I hate you…if I could I would put all your stuff outside
-Do it then babyyyyy- Layla said
-No…good night
-Nathan , stop to be gay and be a man for once , its about time – Layla said
-Can be rude , can hurt me , I don’t care – Nathan said
-Ok then , I will tell everybody at uni you are dating Chris hahaha be sooooooo cool uh
-Who said I’m dating him? – Nathan was serious
-No need to say , it’s obvious
-Layla , you judging me
-Meeeeeeeeeee? Hahahaha don’t make me laugh , go to gay parade with Chris like you play Justin Green and he play like One guy of One Way band , be perfect
- I swear this was the last time that we talked and I will make sure Adrian stops too
-Hahahahaha Adrian? I don’t wanna talk with that bastard , I don’t like him no more – Layla sounded drunk – you know why? I found better stuff than him
-I doubt it but ok
   I heard again voices and I knew was Layla and Nathan.I put the covers up my head , trying to hide but why I was being so weak? I couldn’t be soo sad and weak I had to be strong, of course that when we cry we show a weak point but we must to try to be stronger and fight over the problem and fix it. I was reading a book that says "If you have made mistakes, there is always another chance for you. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call 'failure' is not the falling down, but the staying down. "
When I read this sentence I thought with myself , I have to learn with my mistakes , I have to be someone better than i am. I got up and went downstairs , I had to make them stop fighting….
-You…you are such a liar, look , I don’t wanna listen you talking no more lalalalalallalala – Nathan put his hands on his ears
-Yeah be a kid , I will call your parents and tell you are gay
-Oh yeah? I call police and tell you Killed someone and is hiding here
-STOP YOU BOTH – I shouted – where is the respect?
-OOOOOOOOO now the party started
-Layla go to your room , enough of agreement in this house for today , I’m tired of this
-Same here….to be honest , I’m tired of this since a long time – Layla said
-Oh really?
-Yep Adrian , you just complain of me and you totally ignored my feelings….i told you how I felt and you treated me bad , you made me feel so stupid but you know what?...you opened my eyes….- she put it her hands in the air – You opened my eyes and showed me actually exist someone better than you hahaha – Layla was laughing
-What? – I said
-Yes that’s what you heard , exist someone better than you in this planet but before I always that there was only you…but hey….i never looked haha now I found a real man , someone who can give me everything I want
-Layla shut up now – Nathan said
-No , now you 2 will listen to me , if I could I would leave this house right now , im tired of living in a house with a gay who don’t admit his homosexuality  and a geek who is a jerk and a failure
-I’m a failure? – I asked to her
-Yes you are – she smiled
-Fine – I got quiet , if I tried to defend myself wouldn’t help
-Yeah so go to hell you allllllll , grow up , be a man FOR ONCE hahaha , be like Tom , he is a gentleman and really hot
- I will go sleep Nathan
-I love when Adrian ignores me but you know that I’m saying the truth uh babe? – Layla said and when she said this all the control that I had of me was completely over….
-Layla….you are the worst girl that I ever met , the most meany , with no feelings and cheap girl that I ever met
-Oh sure , I believe it
-You aren’t worth , I wont fight for you no more , I regret of meeting you again , seriously
-You don’t , you love me and always will , even if I hurt you – Layla said
-No….you are wrong , this time I won’t admit to run after you…..you can live here but I don’t wanna talk to you anymore
-Don’t talk…I won’t miss you jerk – Layla went to her room

I sat on sofa and sighed. I never knew what to do now….i felt lost….Nathan was quiet because Layla hurt his feelings too but I know that she isn’t feeling good , no one who says awful things to you can be in peace. I looked at Nathan and his eyes was red
-Dude , don’t be sad – I said
-She must leave Adrian , she must – Nathan said and the tears fell on his face
-I don’t think would be fair if she leaves
-Why not? You like to get hurt? I DON’T LIKE TO GET HURT – Nathan screamed and went upstairs to his room and shot the door hard

I believe people hurt eachother when they are mad and sometimes say things that they don’t mean it , but the human being is fragile , we all have feelings but some people just cant understand when they are wrong…

Layla went to her room and started to cry. She never wanted to fight with me or Nathan. She jumped on her bed and hugged her pillow tight , after crying over a couple of minutes Layla got her old diary and started to write:

Adrian and Nathan are sooo mean to me…..why…..why they want me to leave this house? ….i don’t want to be mean but I get mad…and say things that I don’t want to but I say
Sometimes I wish we could come back in time to fix everything that we do….i’m a girl who has rights to get mad with anything or anyone ….i’m only doing this because I want to show to Adrian its his fault that we aren’t together

God I hate him but at the same time I love him more than anything
I know that I’m not right , I know that I making him suffer once again but why he can’t understand me? Why he has to be so selfish , he doesn’t think about my feelings , its only him…..if Adrian could only feel what I feel….

Paula came in and Layla closed the diary fast.
-Are you crying blondie? – Paula said
-No , I’m not…it’s just this new make-up that I bought and now I got allergy , uncool uh…
-Yeah , that’s why it’s better don’t use hahaha- Paula said
-True , Good night Paula
-Night blondie…

After 2 weeks……

Well , has been 2 weeks since me and Layla broke up , many things happened in this time. Layla never moved but we don’t talk anymore. We only say good morning , good night …that’s it
Nathan asked sorry to Layla and now they talk a little but not much. I’m the one who changed with everybody ,I’m not the same Adrian ,I started to go out more and study more…I just came home to sleep. The less that I meet Layla better for me. I started to keep me occupied and really helped.But at the same time even if I stayed at home , nothing would change , Layla was totally different now , she started to hang around more with Tom and his friends so I would say she is a new Layla too. Layla got piercings , was dressing different and now she always go to parties , get drunk ….she even come back home really late , Nathan told me she don’t go to university ….

So I woke up at 7:00am and went to the kitchen to make my breakfast. I got orange juice and bread. After eating , I went outside to get the newspaper…I opened the door and I saw a car parked infront of our house , was a different car , I thought was weird but I came back inside. When I sat on the sofa to read the newspaper I heard some noises
-Shhhhh you will wake everybody – Layla said
-Nevaaa , I won’t wake them , we would of woke them up last night hahaha – A manly voice said
-I knooowww – she said – Nowww shhh go go go , nobody can see you here – I heard Layla saying this
I was curious so I went there to see who was this person.

-Can I call you later? – he said
-Sure , in 10 hours haha , we never slept last night
-I know , your fault – he kissed her forehead
-Go go go go – Layla said and the guy left
I never wanted to look who was and I never wanted to let her know that I heard that someone slept last night with her…so I just got the newspaper again and pretended that nothing happened

Meanwhileeee

-Congratulations Victor , your recuperation was amazing , you will come back home in a couple of days
-Serious doctor? I’m sick of being here
-We know , that’s why I told your mother to come here to pick you up , you are fine now , your brain had a little damage that by surgery we fixed , you can be normal as before Victor
-But what about when I lost my memory…when I will start to remember about everything?
-Well….i don’t know , Doctors can’t ever talk about the right time , I can’t tell you when you will be good but I’m pretty sure that be soon
-Oh that’s cool , I started to remember some stuff and I remember I had a little notebook and there I wrote everything about me
-Oh really?
-Yeah ,I just need to find the notebook now and then BOOM I will be back
-Agreed , by the way , your dad came to visit you , he is outside
-Oh that’s great ,thanks Doctor

Felix was a bit shy , he came in and Victor smiled at him
-Hey dad
-hey son , how are you feeling?
-Pretty good , the doctors said I’m living this place soon
-Great – Felix wasn’t excited
-Why this face?
-Victor…I don’t know how to tell you this?
-Mmmmm just say – he smiled
-Your mom told you about Jason?
-Kinda….- Victor looked down – he was a true pal
-Yeah..i know but the thing is….you killed him
-What? – Victor looked at Felix
-Exactly and I had to tell police…..i stayed in that place over 2 years of my life and now is time for you pay for his death
-I never did this , I don’t even remember , I wouldn’t do that
-But you did…..and because of Layla , she is the reason you are here , she is the reason why we are paying for Jason death , she destroyed our life son
-No…Layla love me
-Layla love herself that’s all , the bad guy here isn’t you , its her
-But you told police that I killed him
-Yeah Victor , would be fair
-Oh My God….why you did that? – Victor got up – Why you told them that….you are ruining my life , I’m your son
-Victor…you aren’t my son
-What? – Victor couldn’t believe it – Of course I’m , are you calling my mom liar?
-Yes , I’m , I did DNA test , here it is , read it – Felix gave Victor the paper
Victor read the paper and then rip the paper – it’s all lies
-No…you aren’t my son , I don’t have to protect you….police is coming here , if I was you I would runaway

Meanwhileeeee

I came back to my room and went on pc. Nathan was already up , the audition to the play would start in 2 hours and he was freakin out

-Adrian Adrian , thank God you here , I’m so nervous about the audition , I think I will fail – he did puppy face
-No you won’t , you will do amazing – I touched his shoulder
-No No I won’t , oH God…..i’m a failure….
-Nathan….you are the guy who met Justin Green and got his phone number , do you know how many girls would give their soul to get his number? The dude is famous in the whole world and I remember he called you and invited us to his concert in Australia…..
-Yeaaaaaaaaaah – Nathan did a poker face and said – I should call him , people told me he will break up with Celine anytime soon
-Haha sure , they are almost married duuuh
-That’s what you think hahaha – Nathan took off his t-shirt

Nathan and I had a great connection , I always knew how to make him laugh and I’m not a funny person , he is hilarious , don’t you wish you were his best friend?
-Why take off the t-shirt?
- I wanna see if I’m that hot as The Real Charater – He was infront of the mirror trying to look beefy
-Sure , for a chicken you are very strong – I winked
-Shut up…Oh My…. OH MY SAINT JUSTIN GREEN……I JUST HAD A BRILLANT IDEA – Nathan said while getting at his fingertips
-Hmmmm , I bet isn’t a good thing
-Adrian, can you be one of the charaters? Like you will help me A LOOOOOT- he said
-Hmm what charaters? Jacob?
-No……Bella – he laughed
-WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT? BELLA? DO I LOOK LIKE A GIRL/? – I said moody
-Of course you don’t , but you can be Bella , PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I BEGG PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE – Nathan got on his knees and start to pull my pants – PLEASEEEEE GORGEOUS , MAGNIFIC , MY LORD
-God , you are sooo annoying
-Yayayayayayaya thanks Adrian – he smiled big
-I never said yes – I raised my eyebrow
-Please? – he did a puppy face again
-Ok ok ok , but one condition – I said
-YEYEYEYEYEYYEYEYEYEYYEYE – Nathan jumped and wrapped his legs on my body - what it is the condition?
-Wow…….Don’t kiss me – I said
-HAHAHAHAHHAHA ,are you asking for me not to kiss you? BE HARD BELLA , You make me fascinated , look at your skin , look at your eyes , I try to read your mind but I can’t , you are exotic and I like that – Nathan said this being serious and with a seductive look.
-Edward – I got the paper but I was without my glasses so I started to improvise – You look so pale , you are so cold , so strong , I wish I could know more about you
-You will Bella , in the right moment , -Nathan voice got more deep – I wanna take you somewhere , come with me , I want you to meet my family
-Oh My God , I don’t wanna meet the Cullens , they don’t like me – I did a girly voice
-I Will make them like you babyyyyyyy , now come here  let me bite your delicious neck RAWR- Nathan came closer and started to kiss my neck
-Dude…..no…….no….ew…I refuse
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA HUN , YOU ARE MY BELLA , let me do it the job – he tried again but I pushed him away
-Stop….. – I got mad
-Awwww , Bella , why don’t you let me bite you then we can be vampires forever ,we won’t ever die and we can have fun every day we won’t even sleep whooopppp
-Dude , that’s your words?
-Hahaha kinda , I will improvise so people there be like – Nathan put his hand on his chin – I like this kid…
-Sure . I bet they wil say that seriously
-Same here , just because I’m ridiculous and uncool ahhhh I wont get the part
-You will , I will pray
-Ok Bella , let me get ready then ,can you help me to do Edward hair? I wanna look exotic and ohhhhh Layla got make-up ,we will need too so could you get her make-up while I take shower?
-But she is there dude , I don’t wanna meet her
-Nah she left like some minutes ago….can go to her room – Nathan said

So I went to Layla’s room and I confess that I hated…was weird and not nice to go to someone bedroom without asking them. When I opened the door everything was tied up , the room was smelling amazing unlike my bedroom. I tried to find the make-up but I never did. I don’t know where girls put their make-up. So I saw that Layla forgot a book on her bed and since I love to read I thought about having a look on that book but I noticed that was kinda of a diary ..i opened and then was too late , I couldn’t stop reading….

‘I miss my parents , I wonder if they forgot about me….they won’t even call…..’
‘Adrian never looked at me today , I wanted him to notice me…..’
‘Life isn’t easy , last night I had the night of my life and I guess I have to get used that Adrian isn’t part of my life no more….’
All those sentence that I was reading just made me think how sensitive Layla was….but she never showed , I think she is like one of those persons who always wanna show to others that are like rocks but inside they are shattered.
‘I think I started to love someone again….Tom is nice and sweet but he has a girlfriend , what should I do’
When I read this sentence I wanted to burn the diary….Layla was ridiculous ahhhhhh I’m unhappy , she found someone , I need to find someone too , I need to move on , but I’m afraid I get like those people who can move on , who get stuck in time and then adopt 10 cats and live alone in a house , nothing against those people but I wanna be happy with someone who can complete me….

Nathan went to the audition and he was still very nervous. Chris texted him saying

Nathan , I heard will have many good actors trying to get the part , don’t get disappointed if you don’t get it…. J
I’m here supporting you xx

Nathan hated the message , if he was nervous , now he was even more. Nathan came to the University Theater and there has so many people , would be about 12 characters and there had more than 300 people , the competition wouldn’t be easy but Nathan would try
The queue was huge Nathan was one of the last ones.He couldn’t wait , he was too anxious…and behind him had a girl who would try to get one part too , her name was Bella.
-Wow , I bet we will stay here the whole day – Bella said
-Ahhh are you kidding me? I need to come back home soon but I think will be worth because they say the last ones will be first so , we might have chances
-Hahaha we might , well I’m Bella , You are? – Bella said
-Nathan , can call med Nathan Green – he smiled
-Hmmm why? – she never got the joke
-I’m Justin new boyfriend hahahahahaha – Nathan laughed of Bella face she was scared
-Ohhhhhhhhhh now I got it boy haahha , I’m his biggest fan
-Shut up ,I’m his biggest fan of the wholeee universe….i bet we will have fun here – Nathan smiled and so did Bella.

Victor was still shocked about Felix revelations , he never knew what to do or say he was numb
-Are you serious?
-Yes….i came here to tell you to runaway
-Why – Victor shaked his head – why you did this to me?
-Because is fair Victor , I will go , good luck – Felix left the place and Victor sat on bed thinking ‘ what should I do now?’
Felix was mean , he wanted that Victor would pay for everything that he done To Felix , in double. Victor was mean this whole time and never suffered . I always heard my parents saying you have to learn with your mistakes and I guess now is time to Victor think about what type of person he is and make everything different
He started to panic , he got the phone and called someone
-Hello? – he said
-Victor? – Chloe said
-Come get me …please please…right now , come to the hospital , get me out of here
-Victor are you ok?
-Just come Chloe , right now – he hang up

At the audition

-Oh My God , we are the next ones – Nathan said all excited
-I knoooooooooooooooooow  , I bet you will get the part
-Uh , I wish , if I get the part I swear I will take you to a restaurant and we will eat as crazy pigs whoooooooopp , because guuuuuuuuuuuuurl , I absolutely  LOVEEEEE to eat
-Me toooooooooooooooooooooooo – Bella was laughing a lot with Nathan
Was Nathan turn and if Bella made him calm down now he was shaking once again
-Nathan Taylor?? A woman said – You are the next
Nathan got up and went to the room.There had 3 people , 2 mans and 1 woman. Nathan never knew who were those judger but they were sooo alike another judgers from tv
-Oh My God , I cant believe simon Cowell came to see My auditon – Nathan started to jump – I’m sooooo happy , I’m huge fan of yours
-What? – the man said – Do I look like Simon Cowell?
-You doooooo – Nathan smiled
-Oh well I’m not Simon Cowell but lets say that im critic like him
-Oh really? Damn now I bet you gonna scream NEEEEEEEEEEEEEXT , listen I ‘m really nervous so I think I’m saying stupid things here
-Haha boy calm down – this Black lady said – we just want to see you to start the test ok? Take your time to calm down and then you can start
-Alright lady, thank you very muchoooo – Nathan started to stretch out his body – I love Africa by the same – Nathan started to cocker the judges
-That’s nice Nathan
-Oh yeah I love that show on TV , Opreeeehhh Houston?
-What the heck – The lady looked to the other judges
-Who is this person?
-Opreeeeeeeeeeeeeh , I love her show , Justin Green went there yayaya
The judges looked at eachother as if they were talking with their eyes ‘ better call the next’.The African lady thought ‘ he made a mix of The singer Whitney with the host God ,kids those days…’ Nathan noticed and started to act
-Bella , you know that I love you….thats why I being stalking you , I shouldn’t love you , but your love is my drug ,….your smells makes me want to die in your arms , your taste is better than the best symphony , I want you….i need you….Bella , there no one else that made me feel this way – Natha got closer to the black lady – Bella , look at you , so bright , so alive….you don’t waste the price of pain because of mee…..No Bella , don’t be a vampire…..i want you like this….alive…..Bella….i love you – Nathan jumped on the table and got closer to the judges and said
-I’m Edward and I will do anything to get Bella next to me….Thank you – Nathan gave them his sexy look and jumped of the Table and immediately he thought
‘ Just great , I was acting insane , they will tell me to go home…..’ Nathan signed and looked down , he got sad because he felt like improvising all the words but then he got surprised the 3 judges got up and started to clap hands to Nathan
-Soooo original – one of them said
-Amazing , no one came here and did something like this
-Really original Mr Taylor… - The African woman said
-Thank you – he smiled
-Oh the beginning he pretented he was a weird person and then all of sunddly he changed and acted different that’s amazing Nathan , congrats the results will be out tomorrow , good luck.
Nathan left the room and was shocked….he met Bella outside waiting still and he said:
-Oh My….they loved me Bella….oh God , I’m shaking
-OH MY GOD NATHAN YOU WILL BE EDWARD IM SURE WHOOOOOOOOOOPPPPPPP
-I don’t know but thanks for the support you are amazing guuuuuuuurl – he hugged her
-Oh My God…..You Just Hugged me….You Nathan hugged me and called me Amazinggg…..Oh God , I will faint I swear…..
Nathan looked at her thinking ‘ Weirdoooooo’
Bella started to cry
-You just called me Amazing , that’s you made my day – she said sobbing
-Awww you cute but be happy you might get a part too , I need to go , see you around .-Nathan left
Nathan was so happy that he told me Paula ,and Chris to go meet him at the park he wanted to make a picnic to celebrate. So we went there to meet him.
In the way to the restaurant I remember that I forgot my phone at home and I knew my mom would call me and If I don’t pick up the phone she be worried so I left everybody at the restaurant by car and came back home.
When I went home the door was opened and I thought that was weird , because I closed the door before going out….maybe was sooo tired that I even forgot about that. I went upstairs to get my phone in my room but I heard voices

-Now is only you and me? – a manly voice said , same voice of before
-I know…I really like you – I saw the door was kinda opened and I went closer to stalk
-Me too Layla , now I’m single…you are single , we have our whole life to live together…so would you like to be my girlfriend?
When I saw them together , I swear , I felt like faiting
-I would love to be your girlfriend Tom…. – Layla said and they kissed



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