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All this time, I was thinking , why me? Why this was happening to me and Layla? Like many people meet eachother , start to date  , have their first kiss , go out , travel together , get married , have kids …why this never happened to me and Layla? Why we never had a healthy relationship as everybody else?

Meanwhilee

My parents decided to go to the delegacy and there they found out about Felix , Nathan , Mendes and my brother William gang. My mom got shocked , her blood pressure went high , she felt dizzy and she had to receive medication in her veins.
Everybody else was apprehensive to find out about the outcome of this story

-I WANT MY SONS , I WANT WILLIAM AND ADRIAN…..- my mom was screaming at the delegacy
-Calm down Beth – my dad said – be calm , I will talk to the officer – he said

Lily and Katherine was there with my mom trying to make her calm when Lily phone start to ring

-Hello?
-LILYYY YAYA hey guuurl – Nathan said
-OH MY GOD NATHAN WHERE ARE YOU?
-Ouch my ears….why you screaming? CANT YOU HEAR ME?
-I CAAAN but we were so scared about you guys , we found out everything , are you ok baby?
-Lily we are fine , Tom got us and were about to take us to a place but we made it and now we are free , I’m calling to know about Adrian and Layla
-Nathan , Victor got them….
-What?i thought everything was fine – Nathan said
-No….isn’t….- Lily said

The others looked at Nathan , waiting for news….he put the phone on his heart and says

-Victor got them guys….Victor got my best friends…..- Nathan said

Meanwhileeee

In the woods , I was still carrying Layla but now she was holding my neck , we couldn’t walk no more , the rain was too cold , I was hungry , I was cold , I was scared , my psychological were messed up, I was scared Victor would be behind us holding a gun and shooting Layla and I. All of suddenly I started to not feel my legs , I was exhausted , I couldn’t walk no more….

I heard Layla calling my name …
-Adrian? Adrian? – I couldn’t take anymore….i fainted

Back at the delegacy

-Look , I already told all the officers to search for them and no sign , is too hard to find people when the weather is like this – the officer said
-I know and I understand – my dad said- but you must to find my son and his friend …this Victor guy is a freak , he has an obsession over Layla…
-I see , I already saw many cases like this , don’t worry we are going to do our best…- the officer said

My mom couldn’t stop crying but now she was more calm, since she talked to William on the phone and she heard him saying everything was alright but she was worrying to much about me and Layla….

-I want Adrian , God bring him to us please- my mom raised her arms – please God ,listen my pray , protect my son , protect him and Layla….

The next day….

-ADRIAN? ADRIAN? – I opened my eyes fast
-What? what happened? – I said. I saw many people around me looking at me as if I was an alien  -Where I’m? – I asked
-Hi Adrian….we found you lost in the woods….
-What? – I got up fast – where is Layla? Layla???- I was breathing fast  
-Well , she told us to tell you she had to do the best for you…
-What? What that means? She-she went after Victor???????
-I don’t know kid …well I’m going to take you a hot coffee , be right back, stay with him Mona– the man said
-Alright – the girl said – Hi , you are Adrian right?
-Yeah – I said confused – where I’m again?
-It’s a camp and my parents are the owners
-Ohh I see – I got up
-Where you going? – she asked
-I need to find Layla , I cant stay here – I said
-Noo , you too weak , my dad found you guys in the woods and an a girl was screaming for help..
-Really?I don’t remember anything….
-Yeah , like I think you should stay here and rest – Mona said
-No , no I need to find her , she might be in danger , I need to find Layla , thanks a lot for everything you guys done for me but I can’t stay here thinking about disgraceful things , so I will go ok?
-It’s up to you Adrian , I will give you my number so call me if you want – she smiled –get this – she gave me bread – in case you be hungry
-Aww thanks….- I hugged her – thanks a lot …for everything.

I went of the tent and went back to the woods to try to find Layla.

Meanwhile at the Delegacy

My parents never slept all night , they stayed there at the delegacy waiting for news. Felix and Mendes went home , they would only come back later to give further clarification

When was about 6:45am the police got a phone call

-Hello?
-Police center , Officer Michael speaking?
-Good morning officer , I’m Billy and I’m talking from a camp , I found a boy in the woods last night and a girl
-Oh their names? – The officer waved to my dad
-Adrian and Layla , the boy is here with us but the girl left last night saying she had to something to protect him , I’m not sure but she told us they were in a house and this house got on fire….
-Oh I see , ok I’m sending officers there , can you please give me the address?
-Sure , take a note…

After a couple of minutes the officer came to my parents and said

-We found them…
-OH MY GOD WHERE? WHERE IS MY SON?
-Calm down lady , a man found them , we will take you guys there , let’s go
-Ok Officer , I will get my car- my dad said
-Oh my…..oh my – my mom was too nervous – I think I’m going to faint…

My mom wasn’t ok , she was stressed so she ended of feeling really sick ,she fainted and the officers came to help her. My mother was not well, it’s been weeks she is not feeling ok…. All of sudden , my mom faints and my father came running to help her.


Meanwhileee

Felix and the others were coming home. Felix drove them all night since Tom wanted to drop them in another city.

-Mendes , where I’m suppose to take you?
-I don’t know…I don’t have a house now- Mendes said
-How come?
-I was living with Victor ,Diego and Layla but I decided to leave them….i would stay with my sister but she kicked me out so I don’t have a place to go – he looked down
-Oh I’m sorry ,if you want , you can stay with us …me and Jason
-Really? That’s great Felix , thanks so much….i ran away from jail I don’t want to come back there- Mendes said
-Yeah that’s the problem , you will have to tell police where are you Mendes ,you can’t live like this , always hiding – Felix said
-I know….
-Felix , can you take me to the delgacy? I’m so worried about Adrian and Layla – Nathan asked
-No kid  I cant , police is there , they can get Mendes
-So where you will take us?
-My house ….don’t worry
-But Victor got Adrian….
-Calm down , I bet Adrian can defend himself – Mendes said
-I know but this is kinda our fault….if we never made this stupid plan he would be safe- Nathan Said
-Yeah and what about Layla??? – William asked


Meawnhileee in the woods

Layla went to see Victor , somehow she was thinking was her obligation to make justice with her own hands. Layla was tired of Victor trying to hurt the people she most loved , including herself. So she went to the burned house to see if he was still there , if he was hurt or not…

Layla found Victor last night burning in fever , he was dirty and weak. When Layla looked at him she couldn’t feel anything else besides sorry. Victor always wanted to hurt people but in the end who would ever help him? No one
Layla stayed there till the dawning was when Victor woke up and Layla was there hugging him so he wouldn’t freeze.

-Layla?
-Oh Hey Victor- she said
-What you doing here? Where I’m?
-Victor….i don’t know if you remember….but look around – Layla got up
-Oh my God – he looked at the house which now was only embers – my mom house….
-Your mother’s house? – she repeated
-Yeah…how this happened? Wait a minute where is Adrian?
-Yesterday somehow the house got on fire and Adrian saved me….he looked at the house and noticed you were still there so he ran there to save you Victor…
-He saved me? No, I don’t believe it – he said – Adrian wouldn’t save me he know I wouldn’t ever do this for him
-I know but he did…..Adrian saved your life….


I was in the woods , trying to find the house or what remained of the house , I was pretty mad because Layla left me there alone and if she went after Victor to say she loved him? After everything I done , she would do that to me? She would still be with him?
To be honest I don’t think I should fight for Layla anymore, it’s been years that I’m trying and I’m the one who always  have to go after her , I stopped her from going to Spain, I stopped her wedding and so many other things…..
I looked at the sky and I started to think ‘ should I still fight for this love? Layla love me for real or she is just messing with my feelings?’
If she don’t love me anymore and is only playing with me I will have to listen this from her mouth  , I will make admit how she feel about me or else I will give up on love , I can’t take anymore soo much pain

Meanwhileee

-Adrian saved me? Wow-Victor said
-Yes he did…Victor tell me , why you always wanted to hurt Adrian? He never did anything to you
-Oh Layla , you don’t have any idea how I feel….no one does – he looked in her eyes
-Then tell me?- she said
-Well….i don’t know how.....

At the delegacy

-Beth? Beth? – my father was touching her face to wake her up
-What? Where I’m? – she looked around
-Hospital….- my dad said
-Huh? Why? – she said
-You fainted and you’re your blood pressure got absolutely low…
-Oh and where is Adrian?
-Police went after them , don’t worry , everything will be fine – my dad said
-Oh ok- she said
-The doctors are doing exams and then he can go home – he touched her hair
-Thanks honey , thanks so much , I don’t know what I would do in my life without youuu
-Beth , I love you and I love our family and I know I was bad husband , a bad father but when that guy got our son I realized how mean I was …..can you forgive me?
-Don’t ask me to forgiveness , I will always be by your side – they kissed
-Mmmm excuse me? – the doctor said – I’m sorry to bother but are you Beth?
-Yes it’s me – my dad was holding her hand tight
-Good , we did a few exams and we got news…..for both….
-News? My wife is sick Doctor?

While they were at the hospital , the officers went to find Layla and me. They went to the camp first.

-Good morning ,I’m officer Michael , I’m responsible for the case Adrian/Layla , we got a phone call saying they would be here
-Yeah – Billy said – they were…
-What you mean they were?
-The girl left last night and the boy well….he left this morning
-How dare you let them go….their parents are really worried…
-I know , but I never noticed , I went to get him a coffee when I came back my daughter told me the boy ran away….
-Where is your daughter?
-Over there sir. – Billy pointed at her – Come here sweetie

Mona was scared , she thought they would put her in jail because of what she done.

-Look I’m sorry , I didn’t know he would runaway I thought he was joking…- she said
-What? He told you he would leave?
-Yes , he said he would go after this girl , Layla…- Mona said
-Oh ok , where?- the officer asked
-They were in a house officer- Billy said – and the house got burned
-Ok….thanks for the information – the officer went to his car and decided to find the burned house…

I was still walking in the woods , thinking I was lost when I heard voices….

-Look , it’s not like I hated him but he is annoying…-
-Victor , you never accepted the fact of me falling in love with him , only because he was a nerd…
-Yeah that too Layla….that too –

When I heard their voices , I ran …I couldn’t listen much but I ran fast….and I finally found them sat on the floor talking….

-Adrian! – Layla said
-Hi….- I said – I see you guys are having fun
-Adrian , calm down….- Layla said – I only left you there so they could take care of you but at the same time I was worried about Victor , he stayed here and was cold and raining…to be honest I wanted to call police to Victor but I didn’t had courage…
-Wow…- Victor said- are you serious?
-Yess you almost killed me and Adrian – Layla said
-Well….Layla , could you give me excuse? I want to talk to Adrian
-Hmmm ok- Layla walked away fast and when I noticed Victor and I were alone

-Adrian , Layla told me that  you saved me…- he said
-Yeah…..i did , to be honest if I had to do it again I would…- I said
-Yeah but why? Why you saved me? You probably knew I wouldn’t do that for you , ever – Victor got up
-I know but I started to imagine how awful would be if you got burned alive….no one deserves this….not even my enemies….
-For a moment I started to think you only saved me to be the hero , is that what you always wanted uh? Be a hero, superman…- Victor said
-No , I never…..i’m no one Victor but for sure you aren’t better than me , I only saved you because I knew I wouldn’t forgive myself if I didn’t , to be honest , could be any person , I would do the same…
-Well you were brave , you know you could of died if you failed? You know if you weren’t so fast we both could of died there? – he started to walk-  it’s that what makes me freaked out…how you could of done something like this if you knew you could of died…..
-I don’t know , I acted for impulse , I never thought a lot….that’s it…- I looked down
-Well , you had the chance of killing me but you saved me…you helped me and hurts to say this but I guess I won’t ever forget what you done for me Adrian
-Well…- I couldn’t say anything else

Victor looked regretful , it seems he feeling shame of what he did against us…

-Adrian , ahhh – he looked down for a minute and got down on his knees – forgive me…forgive me for hurting you I’m sorry please forgive me – he was crying
-Victor…no need that
-Yes…need it , I wanted to kill you because you got my girlfriend , you stole her from me but I was too blind to see she didn’t love me as much she loved you…I’m a loser….
-Don’t think that Victor…
-Will you forgive me?
-Hmmm….
-Victor….look , I have all the reasons of the world to not forgive you…you know , you tried to kill me , you hurted Layla , you bullied my best friend….called him gay..
-I know I know….- he got a deep breath
-I could turn my back to you and sleep in peace , because …..it’s unbelievable how mean you are , how selfish but who am I to judge you? I’m no one so , I can’t do anything besides forgive you
-Oh my God –
-Don’t think I’m amazing because I’m not , I’m just doing the right thing and trust me is the most hard thing I ever done - I extended my hand to him I helped raise  - Look , you got a new chance , enjoy…
-Wow Thanks Adrian – Victor hugged me

I know this sound crazy but somehow I believed him , I felt he was being honest. He made us suffer too much and I never thought I could forgive him but I had to do the right thing , everyone do mistakes ,including me and you. But is really hard to forgive someone , really hard….but I think we should put ourselfs in their place , how you would react if you were the one asking for forgiveness?
So I decided to forgive him , not only for me but for Layla too so we all could move on and forget this ever happened…I think all Victor’s threats made me a better person , I got stronger , I would do anything again , I would save him because I think we only come to this world one time , theres no other chance and when I saved him I knew I was doing the right thing , I was someone who he wouldn’t ever be….

-Victor , I think you should talk to Layla too…
-Layla? – he shouted – come here
-Yeah? – Layla came running , she looked pale and worried
-Promise me one thing…- he said
-What is Victor? – she asked
-I know I was the worse boyfriend ever , I also know I hurted you guys and made your lifes a hell but I want you both to forgive me and I swear I admire you guys love…..God….i wish someone would love me like you guys do…

I looked at Layla and she looked at me

-Anyways-  he said – I want you two to forgive me – he started to cry a lot – I’m really sorry , I was selfish , I wanted to destroy your love but I guess this love was stronger than my hate …Layla – he touched her face – I will always love you ….but….- he bite his lips – Adrian loves you more and I admit it….you won Adrian…you won

I looked at Victor ,and see him crying kinda made me want to cry too , its hard someone admit it their mistakes , some people hate to be wrong and even knowing they are wrong they don’t change their speech therefore Victor admitted and I was proud of him.

-Victor what you going to do now?
-I think I should runaway….i don’t want to come back to jail – he looked down
-Yeah I understand – Layla smiled and kissed his cheek – I really hope you change , I always loved you too but as my friend Victor – she touched his shoulder – I couldn’t help , when I met Adrian i felt loved…you know what I mean right?
-Yeah of course I do….

When he just said this , we heard a noise of police , Victor got scared

-Oh my God , police is here…..damn….- he said
-Better you don’t runaway….stay – I said – better you pay for what you done and start everything again…
-I don’t know….i’m scared…..i’m scared

All of a sudden police car skidded infront of us , everything was too fast

-POLICE , PUT YOUR HANDS ON YOUR HEAD NOW – The officer came shouting and pointing a gun –ARE YOU VICTOR SANCHEZ?
-Yes it’s me – he said

 Victor threw himself on the ground before the officer asked and Layla got scared and hugged me

-YOU ARE ARRESTED FOR KIDNAPPING , THREATS AND FOR…..- the officer looked behind
-Booss he got drugs too…
-AND ARRESTED FOR HAVING DRUGS WITH YOU….-they took the handcuffs and arrested Victor

Layla started to cry so much , her tears was wetting my top, actually was a really sad scene. I don’t hate anyone , I admit it , had times I wanted Victor dead because was the only way he wouldn’t bother us but he was human being he deserves to receive love , I feel sorry for him and I really wish things would end in a different way….

-Adrian? Layla?- One of the officers said
-Yeah it’s us – I said
-Your parents are crazy after you both –
-My parents? – Layla asked surprised
-Including your parents , they came from Spain this morning
-Wow…- Layla looked at me
-Lets go , we will take you guys to the delegacy
-And Victor? Where he will go now?
-Well Victor will go to the state penitentiary- he said
-Ok…- I looked down

While Layla and I were walking to the police car she stopped me and said

-Adrian , we need to talk….serious- she said
-Layla now isn’t the right time…get in the car? – I said
-Oh….ok – she did what I said

Meaanwhileee at the hospital

My mom was sat on the bed when the doctor came to talk to her and also my father. She made many exams to know how my mom’s health was…and she got a surprise

-Come on doctor – my dad said – you freakin us out , what my wife has? Is bad?
-No no calm down….i don’t know if you two are ready but
-But? – my mom said  , she was shaking
-You are pregnant Beth…
-Oh my God….i’m pregnant????
-Yes , I did blood test , urine , everything….and I got results here – the doctor gave on my father hands all the papers- Congratulations – the doctor smiled
-Oh God , I’m pregnant honey….-she touched her tummy
-Well , I guess our family will get bigger – he hugged my mom tight

Meanwhilee

Layla and I were in the back seat on the police car , they were taking us to the delegacy. After 20 minutes we arrived and they told us to leave the car…
Layla left the car first and her parents were infront of the delegacy , I couldn’t wait to meet mine …but there weren’t there…

-LAYLA!!!! – Her dad shouted
-Dad!! – she ran to them
-Awww dear , we were soo worried , we came here when Beth called us telling everything , we got the first flight
-Mom? Where is Diego….
-I’m here Layla….- He said it .Diego left Jonas on the road and came also came to delegacy – I was soo worried about you
-What happened with you? – Layla hugged him tight she was so relief he was ok –
-They tried to get me but I was smarter haha – he sounded happy – and you are fine…I’m so glad…- he looked at me – Look Uncle and Aunt….this is the right guy for Layla , I bet he saved her ass last night haha
-Hello – I waved to them
-Hey Adrian…you parents are at the hospital…
-Hospital? Why? – I got worried – my mom is ok?
-I don’t think so , one of the officers said she faint and she is at the hospital right now
-Damn , I need to go there….-I looked around , kinda dizzy and I saw an officer on the phone – please please can you borrow me your phone?
-Hmmm
-My parents are at the hospital…please let me use it?
-Ok – he gave to me his phone and I called my father

I got worried , I had to call fast

-Hello? Dad where are you?
-ADRIAN!!! MY SON – he sounded relief
-Dad….- I started to cry – where are you?
-Son – he was crying now – oh my God , praise the lord , you alive son , you aliveeeee
-Let me talk to him – I heard my mom saying
-Listen me and your mom are at the hospital but she is fine , William called us he is ok too and also Nathan , this story ended fine son , I’m so glad to listen your voice , daddy loves you
-I love you too dad – I started to cry
-Go to your house , uni house , we meet there….- he said
-Ok byee – I hang up
-Bye Son -

Maybe this sound silly but have ages I don’t hear my dad saying I love you to me , our relationship is too hard , he never called me it’s like I never had a father….and sometimes I felt my mother was my father , she taught me things but he never…so when he said he loved me that meant a lot for me.
That day was a nightmare , I was stressed , I was scared , I thought I was going to die , It’s like I could still feel the fire close to me , almost burning me inside of that house….i just wanted to rest and don’t think about anything …..
I looked around and I saw Layla and her parents hugging her so much as I never saw before , it’s like Layla finally got the attention that she always wanted from her family….

-Layla , we don’t want you here my angel , come live with us in Spain you will love it – her mom said
-Yeah I think you should – her dad said – you could study and work
-I know – Layla looked at me and I looked down
-So what you tell us? – her mom asked
-Hmmm…- Layla said

I walked away , I didn’t want to hear… I went inside of the delegacy to thank them for the job , they helped me and Layla to come back to a safe place , I would tell them I would get a taxi and go home but they insisted about taking me home. I was still worried about Nathan , I hope he is fine…

When I left the delegacy , Layla parents were talking to Diego…and I decided to say goodbye before getting in the car

-Hi- I said
-Hi Adrian….
-Well I will go home and then meet my parents , was nice to see you guys again
-Dear – her mom said – thank you , thank you for saving Layla’s life not only yesterday but since you guys met , I never met such sweet boy as you are- she smiled
-You welcome – I got red
-Thanks pal – he dad said – we want you to spend time with us in Spain uh , I’m inviting you kid
-Haha – I forced a laugh – thanks Mr Grey…I will see if I can go , where is Layla?
-Oh she went to the bathroom
-I need to go….tell her I said bye – I said sad
-Alright will do hun….take care – she hugged me
-Byee

I went to the police car and they took me home.

When Layla came back she said:

-Where is Adrian? I need to talk to him
-He is gone Layla…- her dad said
-How come? He never said bye – she looked down
-Police was rushing him anyway Diego take us to your place , we will help Layla pack everything
-Pack? I thought I would go to Spain in few months – she said
-No Layla , you will come back with us – her mom said – tomorrow night
-But mam…..
-Shhhhh no but , let’s go- her mom said and grabbed Layla’s hand

Many people say , Friends come and go , all the time , when you are small and start the primary school you make friends , when you get older and move school or something you get other friends , when you go to college you meet knew people , then university , then at work ,but only the true friends , mates , buddies , pals …only the true ones will stay , you can be old and they will always there but right now I think my friendship with Layla has ended. I tried , I actually did everything to not loose her but it seems wasn’t enough….she was one of my best friends and right now I felt a big hole in my heart ….not have Layla here for me would hurt more than a knife cutting my heart in pieces , what I’m suppose to do without her?

Police took me home…

-Thanks officer Michael , thanks so much
-You welcome ,we only did out job
-Yeah I know soo thanks again….byee- I said and went home

I opened the door and I sat on the sofa , the house was quiet ….i looked around and I started to think about the memories we had in that place , how happy we were. I decided to go upstairs to see if anyone was at home , I could hear a TV sound and was coming from Sofia room….

I opened the door and got shocked
-Oh my Lord , what the hell is going on here?

Sofia was on bed with a boy

-Who the hell are you? – I asked
-Adrian!! I’m sorry , my friend just came here to spend time with me and…
-And you guys decided to be nasty uh? Get lost dude – I pointed the door- GET LOST…WHERE IS PAULAAA? GOD….we can’t go out that you bring people here Sofia soo uncool
-It’s my house too and you never slept here I bet you was doing the same thing I just did
-WHAT??? I GOT KIDNAPPED IN CASE YOU DON’T KNOW
-Woah seriously?
-Ah shut up , I will go to my room , I don’t have time to waste with you..
-Adrian…..listen to me please- she shouted
-NO….God…- I closed the door of my room and locked

My room was a mess , I wouldn’t be able to sleep there , then my phone started to ring , was a weird number but I decided to pick up

-Hello? – I said
-ADRIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN BABY MY LOOOOVE MI AMOR MYYYYY HERROOOOOOOOOO YOU ALIVE YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYYAYA
-Nathan , myyyyyyy love , my hero , my everything hahaha I never thought I would say this but OH MY GOD I MISS YOU SOO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU LOADS NO HOMO hahahaa- I was happy
-BABYYYYY WE WILL CELEBRATE, YOU ALIVE BEAAACHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHA , listeeen I need to see youuuuuuu where are you?
-HOME DUUH YOU CALLED HERE- I said
-Oh yeah….Tell Paula her parents called , they said her new room is ready…- Nathan said
-New room? What you mean? She won’t live here anymore?
-Nope , she will move out can you believe it….she is ridiculous…..i hate her now….that fattie stupid
-Don’t call her fattie – I said
-Why not? She is bigger than me baby….
-Dude come home please…
-I will….Felix gave me money so I got a taxi , Mendes wanted to come but I stopped him
-Why? – I asked
-He asked if was single and he said – Nathan did a manly voice- Bro that’s weird I think I’m bi now…..’ I was like CRAP HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
-HAHAHA serious? He likes you damn- I said
-EXCUSE ME HUN , Who wouldn’t  UH UH???
-Welll Justin Green? – I said messing
-Ahhhhhh clean your mouth to talk about my prince , battery is low speak soon Adrian – Nathan said
-Ok I will be waiting
-Byeee Love – he hang up

Nathan was crazy but he is the type of friend who wouldn’t ever leave me , even if we had a bad fight , he was amazing and I wouldn’t live without him!

Later that day Nathan was at home. He knocked the door and came in , I fell asleep on the sofa waiting for him..


-HONEEEY I’M HOOOOOOMEEEE – he said
-Huh? Nathan? – I woke up and got happy straight away – BROOOOOOO – I ran to hug him
-ADRIAAAAAAN I KNEW WE WOULDN’T DIE haha – he said
-Yeah we didn’t , im glad haha I thought I was going to die – I said
-You must to me everything , I want to know every single detail but before we talk I need to open this letter- he said
-Letter? Alright – I sat on the sofa again

Nathan got the brown envelope and opened and read

Dear Nathan

We have the pleasure to tell you , you have been chosen to participate in one of our program for Television called Days of our life’s and we look forward to welcome you in our studios as soon as possible


Have a great day
and again congratulations


Mike Presley


Nathan read the paper about 3 times before saying something , I got kinda scared , I didn’t know what could be.
-OMG…..O-M-G…..- he keep repeating this letters – OHH MYYY DEEEEAR JUSTIN GREEEEN ADRIAAAAAAAAAAN I’M GOING TOOOO HOLLYWOOOOOODDDDD BABYYY – he started to jump
-What? Hollywood? How come?
-YYEYEYYEYEYEYEYEYYEYE – he was running inside the house like a monkey- YAYYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYA AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH YEYEYEYYEYE IM SOOOO HAPPY I’M ACTOOOORRR YEYEYEYEYE I BE FAMOUUS WHOOPPPPPP MY DREAM CAME TRUEEEEEE
-Calm doooown…..i don’t get it , how they simply sent a letter saying you will go to Hollywood?
-I did an audition about 2 months ago ,I’m not sure….and I did for fun and I remember I met a really old actress and she was the judge and like I thought I wouldn’t ever pass it but I did , they want me Adrian….i can’t believe – Nathan threw himself on the sofa and now he started to cry
-WOW….- I couldn’t believe either . Nathan was amazed , he was really really happy. I was too but not so much

As I said Nathan was my best friend but now it’s like we all are taking our ways. I hate growing up because we loose everything and everyone. Nathan got the phone and called his parents , he wanted them to know

-MOMMMMMYYYY GUESS WHO IS GOING TO HOLLYWOOD?
-Hmmm I don’t know son , who?
-someone called NATHAAAAAAN WHOPPPPPPPP- he was shaking , he loves to shake
-OH GOD , IS YOU MY BABY BOY?
-Yeeeeeeees mom , I’m sooo happy , I need to go there and pack my stuff , I’m going too hollywoooooodd
-Ok I will start to pack everything Nathan , I will go with you if you don’t mind….- His mom was just like him , she loved all the celebrities
-MOM , WOULD BE HEAVEN – he shouted
-Alright son , I’m going to tell your dad and your brother , we miss you
-Miss you too mom byee

Nathan hang up the phone and started to jump on the sofaaa

-YAYAYAYAYYA I’M A ROCKSTARRRR WHOOPPP IHEY HEY I WANNA BE A ROCKSTAR , I WANN BE CRAZY LIKE ELVIS hhehehehehehehehhehehehehhehehehe
-I think we should celebrate ….celebrate you being an actor and the fact we are safe here
-I know we sooo should but let me ask you something , did you kissed Layla in the woods? Uhuhuhuhuh – he laughed
-Hmm no….i didn’t …only at church though- I said
-Why not? I thought you guys were together now
-We never had a chance to talk but I decided something and I want to tell you –
-Ok go ahead – Nathan said
-When I saw Victor and Layla there , next to the burned house , I realized I wasthe only one there who was alone….
-Huh? I don’t get it – he said
-Its like they fit together…Layla and I doesn’t…..i’m just the nerd guy who was sweet and gave her attention and he was the bad guy with amazing body who any girl would fall in love with….sometimes I think Layla only liked me because she wanted attention not because of who I was
-But Adrian…
-Let me finish…..i decided to move on , for real ,I know my grandma said for me to fight for this love , But Nathan , I cant always go after someone who hurts me…I give up , I will go live with my parents and forget Layla
-Ahhh SHUT UPPPPPP
-Why Gosh – I said mad
-Because no point of doing soo much for her if in the end you just give up on her as if she was nothing – Nathan said
-You don’t understand
-YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND ADRIAN….the only girl you fell in love was Layla ….did you ever looked yourself on the mirror when you are next to her? Your eyes shine like diamond
-Of course not
-Ok , I’m wrong and you are right but its so freakin annoying you guys don’t be together , you are old enough to know what you want , I’m not going to tell you what to do but dude , don’t regret it….you can marry her if you want…
-Nah…I don’t think she loves me
-AHHHHHHHHH YOU ANNOY ME I will go out and celebrate alone , be there in your room crying over her your stupid
-Don’t talk with me like that!- I said
-Why not? You being stupid… - Nathan got up and went out

Nathan left me alone there and then I started to think if he was right or not, to be honest I’m tired of always running after Layla. I’m the one who always have to show that I care , that I love her , that I would die for her….i’m sick of love , I need a break…

Meanwhileee

Felix and Mendes went home with the feeling of accomplishment. Felix was pretty happy he was going home and also glad that everything ended alright.

-I can’t wait to tell Jason everything is fine – Felix said looking to his clock – He being there waiting for us  , I bet he is really worried
-Yeah he will be glad…- Mendes said – Uncool our phones never had signal
-I know Mendes , we  need new phones haha

When they were close home infront of their apartment they saw many police cars. Felix started to panic , his son was in the building and no one could find out about him , not even the police.

-Oh my God Felix , what we are going to do? Police is here….- Mendes said
-We have to go….i will have to leave my son- he said looking down
-Nooo you cant leave him there…- Mendes shouted – He can’t be alone
-Wait…..look….- Felix pointed at the building – Jason was sat on the window and he was trying to jump and commit it

-What is happening to my son?- Felix shouted and opened the car door and went to see his son , he didn’t care about police or anyone , he was worried about his son.

Mendes stayed in the car , watching everything aloof but he also saw the chance of running away , he couldn’t stay there waiting for police get him , so he sat on the driver seat and ran away….

Felix saw his son there , sat on the window and started to scream

-JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON
SON DON’T DO IT…..I LOVE YOU SON- he screamed
Police officer came closer

-Are you his father?
-YES WHAT I JUST SAID? I CALLED HIM SON….- Felix said desperate
-Calm down sir….calm down
-I NEED TO TALK TO HIM , I NEED TO HIM NOOOOOOW NOOOOOW- he was screaming with all the power of his lungs.

Meanwhileeee

Nathan went out and he decided to go see his girlfriend or ex-girlfriend , he wasn’t sure anymore. He knocked her door and she came to open

-Nathan! – she said relief
-Hey Baby – he winked and gave her a flower – this rose is for you
-Aww thanks – she smiled – come in
-Thanks , so I got news – he said
-Ok tell…
-You are talking to the new actor of the show Days of our Life’s
-WHAT? – She pushed him – are you kidding? – She said smiling
-NOOOOOOOOOO I’M NOOOOT hahaha
-Congrats – she kissed his lips softly – I love you Nathan , seriously…I don’t know what happened to you and of course I want to know but God , I want to be your wife , I want to have your babies – she started to laugh
-My babies? Hehehe they would be cute uh
-For sure- she kissed him again –congrats my beautiful actor
-I love you too Lily but we need to talk…once again
-About?
-Adrian and Layla….i’m afraid they won’t ever get together again…like ever
-Hahaha you made me laugh
-Why?
-It’s just like that song , ‘we are never ever ever getting back togetheeer’
-I KNOOOW HUN , I love that singer , she is really hot
-Huh? Not allowed
-What?
-Can’t say a girl is hot infront of me – she rolled her eyes
-Hmmm but she isn’t better than my Lily –he put his arms around her waist and kissed her lips for a long time
-Shhh stop kissing me , I can’t resist your hotness haha but tell me, how you know they won’t ever get back together?
-Adrian said he will move on and Layla….well….i heard she will go to Spain live with her parents….so that’s it , they won’t ever get back together unless…..
-Unless?
-I got a plan but I need help
-Ok tell me everything baby…- Lily said

Meanwhileee

I decided to go to my room and finish packing , I would probably leave the house the next day and then I got a phone call.

-Hello?
-Adrian hey Its me Katherine
-Oh Hi Katherine
-Listen , we are going to do a party for Layla tomorrow and we want you to come
-Party?
-Yeah….to say goodbye
-What you mean?
-Layla will go live with her parents …
-Oh..i see – I said
-We all got sad but it’s for her own good , they are scared of Victor so they will take her there
-Oh ok I think I can go then , what time will be the party?
-About 7:00 pm can I count on you? Layla will be happy to know her best friend will come – Katherine said
-Oh – I didn’t know what to say , I was holding the tears – ok tell her I will go
-Yaya thanks Adrian you are the best see you tomorrow
-See ya – I hang up the phone

When she told me Layla would go to Spain my heart hurted so much I thought I would faint.  Spain is about 8 hours from where I live….how would I see her? I always act hard when I shouldn’t  , Layla wanted to talk to me before and I kinda ignored her , I acted cold and now she will go….
I went to the bathroom and looked myself on the mirror , I needed to try to understand what I wanted and I wanted her but I keep saying to myself to forget her , I’m soo confused

At Diego’s apartment

Katherine and Diego was planning everything for the party and Layla was just watching them

-I think we should make a bbq – he said
-Barbecue?Your cousin isn’t happy your idiot – Katherine was mad – right Layla?
-Well to be honest , I cant believe I’m going to Spain , I like her – she smiled
-I Know you do cousin but in Spain is awesome too , they got a place called IBIZAAA uuhuhuh there is really really awesome
-DIEGO! – Katherine hit Diego’s arms- Ibiza is where girls do topless , that’s why is nice your stupid?
-Calm down baby hehehe I love yaaah but Ibiza is heaven
-We will see the heaven soon – she gave him the look- I will sleep alone in my bed and you sleep here for now on
-Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you serious? WHY ARE YOU SOOO SERIOUS? – he touched her tummy
-Because I’m duuuh anyways Layla , I talked to Adrian – she winked
-Really? What he said?
-He got sad aww I noticed by his voice….he said he will come – she smiled
-Good , I want to say goodbye to everyone
-Layla , can I ask you something? – Diego asked
-Sure….
-Do you still Love Adrian?
-Hmmm….- she got a deep breath- well…..

Meanwhileee

My parents came home. I heard the door opening and I ran downstairs.

-DAD!! MOM!!! – I shouted
-Hey big boy – my dad said with a big smile on his face
-Mom is ok? – I asked
-MY SON- she hugged me tight – mom loves you – she started to kiss my head
-Love you too , I love you guys – I said smiling
-Son…..we got news
-Wow Everybody got news – I said
-Who?
-Well Nathan is going to Hollywood haha its seems a joke but isn’t , he did an audition and passed and Layla…well….she is going to live with her parents – I said
-Aw your best friends will move out
-Exactly…I’m depressed- I said
-But you will get a new friend – My dad said
-Who?
-I’m pregnant Adrian – my mom said smiling
-Pregnant? Mom! You are old to have a kid
-Well we know but just happened and I won’t abort…
-Wow I will have a new brother or sister
-Yep isn’t amazing , another baby for the family
-Haha – I hugged them both
-But wait son, you said Layla is going to live with her parents? Where?
-Spain…
-Oh Dear God….i think we need to talk….lets go to your room

While this was happening , Felix was outside of the building screaming for help.

-OFFICER , YOU NEED TO SAVE HIM – he grabbed the fire man

Jason didn’t know his dad was down there screaming his name , he was scared , he decided to commit because he was tired of that life ,Felix kept him locked in that apartment for months , he couldn’t go out or else they would get arrested but that day he got desperate , he wanted to end everything and death was the only solution in head….
Its sad when someone try to commit , how many people we saw on the news trying to kill themselves because of a broken heart , because their family died or because they have so many bills to pay that the only solution is end with their own lifes. I think isn’t easy to be a human being , since we born we have obstacles to overcome , as example the race for fertilization , its million of sperms running to get in the egg only one is the winner and the rest? They are losers and die , if you are reading this is because you are winner , you are alive and don’t matter how many problem you have , never think about give up , be strong , it’s that what I do , I try to be strong because I know each day more I have obstacles to overcome.

Jason looked down and he started to think about Felix , he wasn’t the best dad ever but he did everything to protect him therefore was time for Jason grow up , fly alone and don’t depend on his father anymore. Jason decided to get inside his house and go down and surrender to police….

-THE KID LEFT THE WINDOW….HE LEFT….-

There had many tv channels , helicopters , police , fire mans…..Jason simply opened the door of his window and said

-Can arrest me – he got down on his knees- I WANT FREEEDOOOM – he screamed
-Son….- Felix got shocked –
-My father told police I was dead , he said Victor killed me but he never….he did this to protect me but I got STUCK IN THIS HOUSE…I can’t take anymore , take to jail….i rather be stuck in a prison than my own house

Police never got a thing , Jason was screaming like a freak

-Wow you made us waste time over a crazy kid like that , we will take him to the hospital he need medical care…- a fire man said
-Son – Felix hugged him tight –you freaked me out
-Dad…what happened? They won’t get us in jail?
-Shhh let’s get in the apartment….
-But dad…
-They didn’t recognized us yet but soon they will , we need to runaway….

Meanwhileeee

My mom wanted to talk to me about Layla and I already knew what she was going to say

-Look mom , I already know what you going to say…
-You do?
-Yeah , you will say you are glad Layla will move out and then I will forget her and stuff….
-Adrian
-I know you don’t want me to be with her…- I said
-Who told you that?
-Layla…
-Listen , I don’t think you would save someone who wasn’t soo important to you , I mean you always do everything for this girl and I think is beautiful , you show her love – she got a deep breath – I know you love Layla ,Adrian…I only told her to back off because I was afraid you were getting too hurted
-Yeah I know
-But look , I think you shouldn’t leave her , not yet
-What you mean mom?
-Go after her , try it one last time , take the risk- she said
-I took the risk so many times….
-Well…..it’s up to you ,anyways I will go home now with your dad , we need to see John and William  but tomorrow night we come to pick you up ok?
-Ok mom
-Bye Adrian – she kissed my forehead

My parents left and I stay home bored . I decided to get my laptop and go to that avatar website that I used to go. Has been ages that I don’t go there , I bet my friends there think I died….
I couldn’t remember my best friend name on there but I remember her username : xxxx0mgitzeviexxx , so I decided to message her but I saw her avatar was all white , that means the person quit….
I read the info :

Hey Guys sadly I’m quitting this , I’m tired of waiting for someone who won’t ever get online , I made many friends here , so people who I won’t ever forget especially a boy who was crazy and actually made me fall in love with him but I never had courage to tell him , you know who you are xx
I guess is time to say goodbye and grow up
I won’t be on much
Love you guys
Byee<3

It’s so sad when your friends online quit , it’s like you never going to talk to them ever again….i wonder who this guy is…Well I decided to turn off laptop and go to bed.
But I couldn’t sleep , I was thinking about Layla a lot . I looked to the other side of the bed and started to remember when she slept there with me , I miss her smile , I miss her smell , I miss her kisses , hugs , I miss everything about her

1:00am

I still couldn’t sleep , I turned on TV to watch a film but there was only romantic movies like twilight , diary of a princess arghhh I wanted to watch action films but I couldn’t find any…

3:00am

Still up , I went to the kitchen to eat a sandwich so I would be less bored

4:30am

I still awake I decided to get my laptop and go to aim and msn to see if anyone was online and was….Layla was online…
I was online too so she probably saw me online…I was scared she would come talk to me so I logged off fast
When I saw her online , my heart started to beat fast , its like I got butterflies in my tummy and I realized I couldn’t let her go , I loved her how would I survive without Layla? No I cant ….i cant….My mom is right , I need to fight for this love , I need to fight for Layla one last time , I must to take the risk and don’t care about what people think or say , I will go after her , I will….and I already know how

In the morning , about 8:30am I went to Nathan’s room and he was there , laid on his bed as if as a tornado had passed ,all his covers was on the floor and he was only on his sponge bob boxers

-Nathan? – I said
-Hmmmm
-Nathan? Wake up
-No….let me sleep – he put the pillow on his head
-Dude….i never slept all night only thinking about Layla – I said and he looked at me
-What new????? – he said and put his head on the pillow again
-No but I mean….i think  I already know what to do , I will fight for her…
-Good for you hun – he said and started to sleep again – now let me get my beauty timeeee
-Ok but you will help me with everything …- I said
-WHAT? – He looked at me again – YOU’RE YOUR……. SON OF A GREAT MOTHER – he gave the look – you always put me in your crazy ideas….- he got up now…..-listen me and Lily got an idea we make you and Layla meet and everything be greeeeeeeeeeeeeat – he hugged me
-Dude? – I said
-Yeah?
-You touching me  - I said without move
-Huh? How? Im not even that close…..- he looked down - OH MY GOD MOTHER OF GOD
-Ehhhh nasty dreams uh? That’s disgusting
-Oh dear Lord – he got his pillow and hugged – mi is sorry – he said
-hahahahahahahahahhaahaha – I couldn’t stop laughing – you were dreaming about Justin , admit it hahaha
-Justin Green?
-Yeah him…..was him? Hahahahaha you got big…
-Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh WE ARE TALKING ABOUT YOU AND LAYLA NOT MY BUDDY
-Hahaha ok i won’t tell anyone….but was ew when was touching me
-I KNOOOW? WAS AWWKKARRRDDD but listen what your plan Love Guuruuuuu
-Ok better you sit down , because this plan is loooong

Later that day…….

Nathan and the others went  Diego’s house to Layla goodbye party. Katherine invited many people , Sara , Paula , Lily , Nathan , Chloe , Rhonda , Nick , Julie , William and Melody and many others , the house was pretty full , Layla was loved by many people.
Diego got was DJ , he didn’t want to that party be sad but happy. He organized everything with Katherine so the party was pretty sick , also Diego’s friends came so no one would be bored.
Everytime someone opened the door to come in Layla looked because she wanted to see me so badly , but so far I didn’t came.

Now was about 9:00 pm and I never went to the party , Layla got really sad and decided to thank everyone for coming

-Diego give me microphone – she said
-Alright cuz….- he gave her
-Heey Guys , thanks everyone who came here to say goodbye , I tried to talk with a few of you guys but has so many people here haha thanks a lot  I wont ever forget you guys , thanks For everything – Layla started to cry

And people started to clap hands to her. She hugged Diego and said :

-Thanks for the lovely party I love you cousin
-Love you too , but stop crying LETS GET THE PARTYYYYYYYYY STARTEEEEEED – Diego screamed and everybody started to dance

Layla was too sad , of course , she didn’t want to leave her friends , her cousin and especially me but that night she was hating me a lot because I never went to the party so in her head that means : ‘Adrian doesn’t love me as he said…’
But all of sudden Nathan touch’s Layla shoulder and said

-Lets go?
-Huh? Why?
-Your parents called me they want me to take you to an restaurant they are waiting you there
-My parents?
-Yep , Diego never told you?
-No….
-Your parents want to spend time with you so leggo nigga
-Nathan , can you drive?
-No hun , but we get a taxi , let’s go fast
-Alright , let me get my purse….

Layla and Nathan were in the taxi going to the restaurant , Nathan was nervous and sweating a lot

-Isnt hot in here?
-Take off your clothes? – she winked
-Pssst – he laughed – you still funny
-I know I’m
-Ok…it’s here driver – the taxi driver parked the car

They left the car and now Nathan and Layla were infront of a restaurant called Mama Mia.

-Italian restaurant? Haha my parents love It – she said smiling
-Yeaaah gurlll now let’s get in – he said
-Ok….wait , will you eat with us?
-Hmmm sure why not – he smile – gogogoogo fast
-Ahhh why rush God….- she said

Layla opened the door but everything was dark and she turned around to tell Nathan to don’t come in but he closed the door fast and locked. Layla got scared
-NATHAN? NATHAN? STUPID JOKE, LET ME GET OUT OF HERE YOUR STUPID GAY I HATE YOU…- Layla heart was beating too fast

But then someone started to play  piano in the dark and Layla stopped and turned around and was when someone turned  on the lights  and I was on the stage holding a microphone , wearing a tux and singing to Layla…

-You'll never find, as long as you live someone who loves you tender like I do
And you'll never find no matter where you search
Someone who cares about you the way I do. – I walked in her direction smiling

-Whoa, I'm not braggin' on myself, babe
Cause I'm the one who loves you
And there's no one else! No...one else.- I sang

-And you'll never find, it'll take the end of all time
Someone who understands you like I do. – I was holding her hand while singing

-Whoa, I'm not tryin' to make you stay, baby
Cause I'm the one who loves you
And there's no one else! No...one else.- I kissed her hand

-Oh my God – Layla said. Now only the pianist was playing the piano while I talking to Layla

-Layla I was singing a song called You will never find someone who loves you like I do , I don’t know how to express my feelings for you , it’s too big , but I would cross the world only to see you smiling , I’m crazy about you and trust me I never ever loved someone like I do love you , I can’t live without you – I put my hand on her waist and we started to dance

-Adrian ….- she was soo surprised
-Shhh don’t say anything , let me say it….- I put my finger on her lips - i loved you yesterday , I love you today and I will always love you, you aren’t only my soulmate but my everything , I’m nothing without you….. If I could, then I would, I'll go wherever you will go ,Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go….i listened to this song a lot last night and I thought I love Layla too much to let her go….but I keep asking to myself what love means? Well , Love means everything to me and as a famous poet said:

‘I hope I may never acknowledge any reason why minds that truly love each other shouldn’t be joined together. Love isn’t really love if it changes when it sees the beloved change or if it disappears when the beloved leaves. Oh no, love is a constant and unchanging light that shines on storms without being shaken; it is the star that guides every wandering boat. And like a star, its value is beyond measure, though its height can be measured. Love is not under time’s power, though time has the power to destroy rosy lips and cheeks. Love does not alter with the passage of brief hours and weeks, but lasts until Doomsday. If I’m wrong about this and can be proven wrong, I never wrote, and no man ever loved.’ I love you Layla , with my heart and all my soul….
-Awww Adrian– she said crying
-So after this whole talk I just have one question to make…- I got down on my knees and got a little black box of my pocket and open it and said :
-Layla Grey , will you marry me? – I asked her



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